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Share something POSITIVE from your day vs. it's all around you

Its morning, the sun is shinning and I dont have that feeling of impending doom

It is going to be a beautiful day, or ill beat it into shape
 
I'm taking pregabalin, lofexidine, occasionally a couple of extra diazepam on top of my scipt but we're talking 20mg extra on two occasions, and cannabis oil. Too zombified for exercise at this stage. Got a load of dhc literally within arms reach and not even been tempted to touch it.
 
omen_owen mk2 said:
I'm taking pregabalin, lofexidine, occasionally a couple of extra diazepam on top of my scipt but we're talking 20mg extra on two occasions, and cannabis oil. Too zombified for exercise at this stage. Got a load of dhc literally within arms reach and not even been tempted to touch it.
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Well done you. Maybe it's cause you're truly ready for recovery now. I wish you all the best with it. I 'm really glad you're not in pain or suffering in any way.

Evey
 
Just A Guy said:
Had a good time w/ friends and family.
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^this, I had a great time with my friends who I don't hang out as much anymore due to my busy lifestyle and avoiding alcohol as much as I can (they drink a lot). I encouraged them to go to Grouse Grind with me for a short challenge hike and I am so glad I was able to drag them to workout with me. I think I should keep being the positive influence so that they can lay off the alcohol or drink occasionally at least.
 
I'm going to bed

I didn't stay clean today

but I did stay alive
 
I got my car repaired a couple of weeks ago and then parked it at the airport and went on vacation with my family. I got back Sunday and drove it home. The way home I heard a loud twangy clunk and my brakes started grinding when I braked. Yesterday morning I drove it to work out and it got worse and worse and by the time I got there my whole car was shaking when I braked. I towed it to the dealership that fixed it. This morning they told me it's ready, and that it was their fault for not fully tightening a bolt in the disk brakes. So they ordered a new bolt to make sure it isn't weakened and installed it for free, total cost to me: $0. Except the tow. Woohoo!
 
Day eight still feel fine really, I'm dosed up but im pretty clear headed. Feel ready to take on the world.
 
only 2.5 hours before i escape to an incredible forest for a day of doing nothing at all but rreellaxxingggg and exploring :)
 
Oh man, that's pretty much my favorite thing to do from among all things. Next weekend I am going camping/hiking with my best in-town friend to an awesome place more north in the mountains (which, being the Appalachians, are heavily forested). It was going to be a backpacking trip which I still want to do but this will also be awesome. Gonna take some mescaline on the second day too. :)
 
Yeah day nine (day threee no opiates or some shit), I feel pretty grotty and have no energy. Need to get out more. I have to go to the chemist tomorrow to get my script but it's only 10 minutes walk away(up some fucking massive hill). Luckily the garden here is a sun trap so if it's sunny I'll go outside and sunbathe tomorrow, I tried today but it was too intermitent.
 
Got a second osteopathic treatment on my shoulder yesterday and it seems to have have helped a little bit.
 
It's another great day to engage the War on Drugs in battle.Go forth and conquer all ye warriors with common sense.=D
 
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