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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - We don't even know what month it is...

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Ive seen, as have others im sure, heroin chew up and spit out the strongest of people...

My best mate when I was growing up watched me use for years, he just didnt want it, he was happy with his weed, thought the gear was disgusting and I was the biggest fool going. He was very strong willed and minded.

He was around it pretty much daily for years, never showed the slightest bit of interest in it and fuck did he love getting smashed, pills, speed, acid, booze etc but he had control, not just with drugs but life in general...

Something happened, I forget what, he was feeling extremely low, got drunk and tried some, wrong place, wrong time and wrong frame of mind, it was not from me I might add. Now, if he hadn't had that lapse of judgement I believe hed still be alive today. :(

Its one hell of a drug, once it sinks its teeth into you you've got a battle on your hands, I watched my mate who was always so sure of himself and strong get completely consumed by it.

It killed him, it killed the one person who I thought would never do it.

It's best not to try it is my advice, there arent many who can control it and the chances of you being one of the few arent in your favour!
 
SM I'm sincerely sorry to hear that, that must be bloody devastating, so sorry for you.

I was having a bit of a laugh but with what you've said will drop talking about it - and also there's a new member here so it's not right for me to talk like that.
That's awful :(

Evey
 
It's cool, I wasnt having a pop at you.

I was just reinforcing owens post about being able to try it once, obviously there are plenty of people who are exceptions to the rule but there's a hell of alot more who will not be able to put it down.

Me personally, I was pretty much flat out from the moment I tried it, ive seen others use it very little for years, for comedowns or the odd treat, but the chances are if you mess with fire you will get burnt...

Off topic.... BACK TO THE WORDS

Edit 2 - just realised this is the fucked thread, not word of the day...!

BACK TO FUCKEDNESS...!
 
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I've been tempted to try it... im not even a big fan of opiates, done oxy on and off for years but never gotten a problem with em... been sick off them many times, minor rattle once... havent touched them for ages now and not overly fussed about them at all... found the nods a bit annoying... much prefer spangled nods... i guess H is in a different league though
 
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Heroin is a no go for me 100%. I liked AH, I liked it too much indeed. Stronger opiates, oh boy I can't think how it would end, would get hookd on that shite.
 
Eveleivibe said:
:D why ain't you on Heroin yet? Isn't it time you progressed up the ladder from codeine? :D

Evey
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Y'know, I've been thinking about this a lot lately and your comment finally persuaded me to take the plunge. I've just returned from picking up and I've now got .2 here with me.

Here goes...
 
What's AH? I've never heard of that. Shame the UK don't have some good, strong opi painkillers. To be honest, I've forgotten how it feels to be on opiates...

curious_24 said:
Y'know, I've been thinking about this a lot lately and your comment finally persuaded me to take the plunge. I've just returned from picking up and I've now got .2 here with me.

Here goes...
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ha ha very funny lol


Bearlove said:
HR at its finest
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hahahahaha Curious knows I'm joking with him :D
We are in the "fucked" thread, after all lol

On a serious note, I do remember feeling like pure grief at the idea of never having codeine again, like life would end if I stopped it because "I was so miserable without codeine" Strange what addiction does to your mind innit?

Evey
 
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Evey, dont bother with that AH shit !!

And C24 keep your guard up, i want to try heroin but i sort of know that it would get the better of me. Maybe if in the future i get diagnosed with some terminal disease i might try it then, as i will have FA left to loose, and might as well be merrily off my tits for the last few months rather than dying a drawn out miserable death. 8(

Sorry if that brings the mood down a tad. :o:sus:
 
Eveleivibe said:
hahahahaha Curious knows I'm joking with him :D- We are in the "fucked" thread, after all lol Evey
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Curious may do :) - like you say this is the fucked thread - nobody would take anything said in a thread with this name or a Gibberish thread seriously. Would they ?
 
ScotchMist said:
Something happened, I forget what, he was feeling extremely low, got drunk and tried some, wrong place, wrong time and wrong frame of mind, it was not from me I might add. Now, if he hadn't had that lapse of judgement I believe hed still be alive today. :(
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This. There's nothing special about heroin other than the fact that it's a drug very easy to turn to when things go wrong. Then they go much, much wronger. Other opies are not the same because they're either too weak to quite cut it in terms of hiding away and blotting things out or are too rare and expensive to do so. Heroin is dirt cheap (at first) and highly effective. Once you can find it you will use it. Once you are happy to use it you will use it for what it works best for: relieving pain. Nobody knows when pain will strike - it's not a thing any of us can control - and it becomes the obvious choice cos it works so incredibly well on pain of all types.
 
SummerSerenade said:
Can you really not just try heroin once? I've always wanted to know what it feels like. I've got strong will power generally so I was thinking that if I ever get the chance then trying a small bump (not injecting) then I'd like to go for it. Or is that crazy?
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You can try it once, if and only if when you try it, you really, really hate it.

Otherwise, with the best of intentions, you start off thinking you'll just be a Weekend Warrior. But before you know it, the weekend begins on a Thursday, lasts till Tuesday, and you're even having a little tootle on a Wednesday just to celebrate getting as far as the middle of the week. In other words, welcome to Habit City. Population, you and about a billion other junkies who thought they could handle it.

The thing is, discontinuing opiates is the very definition of "easier said than done".
 
Even though i didnt enjoy oxy that much i was still weirdly drawn to it for awhile after i stopped doing it... it has a weird grip... took quite awhile for that grip to properly fuck off, and i only did it on weekends. meph is the top of my list of my addictive vices, then probably oxy, then booze. or something like that. dunno what to make of opiates. oxy seemed to come to life when mixed with booze... which isnt wise at all... although it was low amounts of ox
 
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