Chicago Heroin v. Please refrain from offing yourself.

[fantom13]

Need to lighten this thread up again! Yeah dreams r real for sure I can have all my senses in them. Big hawks gane tonight with football around the corner. Ever wonder at pro players pop pillz??? Short week is nice.

 

[itchyscratchy]

Just sayin that from going a two year bad habit (w/d was fuckin horrible) to nothing then from nothin to fuckin around for a few days I did have some MINOR w/d's which was expected. I lurked on this forum for a while and most the people on here seem to know what their talking about which is why I had some tar sent cuz from what I read it seemed if you white w/ no phone connect tryna cop on the w.side then you gettin popped.

Eventually, probably right. I've always been kind of lucky in regards to 50 but had some pretty close calls too until recently when I did get popped. The only reason I got popped is because I was fucking stupid and getting high in the hood instead of going straight home and I was too high to remenber how many bags I had on me and thought I did them all.
So when the cops rolled up on me and wanted to frisk me I was like "Be my guest". He came up with a bag and the rest is history...
I think it always helps to have a PC .
The luck runs out eventually.

 

[goodtymes123]

Istern- I'm the same way with needles, scared shitless of them. Probably the only reason I've never iv'd dope, or anything.
I have a phone connect and still got popped right about to get on the eway. So either way if you're white in the hood you have a chance at getting caught up.

 

[gwencooper]

I know what you guys are thinking..... WHERE THE F**K has Gwen been???

Well kids, I went from getting up at 5am to take the Metra train downtown and then catch a bus to be at work by 820am. Left work at 430 so I was off the train at 550 and then home at 615. Then I took a couple of xanax and went to bed.

Best part of my job? It was in "the hood" (one of many "hoods", from what I can tell) and I had a bunch of fire hookups that delivered 13 to a jab. They felt bad I still didn't have a car because of my crash in October (and winter was way to hellish to be buying a car). Agree with me BL team Nod Chicago??!

Anyway I got fired for "attendance" issues mainly due to car wreck which is illegal and I'm not a lawyer, so I'm pretty much screwed. I could go on and on on about my jagoff boss but whatever. They had no idea I was high virtually every single day or they would have had me piss in a cup. They do that to a lot of people, I've heard.

Anyway, I just found this new guy who's not even in "the Hood", or any of the "Hoods" it seems, so it's pretty safe to meet him. Picked up from him. Waited until I got home to do any (I snort, so I usually have a straw at the ready) and the first bag was good. Nice and brown, a little chunky. By the time I finished the second bag I couldn't stand up.

I emailed my guy to thank him (he gave me a LOL) and the people who introduced me to him, who (of course) said, "what did I tell you? You gotta start shooting." I'll never start shooting, I'm perfectly fine but man, I haven't had dope this good in 6 months. Or my tolerance is insane.

Anyone have a job for a really pretty, super tough alien kicking ass (my code name Gwen Cooper from Torchwood), who can type 67 WPM when soberish and looks good in a skirt, sir? (Kidding, but wish me luck at the unemployment interview on the 2nd of June. They don't drug test you for unemployment do they> They didn't for my last job (very posh, administrative over $40k), but they do to work at Target or TJ Maxx. What the hell is up with that?

And to top everything off, mom just told me that my cat took a couple of big dumps and a big barf in our crawl space near where we keep her kitty litter (the unfinished part of the basement). And I gotta go stumble back in that crawl space and clean it up...NOW! Or I get no dinner...

Man, I'd like to Cee Her Next Tuesday. What a bitch. What else is going on in Chicago. I'm gonna go back and start reading from page 1. So you may get a comment or twelve. I promise to merge them.

I've missed you all so much! How are my Cheffy and Chinky? Cicero Grinds? T-Bone? TommyBoy? Cabrona? LBC4th Street? May the nod be with you all.
Now that I'm now working a 12 hour day with no access to such an illegal website, you're gonna be hearing more from lil ol' me, promise! (for better or for worse)

Love,
Gwennie, higher than a kite on TWO FOILS?? WTF?

 

[nitevision]

Been laying low for personal reason. I really dont want to be owned by anything again. Some stupid powder had control over my physical and mental well being. My last kick was long and painful/uncomfortable and i dont want to go thru that again.
Ive been partying here and there. Def. Keeping it in check. I got a good life. I dont want to fuck that up. Plus the amount of cash ive spent is disgusting.

So yeah layin low not coz of court or divorces or whatever. Laying low for me. It makes the times when i do party actually cool and not some drugbag addiction. I came a LONG way and im not gonna go back thru that cycle.

Anyway thats my story.
EnVee

 

[gwencooper]

lol at the title. finally a new thread. Just got back from the good old wild west. jab and a half should get me through the next 2-3 days. recently my habits spiraled a little bit out of control and I blew through 4 jabs in 5 days so im really trying to keep that shit in check and lower that down. Dudes still got the clear red heart baggies no tappe no staple. Happy noddings to all and have a good St. patty's day.

What? Don't you have phone numbers so you can meet somewhere near the west side but not ON or IN the middle of the West Side? Being there and white will get you busted. Was driving with a black friend the other day, he said "take Roosevelt" - it's so much more integrated, no one will look twice at a black guy in a girl's car".

I am going for it! I honestly don't have a whole lot to lose anyway. I have been calling around all day trying to find somewhere to take my insurance. I even called my insurance company and found out they will help pay some of it at least till I outgrow my rents insurance in December. I have an intake appointment at the expensive place for Thursday but ill just cancel or switch if when I find better options that insurance will pay for. I honestly never thought I would get on methadone. Just another check off the list of shit I said I would never do in relation to drugs I guess

The same thing is happening to a girlfriend of mine. She's very young - 24? And has awesome Blue Cross from her family and she can't get into a program, so now she's on Methadone which is gonna fuck up her life more than the dope because you can NEVER kick methadone. At least I don't know anyone who has - supposedly you need to come down a gram every couple of weeks - and they start you on 60. Talk about years.....

Gwen, gonna shut up now and read quietly, I promise, Mr. Librarian sir.

 

[smokemctoke420]

^ I know you said something about chinky. Well... Chinky is in the slammer. For what, idk. Probaly V.O.P.

As for the rest of Chi Town, well idk cuz I don't live in Chi town. lol I've read a few of your posts. Mostly from the Chicago dope threads including the one about your accident. Glad to see you're doing ok and feeling better.

 

[itchyscratchy]

Need to lighten this thread up again! Yeah dreams r real for sure I can have all my senses in them. Big hawks gane tonight with football around the corner. Ever wonder at pro players pop pillz??? Short week is nice.

Hey man, how you doing? Pro players probably pop designer pills. I still laugh at that one dude on the Bears a couple years ago, that got busted with a couple of keys he was trying to unload to an undercover...fucking idiot! These pro players make more money than God and he had to try to be like fucking Scarface or something...
Take care fantom, I hope your work is kind of keeping your mind occupied with other stuff.
Yeah GO HAWKS....the Kings are a tough team though...

 

[itchyscratchy]

I know what you guys are thinking..... WHERE THE F**K has Gwen been???

Well kids, I went from getting up at 5am to take the Metra train downtown and then catch a bus to be at work by 820am. Left work at 430 so I was off the train at 550 and then home at 615. Then I took a couple of xanax and went to bed.

Best part of my job? It was in "the hood" (one of many "hoods", from what I can tell) and I had a bunch of fire hookups that delivered 13 to a jab. They felt bad I still didn't have a car because of my crash in October (and winter was way to hellish to be buying a car). Agree with me BL team Nod Chicago??!

Anyway I got fired for "attendance" issues mainly due to car wreck which is illegal and I'm not a lawyer, so I'm pretty much screwed. I could go on and on on about my jagoff boss but whatever. They had no idea I was high virtually every single day or they would have had me piss in a cup. They do that to a lot of people, I've heard.

Anyway, I just found this new guy who's not even in "the Hood", or any of the "Hoods" it seems, so it's pretty safe to meet him. Picked up from him. Waited until I got home to do any (I snort, so I usually have a straw at the ready) and the first bag was good. Nice and brown, a little chunky. By the time I finished the second bag I couldn't stand up.

I emailed my guy to thank him (he gave me a LOL) and the people who introduced me to him, who (of course) said, "what did I tell you? You gotta start shooting." I'll never start shooting, I'm perfectly fine but man, I haven't had dope this good in 6 months. Or my tolerance is insane.

Anyone have a job for a really pretty, super tough alien kicking ass (my code name Gwen Cooper from Torchwood), who can type 67 WPM when soberish and looks good in a skirt, sir? (Kidding, but wish me luck at the unemployment interview on the 2nd of June. They don't drug test you for unemployment do they> They didn't for my last job (very posh, administrative over $40k), but they do to work at Target or TJ Maxx. What the hell is up with that?

And to top everything off, mom just told me that my cat took a couple of big dumps and a big barf in our crawl space near where we keep her kitty litter (the unfinished part of the basement). And I gotta go stumble back in that crawl space and clean it up...NOW! Or I get no dinner...

Man, I'd like to Cee Her Next Tuesday. What a bitch. What else is going on in Chicago. I'm gonna go back and start reading from page 1. So you may get a comment or twelve. I promise to merge them.

I've missed you all so much! How are my Cheffy and Chinky? Cicero Grinds? T-Bone? TommyBoy? Cabrona? LBC4th Street? May the nod be with you all.
Now that I'm now working a 12 hour day with no access to such an illegal website, you're gonna be hearing more from lil ol' me, promise! (for better or for worse)

Love,
Gwennie, higher than a kite on TWO FOILS?? WTF?

What no "TEAM NOD ASSEMBLE"?! Who are you and what have you done with Gwen?!
Everybody thought you and Chinky got popped at the same time buying "illicid wares" LOL!

 

[gwencooper]

Hey Brownline! How are you holding up? What is SHARE?

Going cold turkey won't kill you unless you have high blood pressure and take meds for it. Having some Benzos around to calm you down might be a good idea or if you have some cash I'd get some of this stuff Cabrona turned me on to called Elitozam. Google it. Like a benzo, but not really a benzo.

I wish you the best. I used to live in London and missed it so much. I'd go back tomorrow if I won the lottery, But after seeing that video, . That is, until I saw that bullshit BBC video. Not everyone is a scumbag junkie. Are you (anyone reading this post) a scumbag junkie? Do you have a job? A home? Access to a computer at least? I mean COME ON. What a bunch of bollocks, to use a lovely british swear word.

Let me know how you're doing Brownline. Feel free to PM me if you wanna talk.
Gwen

goddamn i want to use so bad. I'm at home. waiting to see the dr. tomorrow and either go to SHARE or start some kink of program. i want to try and do it this time but i ask wan to get hight. like so bad. i never got a goodbye shot. maybe i should have took the suboxone and i would not bet craving as much. for the family I'm going to just stck it through and then whatever happens after that i guess i will take it from there.

how are the rest of you doing.? anyone in w/d or fresh off the needle?

 

[goodtymes123]

So, I got high for the hawks game tonight. Did my first full bag in one line since I got back in the game and all I know is the hawks were winning 2-0 early in the first and when I came out of my insane nod, it was 4-4 in the 3rd. Wtf, the whole series they been kicking ass the first 10min and after that they seem to lose their steam. Anyway, I found out that 1 full bag is still too much if I wanna be high but coherent. These stay highs are also super fire so that with my low tolerance is making a good combo. Peace yall.

 

[gwencooper]

I call it "Pee-o-Phobia". I've had it since I was a kid. It's gotten worse as I've become older and even worser (bad word) since I became a junkie (even worse word - but you get the picture).

Long line for bathroom at a party - "Gwen, fuck your pee-o-phobia, there's people out here who gotta go!"

As for not being able to pee, that's called urinary retention and we've got a whole thread for it here. IME the best way to deal with it is to sit down to pee, run the faucet, and put a rag soaked in warm water on your dick, and to help even more you can squeeze the rag so some of the warm water runs down your schlong. Taking a shower works too, but this method is for if you can't be bothered with taking a shower each time you get too high to piss.

 

[gwencooper]

Hey! Thanks smokemctoke420 for the info. Had no idea re: Chinky.

He's probably:
a) in jail
b) off spending his trustfund with a 22 year old blonde
c) od-ed from the raw dope he insists he does because he can't stand dorms
d) ran out of money from only snorting raw dope gets pricey
e) used up all the popcorn you could eat at the Loews Cinema, using card Grandma bought him for birthday
f) used a needle, for first time, but Philip Seymour Hoffman died that day too, and pretty much stole Chinky's thunder
Actually, he's on my Facebook and although someone keeps posting on his behalf. It looks as though he's a-ok. Guy's got 9 lives, at least 3 left wouldn'tcha say?
Love,
Gwen

PS I made the whole thing up except for the Facebook thing. That is real. My name isn't really even Gwen,

 

[Welderman]

^ Hi Gwen even though that's not your name.

 

[itchyscratchy]

^ Hi Gwen even though that's not your name.

I wonder if she's an alien ass-kicking super hero feminazi though...just kidding, NOT-Gwen...

 

[itchyscratchy]

My luck ran out in Cali. I got no time to mess w/ my new life in my home town. Just tryna play it safe, that's the name of the game right? Go hawks! I fuckin hate LA

I don't think there's anything about this game that you can "play it safe". Starting with copping and ending in using...Yeah, you can be safer with a phone connect but it still doesn't guarantee "safety". I don't need to preach to you man. Especially in the heroin and alcohol threads,(I don't really go to the kiddie pool rooms) I think everybody has a general idea that you enter this shit at your own risk. I got this kick ass dude that I just got hooked up with purely by luck(wish I knew cool ppl like that before I got locked up...)but before that I always just hit the fucking streets. Which is BAD NEWS dude. Why? Because you get complacent and comfortable. And that's when you get popped.
You're not cheering for the Kings!? LOL!
They're both strong teams man.
You're gonna "fuckin hate" Chi winters.
Later.

 

[fantom13]

Haha good to lighten the board up Gwen!!! Or is that your name so people think it's not... Lol. What up itchy??? U good?

 

[BeZba2]

Wassup all. Just seein wassup with chi town since I'm visiting this weekend. I used to go to Purdue a year ago but moved to Boston and have been messin with the east coast tan which IMO isn't as primo obviously since it travels east and gets stepped. Anyhow when we used to come up here instead of go to nap town my buddy would go to this one fry joint and sit there untill people walked up to the car. I don't remember the st or name and wish he wasn't in Rehab in Fl so I could ask. Now that I think of it that would be kinda shitty of me actually. Anyways I'm gonna do my last bit tonight even tho we always really wanna save it for the morning shot but id rather get some sleep than Toss and turn and deal with mad anxiety. I just hope I'm not too miserable while i tryin to do some OA searchin in the A.m. From the look of it I get on the L line and go west and from there I guess I'm gonna scope out the sitch at one of the last few stops of that line I'm guessin. Anyhow happy Nodz to all 617 peeps.

 

[BeZba2]

I meant 312 haha. I just realized I've become a MassHole as some would say.

 

[itchyscratchy]

Haha good to lighten the board up Gwen!!! Or is that your name so people think it's not... Lol. What up itchy??? U good?

Yeah, the NOT-Gwen is cool like that! I'm good brother, could be better could be worse...you know. What's up with you? Hows the working world treating you? All you working ppl...I'm jealous...That arrest fucked me up!!
Now I've been benched from "TEAM NOD"!! So I started my own team "TEAM CRUSTY SHITFACE"!!!...don't need none of you...taking my ball and leaving...
I'll just yell beligerent shit from the bleachers!!!

Biiiiiiitchezz!!!