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Gibberings CLXVII - Mountains of Shit Day in Day Out

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I never ignore rambling - it is my life's work :D

I dunno, I think I'm pretty damn easy to read. I am a simple soul. Perhaps deceptively simple if feeling generous but simple all the same. If not I'll drop a big hint and point out that if I'm a tad stroppy there'll be booze involved - at the outside perhaps some w/d, but booze is guaranteed either way. I am very occasionally vocally obstreperous when actually sober too but one really does have to work hard to feel the rough side of my tongue at such times. Or pay me well enough.
 
well failed again tonight just can't seem to go through with this shit :(

cat saved my live this time i was all set and up he turns and stopped me wont leave my side just lately like he know what i am planing

anyway good night you lot :)

drug counselling in the morning getting past from my old key worker to a new one so i now have to get use to talking to a new person about shit thats dragging things up causing this desire to end things
 
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raas_2012 said:
I had a dream last night that I was scoring some gear off Brimz. But in the dream I was shitting myself that he'd get the address all wrong.
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mydrugbuddy said:
I had a dream in the last few weeks where I'd taken heroin, and i got very pleasantly high in my dream. Wish i could program my subconscious to produce dreams like that every night.
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I dreamed once that I went round to my parents' house and my dad had taken up smoking dope. He showed me his stash box and asked me "Do you want to skin one up with your old man, then?" My mum was all like "Don't encourage him. He can't roll joints properly, he makes an awful mess -- he gets tobacco all over the place, make sure he uses a tray -- USE A TRAY, MICK! -- he stinks the house out, and he gets really obnoxious when he's stoned. He's worse than when he's had a drink! And you shouldn't be smoking anyway!"

Also one time I dreamed that they had made a film of he book Two Caravans by Marina Lewycka, and it was on TV; I started watching it for awhile and then had to break off, so I Sky Plussed the rest of it -- and later in the dream, I looked in my Planner and there it was. Not quite dreaming an entire movie, since I didn't watch it all the way through in my dream; but a pretty impressive feat anyway, I think.
 
No GoS MINE!!!!

Bear PMd me a few days a go what i THOUGHT was being thoughtful.

Having decided to leave site I received an E-mail notification. So i read and replied.

He replied last night. I stupidly mis-read the pm n snapped at him of which I IMMEDIATELY APOLOGISED!!!!!

I didn't deserve my PMs shared around for a joke n of course nothing will be done.

Anyone ever considered I'm upset over small stuff because I've bigger stuff going on n may have needed some support this week?

Of course not im just a drama queen, just over reacting. If anyone knew anything about me at all im not acting myself but hay ho it's Evey lets have a good laugh at her private messages n the fact she's leaving the site.

One big fkn joke. Seriously f it :(

Evey
 
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No GoS MINE!!!!

Bear PMd me a few days a go what i THOUGHT was being thoughtful.

Having decided to leave site I received an E-mail notification. So i read and replied.

He replied last night. I stupidly mis-read the pm n snapped at him of which I IMMEDIATELY APOLOGISED!!!!!

I didn't deserve my PMs shared around for a joke n of course nothing will be done.

Anyone ever considered I'm upset over small stuff because I've bigger stuff going on n may have needed some support this week?

Of course not im just a drama queen, just over reacting. If anyone knew anything about me at all im not acting myself but hay ho it's Evey lets have a good laugh at her private messages n the fact she's leaving the site.

One big fkn joke. Seriously f it :(

Evey
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Calm the fuck down. People aren't mind readers - how are we to know you have stuff going on?

I'm sorry you have and I hope you're ok.

You're being ridiculous though. Stay and be nice or leave.
 
Excuse me GoS, I've been here EIGHT months. You haven't been here ages so PLEASE do NOT come here and tell me to leave.
How do you expect me to react? I've been nothing but supportive to be people on EADD and BL and when I need a bit of support what do I read?
"she's over-reacting, it's one been drama with her!"
How am I meant to feel - reading all those negative responses because I decided to leave the site (yes I was told what was said so read for myself).
Not feeling well so not in the mood to argue anymore but when I see FG, Pagey getting support and whenever I'm upset I get told I'm over-reacting????

Is not writing a "Goodbye" thread, when we're all mourning Knock's death, worrying us silly a bit more attention seeking? All I did was ask for my account to be deactivated in temper and through feeling hurt over stuff.

If people don't want me coming here causing "drama," kindly stop saying negative stuff about me and I'll have nothing to "argue," over, will I?!

Evey

JT stop trying to argue with me. You're new here so I'm not taking your bait you've tried this with me a few times now and I'm just not going to argue with someone new to BL.
 
Eveleivibe said:
Excuse me GoS, I've been here EIGHT months. You haven't been here ages so PLEASE do NOT come here and tell me to leave.
How do you expect me to react? I've been nothing but supportive to be people on EADD and BL and when I need a bit of support what do I read?
"she's over-reacting, it's one been drama with her!"
How am I meant to feel - reading all those negative responses because I decided to leave the site (yes I was told what was said so read for myself).
Not feeling well so not in the mood to argue anymore but when I see FG, Pagey getting support and whenever I'm upset I get told I'm over-reacting????

Is not writing a "Goodbye" thread, when we're all mourning Knock's death, worrying us silly a bit more attention seeking? All I did was ask for my account to be deactivated in temper and through feeling hurt over stuff.

If people don't want me coming here causing "drama," kindly stop saying negative stuff about me and I'll have nothing to "argue," over, will I?!

Evey

JT stop trying to argue with me. You're new here so I'm not taking your bait you've tried this with me a few times now and I'm just not going to argue with someone new to BL.
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Stay and be nice and calm then.
 
Please don't argue with me no more. I'm sorry. I don't want to feel angry like this anymore.
raas should NEVER have mentioned a certain person's Facebook on Gibberings. It was cruel. raas not trying to be mean. And I shouldn't have reacted on open forum - should have PMd the mod n talked to them.

As I said because of my ex, any friends who are dishonest I have an issue with it especially on the Internet as I met him on-line so any friends online it brings it all back. I'm sorry that I took it out on everyone else in EADD.

Just to clarify I'd NEVER demand/expect a person to have me on Facebook if they didn't want that. I'm not like that. It was a shock seeing it on Gibberings and I'm no longer going to discuss it because it's not fair on the other person.

raas I hope you apologised for all of this you've caused. You and I are friends and I'll put it behind us but any more "stalkish" behaviour and that's it because I can't cope with it, I know you mean well at times and care but you need to think of others feelings when you say stuff.

Sorry for all the rants and for putting them all over Gibberings.

Evey

PS: To a certain person I've added you back to FB but need you to know that it's only if YOU want me on there. I don't want you thinking I'm forcing you to because that's not what this was over. I respect people's privacy and only wish people to ever add me/befriend or whatever if it's what THEY want. I'm not a bully/stalker person and would not want anyone EVER thinking I am forcing any friendship with anyone in anyway. I had to put this here because people seem to think that I'm the sort that would force a person to be my friend, and it's simply NOT so. Evey
 
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Eveleivibe said:
As I said because of my ex, any friends who are dishonest I have an issue with it especially on the Internet as I met him on-line so any friends online it brings it all back. I'm sorry that I took it out on everyone else in EADD.
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Nobody likes dishonesty Eve, and everybody's been affected by it at some point in their lives. Whatever happened with your ex, it doesn't explain or excuse your persistent tendency to fly off the handle at people on this forum. And you can't deny that it is persistent.

I'm not excusing anything that may have occurred between you and any other Bluelighters in private - I'm not interested, to be frank. What I am interested is how people conduct themselves on the forum, and what I see from you is histrionics, week in, week out. It's nauseating. I don't think you're a 'bad' person, but it's become a real problem over time and I know I'm not the only one who's tired of it. Can you not see that you tend to invite these comments which you so object to?
 
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