OOOOK. This is probably one of the weirder things I'm ever going to write. I was using kratom, rather heavily over a period of about a year. It worked wonders for me - I have quit smoking tobacco, drinking, shooting k and coke and opiates and oodles of other terrible behavior. But i was kindof stuck on the kratom. I've been working it down from 20gs to about 7 - 8 with harmala alkaloids as detailed in another post. This is where things get weird. For two days i stuck with low dose caapi, but instead of kratom, i started using low (REAL low) doses of amp sulphate, like 5mg morning, 3 mg afternoon, all the while drinking little swills of maybe 5g caapi extract per swill every few hours. Two days go by, i feel pretty good - some(I know this makes it even crazier) selank shows up in the mail. The same day as a well trusted source FINALLY brings me my everest - .5 g GOOD pcp. So i do 1mg of the weird peptide just, ya, know, to make sure we can never figure out what happened. Then decide to get into the dust. This goes on for a day in which i'm mourning the passing of my rat, aleister crowley who suffered a rather terrible mammory tumor and had to be shufffled off to the next bardo. As im coming down today - i realize - there's nothing, no yearning for krat at all. I don't know if it was the caapi, the selank or the random dust bender, but ill be hornswaggled if i dont feel right as rain. I even took a 4g dose today because today we actually got the rat euthanized, just out of habit - and weirdest thing - couldn't feel it. I'll see how this goes the next few days. has anyone else dusted their way out of a mu opioid habit. it doesnt seem far fetched at all.
