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Eveleivibe
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Well you can always get it back again. I was almost ripped a few years back then got my codeine addiction etc. But now gna get back on it...
Evey
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I've been sculpting a humongous beer belly recently. It's a fine sight. I really should start thinking about getting rid of it.
ColtDan
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Very true, and nice one xx
THECATINTHEHAT
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Argghhhh....wish I had the body/cardio I had before relapsing at the beginning of summer last year. Was well on the way to having the build I want for the sports I do.
gayorstraight
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Just got back from the gym.
I'm about 7lbs more than I want to be at the mo... Still happy with my bod but I could always be happier and there's always room for self-hate and seemingly endless room for improvement in my eyes. Uuuurghhh
I'm about 7lbs more than I want to be at the mo... Still happy with my bod but I could always be happier and there's always room for self-hate and seemingly endless room for improvement in my eyes. Uuuurghhh
I doubt I could tell the difference if I was 7lb lighter or heavier. I tend to go by more obvious means. When my kecks don't fit anymore I need to lay off the pies.
Self-hate is a horrid thing. It only encourages others to think less of a person cos it tends to show. Not saying it does with you cos have never met you but self-loathing is not an attractive trait. There's enough hateful people out there as it is who'll happily hate any and all of us for one reason or another so doing it to yourself is frankly overkill and taking work from qualified haters.
Room for improvement is fine - and good cos that is always the case for everybody at all times - but self-hate is self-defeat. Look after the improvement and leave the hating to the hopeless
Self-hate is a horrid thing. It only encourages others to think less of a person cos it tends to show. Not saying it does with you cos have never met you but self-loathing is not an attractive trait. There's enough hateful people out there as it is who'll happily hate any and all of us for one reason or another so doing it to yourself is frankly overkill and taking work from qualified haters.
Room for improvement is fine - and good cos that is always the case for everybody at all times - but self-hate is self-defeat. Look after the improvement and leave the hating to the hopeless
gayorstraight
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I doubt I could tell the difference if I was 7lb lighter or heavier. I tend to go by more obvious means. When my kecks don't fit anymore I need to lay off the pies.
Self-hate is a horrid thing. It only encourages others to think less of a person cos it tends to show. Not saying it does with you cos have never met you but self-loathing is not an attractive trait. There's enough hateful people out there as it is who'll happily hate any and all of us for one reason or another so doing it to yourself is frankly overkill and taking work from qualified haters.
Room for improvement is fine - and good cos that is always the case for everybody at all times - but self-hate is self-defeat. Look after the improvement and leave the hating to the hopeless
To me, 7lbs shows. I'm small and only 9st at my heaviest so 7lbs makes a difference.
Self hate may be an extreme way to put it.. but I really do have an awful opinion of my body. Oh well. I'm sure others don't know that as I carry myself well!
I'll try and leaving the hatin' to the haters Shammy
gayorstraight
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I'm allowed to hate my body though? I'm alright with myself as person.
Don't most people hate their figures anyway? It's all I ever hear people moan about. While eating cake.
ColtDan
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Of course, hate what you like, i dont give a shit lol
If all you ever hear people moan about is their body thats pretty vain and sad of them
I used to like my figure... now i dont particularly care less one way or the other. as long as i dont get fat then fuck it
If all you ever hear people moan about is their body thats pretty vain and sad of them
I used to like my figure... now i dont particularly care less one way or the other. as long as i dont get fat then fuck it
You're allowed to hate whatever you like but I don't imagine it's very useful.
Do I like my figure? Lawdy no. Do I hate my body? Not for a moment. It got me this far so can't be that bad.
Do I like my figure? Lawdy no. Do I hate my body? Not for a moment. It got me this far so can't be that bad.
gayorstraight
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Well if you're gonna be like that.
Chicks are always complaining about their bodies. Not surprising considering the 'perfect body' images young girls are bombarded with on a daily basis.
Imo/ime most guys are pretty cool with what they look like. It's nice.
Plus ugly guys can get well fit girls if they have the right personality etc - I see it all the time
ponch
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7lbs? I can put that on in a weekend! My weight fluctuates wildly between 12 and 13 stone. It's not uncommon for me to put a stone on in a week when on holiday 8(
gayorstraight
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12/13 stone is way different than 9 stone. Plus I'm only 5'4.5''
ponch
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It was more of a general comment but yeah, I can definitely notice 7lbs so I imagine you would. I just try and avoid mirrors :D
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Eveleivibe
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wow I've so much energy the last few week it's unreal.... all I've done is gone from 12mg to 10mg. I'm hyped, I'm either dancing, exercising, talking or typing. Like WTF???? Is this meant to happen when I reduce the subs? I'm on citalopram too.... But I used to have so much energy at one time from the endorphin rush was like electric... maybe it's coming back?????
Evey
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^ Less opioid = less sedated so yes that is what is meant to happen. Enjoy the extra energy 
That argument can work both ways. You never see all those "male fitness" magazines that litter the shelves? Those massive billboards of rippling abs and bulging crotches? It may be a comparatively recent phenomenon but it does a boy's self-image no better than it does a gal's to see the equivalent.
Again that goes both ways. I may be a minor god but you should see some of my exes
That argument can work both ways. You never see all those "male fitness" magazines that litter the shelves? Those massive billboards of rippling abs and bulging crotches? It may be a comparatively recent phenomenon but it does a boy's self-image no better than it does a gal's to see the equivalent.
Again that goes both ways. I may be a minor god but you should see some of my exes
Eveleivibe
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I've always been ugly lol but I used to hate how beautiful women could get away with being all moody n stuff! 'Twas like men were willing to put up with a beautiful moody person but if an ugly person is moody they must toe the line. So annoying n really used to infuriate me. I mean ya can't help how you look can you? I didn't say to God "Right God I'm about to be born onto planet Earth, please make me an ugly cow!" It just doesn't happen, does it?! Seriously!
Evey
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