Good morning people. First day without benzos let's see how I cope, yesterday I got lucky, I was getting ready to go see my mates for the barbecue, checked a few baggies in my cupboard stash and found 6 diclazepams in one bag, wow was I happy, it was perfect, as at the barbecue it was a few close friends plus a group of uni students I didn't know. So they un-shy-ed me for the day, was cool walking in a house full of people I didn't know but confident and chatty.
I ended up being all social thanks to the beer and diclaz, even after a few spliffs I was there chatting girls up and being in charge of the music, good, stuff.
Anyway, I made three stupid orders this weekend, I'll have to change my Paypal password to something random while benzoed up so to eliminate casual ordering, if go on like this I'll be officially skint very soon. Can't believe I even ordered 3-MMC, I mean I know I've been craving drone lately and I can't touch the pvs anymore but still. For what I remember it wasn't thad bad the last time I did it,, better than 4-MEC anyway
Today I'll just send out a few CVs, still full of food from yesterday, made some majestic sarnies yesterday, grilled meat, burgers, sausages and hot dogs all thrown together, was fun, I think I even made out with a girl who's mouth tasted like senape, although I was drunk and benzoed by then so it might be that it just happened in my head. I will ask my friends for confirmation.
That's one thing about benzos, I know they're bad, but damn they improve my social life, if I think about it the last time I touched a girl without havig benzos in my system was down under, but there I had like two litres of goon in me and the girl was a kiwi(easy as hell) so it doesn't cunt.
Anyway if everything arrives I'll be sorted with dissos, benzos and kratom for most of the spring. Will have to refrain from further orders and cut down on all other expenses.
How are you all doing? You guys had a bank holiday too right?
I don't expect anybody to reply to me as I convinced myself I became invisible to EADD posters since my last MXP trip, I know you guys want to engage with me but a quantum leap in the time/space condrum is preventing you from seeing my posts. It's the only explanation, bar everybody turning anti-social