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Gibberings CLXIII - Up All Night Shooting Cheese Balls

DPT is probably the closest analogue RC you can buy, I had three grams last me years, very intense powerful material, I'm all out now.

Consumed orally after AMT it was very similar to Ayahuasca, visuals so strong they make it impossible for you to know where you are, matter of fact you're at the level where you don't even know who you are anymore, you just melt with everything.

Yeah my stash has been severy depleted too, there was a time back in 2009/10, when I could literally have something different every night(used to have actually) of all kinds, uppers of several types, different tryptamines, 2Cs, whatever. Now I'm down to kratom, few benzos and some long lasting phenethylamines I have no desire to consume(2C-E and BK-2C-B), although that 20mg insufflated tester of 3C-P I had a few weeks back makes me look forward to when I have 16 hours to spare and no one around. Very promising, felt like light-amphetamine with visuals, I have a feeling that a double dose would have provided tons of euphoria and loved up ness. Can't wait to give it a proper go.

Just bought a new skateboard, skating season starts tonight, will be hitting the skatepark with my mates, I just hope all the benzos I consumed don't fuck my balance even further, I'm already shit at skating as it is, more on my ass than my feet sort to speak.

Will be wearing some old clothes in case I fall a lot.

Also bought some DC shoes. There are some good aspects of having relatives taking you out shopping I guess, not enough to offset the next few days of hellish family lunches though, I just hope the diclaz and wine will make time go fast in a blur and baam I wake up with a headache on tuesday and it's all over.

Hope you all have a good weekend.

Take care
 
curious_24 said:
Not sourcing, but how do you lot acquire your DMT powder? Is it a case of buying the DMT-containing plants online and then doing your own extraction? Is it through grey or illegal sources? Are you all talking about a legal RC analogue? Help!!

I have read a lot about this drug and I think I could learn from it. Particularly when it comes to my codeine addiction. I'm thinking that maybe a new perspective could help me finally break the cycle.
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Used to be able to buy minisota hostilis root bark (dunno how its spelt), combine it with a ratio of Lye, water, Napatha, mix it, clear layer off the top with an eye dropper, freeze it, tis like making a chemically cake
 
When I was making Aya, I used to use psychotria viridis, but it's much more expensive and unreliable, so after a while I skipped to mimosa hostilis, cheaper and much stronger by weight although the brew tastes even worse.

If I were to make an extraction mimosa would be my choice, more bang for your buck
 
I remember the days when Undried magic mushrooms were legal... Not sure why you lot reminded me of that.

I'd certainly like to try some Aya one day. Not meant to be an easy trip though,
 
Chatative said:
I remember the days when Undried magic mushrooms were legal... Not sure why you lot reminded me of that.

I'd certainly like to try some Aya one day. Not meant to be an easy trip though,
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Aye and a mate of a mate's cousin's friend gave them to you in a paper envelope. Free or for swapsies.

Good evening Eadd.
 
Chatative said:
I remember the days when Undried magic mushrooms were legal... Not sure why you lot reminded me of that.

I'd certainly like to try some Aya one day. Not meant to be an easy trip though,
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I moved to London in 2003, no words can describe my first walk through Camden market, happy times. Two years of happy, insightful trips.

They need to unban them
 
Chatative said:
I'd certainly like to try some Aya one day. Not meant to be an easy trip though,
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Depends what you mean by easy, mind that you're consuming vast amounts of B.Caapi, which is a MAOI inhibitor and has a very stoney, uplifting, anti-depressive effect, some of my happier, yet deep and intense trips were with Ayahuasca, never felt a dark side like with acid or mushrooms.

It will blow you away, but in a good way. Just make sure you eat light for the previous days and have a toilet near by. and toilet paper lots of it. You'll have brown water been shot out both holes for the first hour or so. But after that it's pure bliss.

I tried B.Caapi on its own, it puts in a dreamy, happy, stoney state, very serotonergic. Once you add the Viridis(or the mimosa if you're a cheapskate), then you're projected into a wild trip. Always brought happy childhood memories and all the entities I have encountered were benevolent.

Only time it went south is when I foolishly ingested a luckily very small amount of MDMA on the comedown, the trip came back up, but this time it was jittery and I felt guilt about corrupting an Aya experience with man-made poisons. Didn't sleep for like 18 hours and my veins felt like they were exploding. Mind I think I took something like 60mgs of MD, anymore I would have probably died
 
snolly said:
You'd not be out of place in an Enid Blyton book ;)
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Never did like Enid Blyton. One of my brothers was really into her - had loads of her books - but I could never get into them. Found 'em really quite irritating actually. Not entirely sure why just always irked me.

Mental Kenny said:
... 20mg insufflated tester of 3C-P I had a few weeks back makes me look forward to when I have 16 hours to spare and no one around. Very promising, felt like light-amphetamine with visuals, I have a feeling that a double dose would have provided tons of euphoria and loved up ness. Can't wait to give it a proper go.
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Interesting. Have had a vague eye on that for a while now but doesn't seem to be very widely-used and not huge amounts of info on it. I had a small sample of 2C-P for ages but never got around to taking it and no idea where it went cos it ain't in me stash now. Actually I've a pretty good idea where it went - stash raider a couple years back :!

The duration of those really long-acting ones always put me off but I guess it's really not much longer than aMT really. Sounds like it has an unusually wide margin of error if 20mg was light enough you're wanting to double up. The potency of 2C-P was another reason I put it off - was told that 7mg is a good dose but not to go over 10mg and was a bit concerned with the combination of high potency, steep dose:response and extended duration. Overdoing it is one thing but being stuck with it for the best part of a day is quite another. It's third cousin sounds like it's considerably more forgiving. At least on the basis of that one experience. Will look into it more to get a more balanced view but my interest levels have gone up with your mini-report.

kate said:
Good evening Eadd.
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Ooh! It's a Kate night! Kewl. Evenin', m'dear :)
 
Mental Kenny said:
Only time it went south is when I foolishly ingested a luckily very small amount of MDMA on the comedown, the trip came back up, but this time it was jittery and I felt guilt about corrupting an Aya experience with man-made poisons. Didn't sleep for like 18 hours and my veins felt like they were exploding. Mind I think I took something like 60mgs of MD, anymore I would have probably died
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Surely the problem there would be taking a serotonergic whilst on an MAOi. You really are lucky it was a small amount cos that's a potentially lethal combo.

That aside, it's interesting what you say about the uplifting effect of B Caapi. I wonder if that is why many reports of pharmawaska trips can be a bit dark compared to more traditional brews? I wonder if that uplifting effect from the Caapi simply isn't present in... wossit called - the pharmaceutical MAOi used by some? I'd always leant towards going the pharmawaska route whenever I get around to such things but now wondering if going the traditional route might have extra benefits to make up for all that explosiveness. Anybody here tried both forms of ayawaska?
 
20mgs snorted felt like 80mgs of 4-FA but with visual activity going on, I really felt like a bigger dose would have brought strong visuals and euphoria, what concerns me is the stimulation, but I've read reports of people taking 80 mgs and having a good time.

The good thing is that the stimulation felt benign, not jittery, at least at that level.

My proper trial will be oral though, like with AMT, I'll just have to find something to do for the first 3 hours, I'll go with 60mgs and then report back.

Can't wait.
 
I wouldn't fancy snorting it myself - am not a snorter of things generally (with a few exceptions here and there). Not a fan of snorted 2Cs and doubt 3Cs are gonna be overly pleasant on the schnozzer either. Does sound like it's very forgiving dosewise - or perhaps could be called a bit weak compared with it's second cousin. I'll go with forgiving though. As mentioned, with extended durations I think it's a bonus that it's hard to get the dose wrong without really working at it. Be good to hear back when you do get around to trying again to see what you make of oral dosing.
 
I'd say that it was probably quite an astute observation ;)

She was big on stereotypes from what I recall. Very much before the term 'politically correct' was in common parlance. Always came over as a rather posh, moderately fascist old bag to me. I'm sure she was lovely to children and animals. Perhaps not so much to golliwogs.

My mother was really into her too - she also like to take the chance - any chance - to read them to my younger brothers. Suspect she only had the last one so she could re-read The Faraway Tree :sus:
 
I'm too tired to read what you are all talking about... Been up for around 38 hors. Can feel the Etiz kicking in now, so bed time for me. Sleep we'll, unless of course you're partying all night, :D
 
Ermm Shambles 'one hit wonder' in terms of celebrity and finances but (1st and um sort of last) Theaudience album which Sophie Ellis-Bextor fronted may well have been little known...but is one of my favourites and I am filled with some happiness that an unrelesed 2nd album has just been discovered on youtube...(oh and she had 2 hits' Murder on the dance floor' and with Spiller-Groovejet!!?).

And yes I probably would too..so here is one for me and Snolly :D Oh my BL S.E-P fan club officially 2 members <3
theaudience - You Get What You Deserve


theaudience - How's That

and yep trying to keep up and catch up and ermm yeh if still awake in ten mins will feck off to music threads..night all <3
 
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[video=youtube_share;TTA2buWlNyM]http://youtu.be/TTA2buWlNyM[/video] when times were so easy

"Remember When"

Remember when I was young and so were you
and time stood still and love was all we knew
You were the first, so was I
We made love and then you cried
Remember when

Remember when we vowed the vows
and walked the walk
Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard
We lived and learned, life threw curves
There was joy, there was hurt
Remember when

Remember when old ones died and new were born
And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged
We came together, fell apart
And broke each other's hearts
Remember when

Remember when the sound of little feet
was the music
We danced to week to week
Brought back the love, we found trust
Vowed we'd never give it up
Remember when

Remember when thirty seemed so old
Now lookn' back it's just a steppin' stone
To where we are,
Where we've been
Said we'd do it all again
Remember when
Remember when we said when we turned gray
When the children grow up and move away
We won't be sad, we'll be glad
For all the life we've had
And we'll remember when

well i remember how all this is now gone for me stolen and never able to be gotten back

http://youtu.be/BoLXNwZgQ4I Alan Jackson - Bring On The Night

"Bring On The Night"

It's twilight
And the street lights, are comin on
I'm in a stream of cars, on this boulevard
Headed home
And I can hardly wait
For you to make what wrong today seem right
It's been a long hard day
So bring on the night

Bring on the night
And pull down the shades
Lock the world outside
And throw the key away
And turn on the feelings
And turn out the lights
Lets call it a day
And bring on the night

From 9 to 5
It's the same old grind, all week long
And the only thing
That keeps me sane, is comin home
When the sun goes down
You know how to set things right
Let's put the day behind us
And bring on the night

Bring on the night
And pull down the shades
Lock the world outside
And throw the key away
And turn on the feelings
And turn out the lights
Lets call it a day
And bring on the night

Lets call it a day
And bring on the night

theses are the ones i want at my funereal

http://youtu.be/AQFQn1NZP-M http://youtu.be/AQFQn1NZP-M

"The Sounds"

I can hear a heartbeat
It seems a little strong
I can hear the things
That I did wrong
I can hear a song
By looking in her eyes
I can hear all
The times she cried

I can hear the memory
As they echo off the wall
Falling from the pictures
Down the hall
I can hear regret
Building up inside of me
I can hear all them things
I could not see

Those are the sounds of a woman leavin'
Stronger than a wind in the willow tree
Those are the sounds of a heart breakin'
You can't hear it but the noise is killin' me

I should have heard it comin'
But I chose to pretend
I should have recognized
That sound way back then
But I just wouldn't listen
And didn't want to all those years
Now the truth is is ringin' clear
In my ears

Those are the sounds of a woman leavin'
Stronger than a wind in the willow tree
Those are the sounds of a heart breakin'
You can't hear it but the noise is killin' me

Those are the sounds of a heart breakin'
You can't hear it but the noise is killin' me

I can hear it
And the silence is killin' me...

this is what happens whe you have no chose but to lock you self away for 15 years alone in fear for you life you listen to what has been denied you
 
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[video=youtube_share;uGsSIw8IpCA]http://youtu.be/uGsSIw8IpCA[/video][video]"When Somebody Loves You"
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"When Somebody Loves You"

When your heart is all alone every second
Seems so long
When it's just you, you can't see through
Those ol' clouds that rain so blue

But when somebody loves you
There's nothing you can't do
When somebody loves you
It's easy to get through
When somebody loves you
The way I love you

When it's late, the sun hangs low
By yourself, nowhere to go
Sing a song, you dance alone
Play solitaire and stare at the phone

But when somebody loves you
There's nothing you can't do
When somebody loves you
It's easy to get through
When somebody loves you
The way I love you

So let's put aside our foolish pride
And let our hearts say hello
We both agree we're just no good
At bein' on our own

'Cause when somebody loves you
There's nothing you can't do
When somebody loves you
It's easy to get through
When somebody loves you
The way I love you

The way I love you
The way I love you

can you get what i am saying here 36 years alone and why ? times running
 
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