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Help?!?! said:
Yes new page so my crazed rant is gone cha Ching! Sometimes a fucker just needs to vent and who better than to a place where I could chose to cringe at me letting so much insanity out but hoe well...and it ain't like no ones saying anything here! These last few pages were quite dark in some areas.

Cool stuff Lak, I don't think it's that weird. It is astronomically weird and creepy when people give their animals entire rooms then refer to them as their kid in conversation. On the other hand......I am mad that I wasn't invited but even more mad you didn't save me a piece of that baller cake brah! Right now my little dog is my best friend, sure sometimes she ocassionaly doesn't listen which can be a bitch but......at least I don't have to do everything myself but don't worry those people would have my back if anything really went down!;) 8(

I don't think I've slept more than six hours in the last three days and I've used enough sedatives to relax a rhino. I knew that one day years ago what a shitstorm my insomnia was gonna be after a pretty little nurse began making this confused look on her face after she IV'd me with 4mgs hydromorphone, as well as .5-1mg of lorazepam, then when I was still fluidly talking they gave me 10 or 20mgs ambien oral. Got like two hours of shit sleep. Sometimes I honestly imagine AKB's life as mine and insanity just floods in. He apparently like me can seem normal but after talking to clearly must have some form of disability. Mainly though I imagine using meths which just seems insane.

Just watched Mr.Nobody which of course I knew would be excellent. I think movies like that should be mandatory viewing for school children but questioning the universe in such a way, even in a school would just be frowned upon. Question when baseball practice is? Get a loaded cheeseburger, question the nature of time, and whether it's only our perception that actual tangible time exists somewhere or that time actually truly means anything.

Oh yeah AKB does look sleek, I definitely didn't think he looked like a sored up meth junkie but I definitely expected Cali casual not dressed for success whilst drinking. Win, win, win, in my book.
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I downloaded the movie Mr. Nobody a while back and have been meaning to get around to watching it. It looks really interesting.

I really hope things things pick up for you soon. I know that feeling; Iv'e been in a very dark place lately and am having a hard time getting out of it.
 
Insomnia really sucks, I hope to get a lyrica script that may help a little with that, since the real effective sedatives are obviously not suited to be used chronically / indefinitely. Being on the upper-downer train is so much worse though, I feel for you guys... well mainly as a reaction to the above quote in post but I know there are enough people doing that on here.
 
Lyrica also shouldn't be used chronically, it can produce a nasty withdrawal. Incidentally, Lyrica is one of the best feelings I've ever gotten from drugs, it's like phenibut's father.
 
Well I love Jared Leto so he could've pissed on Diane, wouldn't be like it o anything but applaud. Also the use of the BE effect was awesome, I loved when he ran into the woods, picked up the leaf, and throws it. One of my favorite parts besides where they show Jared burning his station wagon to the ground, I love when the children are just playing, and an angel then chooses one of them but forgets to make his mark. I also love when he's describing the difficultly of choice and the ease or rightness to never chose, that way there is no ripple, resonance, or BE effect without choice. I also really liked things like the little BF Skinner pigeon nod with the opening claymation. It's good to see some humans are more interested in the nature of the universe than who takes what taxes from their paycheck. I also like that really at the end of the day all other existences were just.....say the dreams of a man who can never decide. It came full circle for me when I realized the man his mother was kissing was Dianes father, then realizing at this point it's all over recedes into a world of fantasy. I really loved when time began to flow in reverse when it hit the correct time. So much to say about it, I really should have taken Solipsis's advice to pick this one up fucked up, it's just to bad I wasn't near a hole dose of MXE while watching it.

Xork(when I typed that I hit D at first by accident, haha almost didn't notice!), sure things will go well with you. Who knows whether you'll succeed but with the sort of indomitable sort of spirit you seem to contain? Either way I know you'll report about it which will help someone out there, which is what is important to me!

Lastly I still haven't seen 2001, but I also didn't see Forrest Gump until I was at least twelve.

I hate these days, no sleep, insanity, and sedatives, what the odd combo..... Reminds of years ago again so I guess I've made no progress but oh well, people are often slow to progress especially when it's about they don't have that much hand in changing anyways. Maybe I'm just a narcoleptic, the way the descriptions come in they fit me pretty well, worse yet my mom is the same way except she's more of a hypersomnia person who just takes five thousand naps a day. I wish I still had 1-ethynyl-cyclohexanol as that for me relieves all aniexty, would relax my aching muscles, and give me assured sleep. Bad to play with sedatives when you have insomnia, but after years of doing everything I could to stop this, it either muddled out, or got worse. The only times it would work perfectly was when I had GHB and 1-ethynyl.

Edit: This post should be before Slips but my shit died when I wasn't paying a attention, it was literally loading the reply as spoken, then bam all the sudden black screen! The horrors! Thank someone for the auto restore!
 
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lyrica is awesome. agreed that its one of the best feelings i've ever had.

and coincidentally, i just got some gabapentin today. which is also good, but more hit or miss than its little brother pregabalin.
 
Xorkoth said:
Lyrica also shouldn't be used chronically, it can produce a nasty withdrawal. Incidentally, Lyrica is one of the best feelings I've ever gotten from drugs, it's like phenibut's father.
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Yeah right, I expect you've never been dosed with a solid dose of GHB then? Sometimes there are no other options which is why sedatives are given. It's probably best it's pregabalin as not only will most things cause worse WD's, plus pregabalin is kinda abuse proof in a sense. It also might not I interfere with REM sleep as much as others. Plus as long as he has a little will power than he can skip days, weeks, however long he wants, to avoid addiction. Note also that pregabalin WDs exist but in a more GHB realm where they either receive them hardcore, have a hard time telling if it's WD or their just naturally anxious especially after being on such a good anxiolytics.
 
I have not had GHB before (I have had 1/4-budanediol which theoretically converts to GHB, however it felt so dirty and weird that I can't imagine it feels much like actual GHB). Pregabalin affects people very differently, some people don't seem to like it, and others love it. I am one who loves it, I mean I liked the feeling better than opiates, and I've obviously had a big problem with opiates for 10 years.
 
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I have not had GHB before (I have had 1/4-budanediol which theoretically converts to GHB, however it felt so dirty and weird that I can't imagine it feels much like actual GHB). Pregabalin affects people very differently, some people don't seem to like it, and others love it. I am one who loves it, I mean I liked the feeling better than opiates, and I've obviously had a big problem with opiates for 10 years.
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I only said it because you said something about phenibut little brother but I couldn't find that to be farther from the truth, though obviously it's not your fault for not having.a better comparison. Sorry man, I feel like half the time I come off as a cold ass robot then the other half I sound like a PLUR fag. ;) Yeah 1,4 B kinda sucks, if you get good stuff it feels good, like my Acros 1,4.B was pretty amazing, from some random? Felt like I'd been poisoned and was super nauseated.<3

Oh and GHB is the same way, you pretty much either worship it or think it's mediocre crap.

Now what I want is 10 grams of pure GHB, some LSD, a needle with MXE/DPT/DiPT/6-APD, then eat about 500mgs of pregabalin with .5 grams of GHB then add in everything else. Oh wait 1-ethynyl should be in there too but then that's a tab to many sedatives, though probably the ultimate GABA euphoria.


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Holy sheet, I forgot the Beatles knew about my cause. 26 points to TheNightwatchdor for being the first to ever make the connections!
 
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I have never really been into GABAergics, the only ones I really really like are phenibut and pregabalin (that I have tried). Alcohol is a shitty drug as far as I am concerned, only occasionally do I have a nice experience with it. I find benzos to be super shitty drugs, they don't make feel good whatsoever (no high to speak) of, they make me feel cloudy and less alive, the only time I care for them is if I'm very anxious, then they do their job. I only one I have ever gotten a nice high from is etizolam, and even that is pretty unexciting.
 
^ GHB is different, IMO. The euphoria of alcohol yet still very clear headed and almost stimulatory in action. Only problem is, even dosing 10% too high will make you extremely tired and once you hit a certain point, there really is no other option except sleep. Under that point and it's great, though. I also really don't find anything worthwhile in benzos but GHB is nice. I'm very mad actually, I had a package of 50 grams that's bag ended up punctured and it absorbed a lot of water from the air, so I had to put it in solution. Then, since I didn't add any alcohol to kill off bacteria, the solution started growing some weird shit and now it's unusable :|


Help?!?! said:
I feel like half the time I come off as a cold ass robot then the other half I sound like a PLUR fag. ;)
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LOL glad I'm not alone on that...
 
Yeah traditional GABAergics are boring, then you hit some special ones like pregabalin, GHB, and 1-ethynyl-cyclohexanol. Not to mention the interesting hallucinatory GABA's though I find them paper interesting not "I'd love to eat that!" Interesting.

Like say look at this and it's Ana's sounds sexy as all fuck. I've even tried to get custom synths going for it's Ana's. http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ethyl_loflazepate


Same thing with opi's they feel good but most times are boring as fuck unless your hallcinodding.


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LOL glad I'm not alone on that...
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Haha I know how I am, why do you think there isn't Xork or MGS style love for me across boards even though I must have 20ish K posts? I mean clearly their intellect surpasses mine by miles but....I feel bad to because I was always so informal(robot) or was over zealous on wanting to be apart of this community. I've flipped multiple times on that so things are weird. Plus with most chemical
forums I'm that guy who has 5k posts in a few months time.

Pretty much over the years I've used BL as a segue to say vent angry feelings and such, then randomly I would remember I hadn't popped in for a while, so I would stick in, show some love, reply to the threads needed, then vanish again. I visited BL as it's the best for ADD and such...
 
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Help?!?! said:
Not to mention the interesting hallucinatory GABA's though I find them paper interesting not "I'd love to eat that!" Interesting.
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Zolpidem would be one of my favorite drugs if it didn't lead to compulsive blacked-out redosing every time.

had one too many experiences where i woke up in the morning and said "what the fuck, what happened to all my ambien?"

and my roommate would respond "dude you took them all"
 
Does GHB perchance help to ease opiate withdrawals? I am about to switch to kratom til the ibogaine day comes, and am looking for an arsenal to aid me when things get tough so I don't cave and hit up the poppy tea.

Also, totally unrelated... I really want to try fencamfamine, everyone who has tried it in ADD says it's their favorite stimulant.
 
Well yeah I figured it wouldn't make it go away, just looking for things to take the edge off. Not that I know where to get GHB... but I could probably find a way if I wanted to bad enough.
 
I never wanted GHB that bad until my best friend kept talking about how badly he wanted it. Eventually I found a legit bottle of xyrem after searching far and wide. Definitely rationing it. If I had an unlimited supply i'd almost definitely be doing it every weekend. It's like a better version of alcohol or benzos IMHO but more socially stimulating, and pretty much just more fun because it makes your body feel so nice.
 
~2mg of DOC down the hatch

perhaps a bit late in the day to dose, but this is likely my last chance to taste the stuff for a long time.... since i will hopefully be starting 40hours a week of factory work next week.

a drug that lasts 12h-24h is pretty much impossible to sneak in on a schedule like that. perhaps on weekends, but i'm currently living with my mother (i'm such a winner of a 27 year old) and she has weekends off from her job.... if i really wanted to i could pull off a low dose DOC trip with someone else in the house, but i hate tripping when i need to hide it.

she knows i use drugs, but still. i just don't like using when she's around.
 
Yeah that makes total sense, I am the same way, as much as I tripped and tripped around a lot of different people without them knowing on a regular basis for a period of time, I never liked to be on drugs around my parents.

Have fun with the DOC. I have taken it at night many times. Don't expect to sleep and do expect to still be tripping through the first half of tomorrow, though on the really nice plateau where the gentle amphetamine nature of the compounds takes over.
 
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