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How High Are You? vs. Don't Fight It, Just Pray There's Some Thorazine

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I really like that meth, but I am not sure that is what it really is. I feel like I am tripping and having a strange change in my vision and it seems that I am seeing colors on white surfaces that should not be there that are kind of swirly. They are in this box I am typing in. Mentally, I am at a +3 and it is some kind of psychedelic +3, just not comparable to strong psychedelics but the trippiness is increasing as what I just snorted is absorbing. There may be patterns trying to form in the chalky pop-corn like texture of the ceiling and although it is white, I see colors on it. My thinking at times seems like the cosmic psychedelic kind. It also feels sort of like MDMA - I feel love more strongly and closer to those I love.

It makes me sad that we live in such a hopeless world. People try to change things but most are as powerless, useless, and insignificant like me. Most of us would do the world a favor by dying. If I died, it would help the planet because the trash and pollution I generate would cease. That would certainly help the world, the environment, and all life on Earth more than anything I can do by staying alive - I don't function. It has been 6 or 7 weeks since I brushed my teeth because I just don't care. I can't bring myself to watch TV or play computer or video games anymore and I can only sell stuff on eBay if I take lots of the right drugs and even then I may not do it. It has been over a week since I took a shower and I don't care. I rarely eat more than once a day and sometimes I don't bother with eating unless my mom brings food and tells me to eat. She would benefit most if I were gone as I am a drain on her life and a blood sucking leech. My life is not worth living for me and has no inherent value - I am worth less that nothing, just a creator of pollution and pain, someone who brings everyone around me down with my darkness and depression. I am probably bringing you down if you are reading this shit.

Man, just smoked a good hit and briefly didn't remember where I was. I looked at this blacklight poster of a wizard and a dragon and felt I was the wizard briefly before coming to me senses. I'm getting off Bluelight to enjoy the trip. Perhaps there was a tiny amount of 25C-NBOMe left in the pipe even though I though I smoked every inch of it five times trying to get it all when I was coming down after I used up my gram and all the residue in the pipes (the last trip was a doozy and maybe an overdose because I either completely forgot about my body for a while or had an out of body experience, ended up some weird alien prison being mindraped for a long time until another alien came and floated me up into his spaceship which had been made invisible. It didn't look like space unless surrounded by supernovas or something.

I saw what the bad aliens looked like and they were actually beautiful physically. Much like humans, bigger, no hair, blue skin, and that is all I remember of them. This other alien was maybe 4 feet tall. I never saw what he looked like. His hands were covered in fur. I think it was brown. That is all I know, my brain got connected wirelessly to a computer as did the alien's and we communicated through that link but my visions were bizarre, containing a mix of a strange type of psychedelic visual and realistic looking things at the same time. I saw and relived a few memories during this (one really bad, at least a couple just depressing, one where I was almost run over by a cow, and one that was very wonderful. Those were brief. Most of the time was just like an intense trip inside my head that had a simple story and plot to it which came to me via the telepathic computer link with the alien. I remember parts of it well but most of what was said was forgotten. I have no idea how much I smoked. After I had got very high already, I saw a small piece of paper in my pipe so I decided to burn it and to my surprise, it vaporized so I smoked it. Before this, aliens were already trying to come through the walls and pull me into a parallel universe. After that, I felt no contact with my body and I don't think I heard the music I had put on.

Update: about 10 hours after my first tiny dose - I gave myself an IM injection of some more methamphetamine. Now things are getting weird and I really don't know if it is meth. My thinking is not clear at all and meth is supposed to make it clearer. I see lots of color swirls like whirlpools on my monitor screen and the popcorn projections on the ceiling are moving around and making brief patterns. The tiles on the floor seem to move around, especially in a backward and forward motion. I feel like my room is a type of spaceship with antimatter rockets or something that make it go near the speed of light because my wall will push forward like it rapidly slows down and I get a bit of deceleration feeling, then when the wall moves away from me, I can get an acceleration feeling. The walls also move up and down. Everything has a slight spin from my visual perception, it looks like everything makes a partial turn, like maybe a 15 degree turn or 20+ degrees at the extreme. Maybe this is really a psychedelic bathsalt or maybe methamphetamine affects me weirdly. I don't know why the hell it does it like this. Maybe it is interacting with something, It is stimulating, but not to the extreme and I have had quite a bit - snorted small doses several times, IV'd a small dose, gave myself a small dose IM injection, smoked 3 small doses, IV'd a bigger dose than the first, snorted a very small dose, then I just IM'd the biggest dose so far but I have no idea how much I had to start with. It did not look like much - I could have weighed it but I did not give a fuck how much I used.

For some reason it had little effect on my blood pressure. Before first hit: 123/76 P80, sometime in the middle of my dosing: 121/69 P74, 10-15 minutes after last injection 131/80 P76
I'll check it again in 60-90min.
 
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Good to see u posting again TD^ :)

Really high was almost positive I posted here to let guys know that, I probably nod/dreamt it. nod dreaming off H and oxazepam and chronic, in quantities that I am shamed to post lol or remember but safe, as bp and heart rate are fine I take both whenever I add another downer.
 
Just took an unknown amount of supposed 2c-b I had from electric forest last year. Should be an interesting night. This is the first time I have tripped alone in like 10 years.
 
@ T*D- TL;DR

Ot: bout to be a joint plus 1 mg of etizolam bringing me to 3.5 mgs. Although I took 1.5 then took a nap and didn't really feel it after anymore.
 
^damn, have fun man

@TD, goddam dude, those are some meth walls of text if I've ever seen em, haha. Glad you're feeling better.

OT: 10mg oxy when I got home, big glob of Blackberry RSO, couple vape bags of Tangerine Dream
Trying to take a break from dabs until 4/20. This is day 1 of none, yesterday I only took 1 (usual is more like 6-20).
 
Not high enough. I took 14 7.5 300s over 4 hours after a root canal which was completely painless. I've got 6 more and may take em' slowly. Don't wanna too rough on the liver, that's 6g total, generally 6 doses of tylenol which should be spread over 24-36hrs not 12, but honestly I'm too lazy to CWE such a small amount. I said tylenol made my stomach a little upset so he gave me the lowest tylenol amount they make.
 
Felonious Monk said:
^damn, have fun man

@TD, goddam dude, those are some meth walls of text if I've ever seen em, haha. Glad you're feeling better.

OT: 10mg oxy when I got home, big glob of Blackberry RSO, couple vape bags of Tangerine Dream
Trying to take a break from dabs until 4/20. This is day 1 of none, yesterday I only took 1 (usual is more like 6-20).
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what you vaping with?
 
Lol, so I'm broke and my friend offered me 6 of these 50mg codeine Contin pills... I'm like, fuck..... what the hell am I gonna do with these? So I chew em.. (empty stomach), and of course about an hour later I get BEAST itchiness, and hot and red flushed skin all from my head down my back/stomach. and one small hive starting to form, so I right away grabbed the Benadryl and took 50mg, lol.

Damn histamines! *shakes fist*

I'm not even high, just mildly sedated from combining the two drugs... oh well. At least I have these bong rips :\
 
@T.D.: Dude, please be careful with the meth, given your tendency for depression, it could tear up your brain and make you very depressed very quickly, even to a psychotic extent.

@OT: Finished work 2 hours ago, then I had a beer and a joint with the homie, probably gonna take either 3mg melatonin or 10mg zolpidem to go to sleep tonight, I've had <7 hours of total sleep the past 2 days :(
 
Smoking my kief on top of some bud. I am stoned. Also took 200mg tram earlier, but they're not doing much, if anything, right now.
 
lolwhatzdrugs said:
Same but I dunno what my bud is, and my easy valve bags are replaced so they're tiny, and I haven't gotten my sold valve working.
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That must be annoying, cause tiny packs would get tiresome fast. I bought mine used and it only came with the solid valve, and a turkey bag attached, haha (plus some clean Volcano brand small bags). Is the easy a lot easier? Like, is the process of packing the thing-y easier? I somehow remember just little interchangeable cups instead of the big chamber on the solid valve...

OT: Just some CBD pills and vape pen. Gonna take some oxy to improve the afternoon. Poop first.
 
Beer before dinner, then benzo and maybe 1 more tallboy before bed. I don't enjoy cheap piss beer or drinking almost every day but it sure helps me get through the week.
 
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