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I've been messing up bad lately, shooting entirely too much heroin.
Eating etizolam like skittles...

I'm kicking tramadol right now, it's pretty uncomfortable.
My girlfriend left me, I don't blame her. I look like death, I lost 50 lbs since last summer.
I gotta get my shit together or I'll be back in jail soon.
Wish I had better news, love you guys.

~Charlie
 
Roger&Me said:
lol there's probably a good 10-15 hits worth on the inside of an empty vial

i used to just cut them in half with scissors and then chew on the pieces. that shit would send me way out there
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Oh, I know :) been there, done that, 3 different times lol. This is the forth vial that's ended up in my hands and I've got a relatively steady hook for more liquid =D


Seems like that's all we get here in the PNW, only seen local blotter once or twice



I am a bit hesitant seeing how I have no idea the amount left in though, it could already have been washed or still be coated with liquid....
 
Bahamut said:
I've been messing up bad lately, shooting entirely too much heroin.
Eating etizolam like skittles...

I'm kicking tramadol right now, it's pretty uncomfortable.
My girlfriend left me, I don't blame her. I look like death, I lost 50 lbs since last summer.
I gotta get my shit together or I'll be back in jail soon.
Wish I had better news, love you guys.

~Charlie
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<3o
 
I need to snort me a wellbutrin mane.
i goy my tax refund waiting to go cash da check and were gonna get like 30-40 bags along with other drogs. Gonna get some cocaine with it i think.
 
Bahamut said:
I've been messing up bad lately, shooting entirely too much heroin.
Eating etizolam like skittles...

I'm kicking tramadol right now, it's pretty uncomfortable.
My girlfriend left me, I don't blame her. I look like death, I lost 50 lbs since last summer.
I gotta get my shit together or I'll be back in jail soon.
Wish I had better news, love you guys.

~Charlie
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<3

Good luck pulling yourself together man, it's tough I know. My wife left me too because of opiates, I was using poppy tea though. Although in my case it's for the best.
 
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Yeah yikes Llama, go back to LSD MDMA and amph before it is too late! Yr only in a year or so....ten years from now, if yr still around, you'll know exactly where you took the wrong fork in the road....heroin.

Sorry to be all serious and shit, but having taken that fork myself and wasted a decade and caused much damage, and seeing the same pattern repeat itself over and over again on Bluelight since it's inception is a bummer.

But enjoy those bags. While it's fun it's fun. :) then it is a fucking nightmare you can't wake up from...or don't wake up at all...
 
Lately I've been getting GABAed & then putting myself in sketchy situations (legally, financially etc.) & doing smack & meth. It's rly causing some bad feels, but such is life.
 
Bob Loblaw said:
Lately I've been getting GABAed & then putting myself in sketchy situations (legally, financially etc.) & doing smack & meth. It's rly causing some bad feels, but such is life.
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lol benzos always lead to... everything else you can get your hands on. at least during the acute phase

..... and amphetamines are the mother of all polydrug addictions. i never did moar drugs in general than when i was eating amps all the time
 
Not together. Very fragile.
Writhing
Drowning​
Breaking​
Trial and error. Headache and hassle.
Dreaming​
Waiting​
Swirling
In my terror. With my déjà vu.

manny said:
seeing the same pattern repeat itself over and over again on Bluelight since it's inception is a bummer.
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The best we can do is provide folks with the information and support that we wish we had while going through it. That's how we work out our own salvation with fear and trembling, to borrow from St. Paul.

Yeesh, I really have been drinking too much lately. Sentimentality of the magnitude means I've poisoned myself.
 
Incidentally I've been meaning for liek 3 hours to start drinking.

Roger&Me said:
lol benzos always lead to... everything else you can get your hands on. at least during the acute phase

..... and amphetamines are the mother of all polydrug addictions. i never did moar drugs in general than when i was eating amps all the time
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Yeah, liek the other week I was almost blackout durnk, but still able to prep & do a perfect shot of meth. I'mma have to work on dis.
 
I acquired some MXE, didnt take that long lol. This was expensive as hell though.. maybe its for the better - stops me from buying more so soon. This time I have to try combo it with psychedelics and get at least one proper M-hole!
 
xammy said:
try for m-hole
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It can be fun, but mostly chaotic and amnesiac.


roger said:
this was a literary arpeggio. walking with big steps... down
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I didn't realize my overwhelmed mind was so musical.

I'm getting a lot of psychosomatic stuff still, normal at times, then nervous, the tiniest of things sending me surging towards incoherence. I was blaming it on drugs, but time frame is making me wonder if it's not just lingering mental fragility from the other day.

It's starting to look like I'm the Niles to my sibling's Frasier, not the other way around. LOL. I definitely am the snoodier of the two inexplicably (over-)intellectual children. Please tell me somebody else watched that show.

rog said:
write shit, brah. imho
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shit, brah. imho. You happy now?

But really, I do have a suppressed desire to try my hand at the short story. I'm crazy intimidated by the prospect, 'cause I read enough to know what something good looks like. I'd have to structure it oddly too, as a very solitary person, any dialogue would be crazy stilted. Then again, if Hemingway got Across the River and into the Trees published, it might not be a problem (I could not even finish that one, and he's one of my favorite authors).

Man, kinda wish I could come across an English copy of that collection of Hahn Moo-Sook's short stories I once owned, gave it to my Modern Japanese History professor after I accidentally ripped the cover off his copy of Mishima's Spring Snow that I had borrowed. I was somehow gonna make a point about short stories by Asian authors. Whatever.

bloblaw said:
It's even got a landing in the middle!
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Had I any talent, it'd have a veranda.
 
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Never Knows Best said:
It can be fun, but mostly chaotic and amnesiac.
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I know, it was just that last time I had MXE I didn't go for hole, i enjoyed too much doing medium doses like 40-75mg

I just realized I have developed a new hobby.. to gather various drugs. So far I got MDMA, LSD, DOC, MXE, DMT, amphetamine, bud.. its not a glorious collection yet but I find it fun to collect different drugs. I havent even tried DMT or DOC before, should be fun. I should start collecting red wines, I got a nice basement for that
 
^"once you get locked into a serious drug-collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can"

rog said:
rip llmz
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Or he'll raise his tolerance to the point that getting high becomes prohibitively expensive.

myself said:
try my hand at the short story
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What would I even write about anyway? I got nothing to say, I only navel gaze. And the things I think are crazy/pathetic/whiny/depressive/useless. I would not want to read them.

With poetry, I'm just using words to paint my feelings. It's abstract, abstracting is easy, specifics are hard. Imagine, all those words forming sentences that pile on sentences in a sig-alert paragraph, somehow clearly expressing a sequence of events. All that madness to set the scene! Then you do it over and over and over again. It's a nightmare man, a nightmare.
 
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Srsly you guys, are the posts on this page a bit surrealisitic here and there or is it just the zopiclone? Mindsofucked
 
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