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I can't stop thinking about her

severely etarded

severely etarded

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I met a girl that's in grad school to be a doctor that was visiting from 2000 miles away. She was gorgeous, and her personality was awesome! She loved to rave, told me about when she went to TomorrowWorld, was a big beer enthusiast, and best of all (for me) she had a really sexy accent from Venezuela. I never met a girl I liked that much.. I never let on how interested I was - always played it cool. I know she liked me too.. But now she's gone and I can't stop thinking about her. She was a total sweetheart with a great head on her shoulders, and totally shared my interests. I only wish it lasted longer... Ugh I should probably forget about her but at least I made some memories and I got her # right? Damn what do I do?!?! :( I never felt like this before!
 
contact her?

go after her...

when you meet someone that you get that feeling for you have to go for it or it will annoy you
 
treezy z said:
forget about her, you fucked up not making a move while you had the chance.
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I made the move I just didn't tell her how much I enjoyed her company. Now she's gone. I wouldn't have expected her to drop out of grad school to stay with me nor let me stay with her. I just wish it could have lasted longer. It was nice.
hmm- if you think she works on every level people like that aren't easy to come by.

thats for sure.
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ive gotten along with people before but not on that level. She asked what kind of music i liked and when I showed her her eyes lit up with so much excitement. Really intelligent girl. Beautiful. Her personality and her foreign accent just blew me away..
 
pofacedhoe said:
oh she has a boyfriend? well thats another problem...
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She didn't actually tell me but I'm pretty sure because she didn't add me to FB and every girl I messed around with before that didn't ended up having one and not wanting them to see me added.

it's ok I'm really over it I'm still kinda in disbelief that I met a personality I never knew existed.
^ only a problem if you see it as a problem.sometimes challenges are fun.
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hehe indeed. I'm pretty much accepting it was a fling but damnit I want to meet another girl like her :(
 
Took me two years to move on from a girl i met while traveling, never had i become so infatuated with someone before.. we spent months together in the European city of Budapest, she was the first girl i felt deep genuine affection for and eventually i felt compelled to let her know just how much she meant too me. It wasn't reciprocated, and i haven't spoken to her in 7 months.. but i don't regret telling her.

I have good memories of our time together, we slept together and had some awesome conversations. It took meeting another girl in order for me to move out from the cloud of infatuation and gain some clarity on the reality of the situation, that it was simply a fling.. a very intense fling.
 
^^^ I had the same exact experience malakaix. I told her I was in love with her and would do anything to be with her and she pushed me away and disappeared. I am still heartbroken after more than two years. I can't stop thinking about her. I am downright suicidal, I can't take it anymore. The memories I have with her are amazing though, we had some very nice times. It was confusing too, she knew how I felt for a few months before bailing. Maybe she got scared. I have no rancor or ill will for her, I love her so much. I've met other girls since but I don't want them. I only want her. Ugh.
 
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