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How are you in one word ver. Feelings left between the pages

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Papaverium said:
sick :p
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Get better!



I'm upset, can't come up with any music apart from screechy noisy electric guitar shit or just plain weird abstract sort of stuff... I guess how you feel comes across in music and art so I should stop trying to be someone I'm not and make whatever I feel like.

Hungry
 
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Content - had some insane dope cravings the past 2 days, but I managed to get through and after dosing my buprenorphine tonight, I feel much better and am ready for a good night sleep.
 
happy/sad/happy/sad...

Still on this happy and sad roller coaster. It seems like the only time I'm happy is when I'm playing Xbox with my clan mates. They make me laugh and we have the best times and it makes me forget about all the fucked up shit going on in my life. But as soon as I turn the game off, a flood of thoughts hit me and it just become depressed. I want my love back with me. She said her leave date is next Wednesday but she said she's probably gonna ask to stay longer. And that just makes me feel even worse. Idk what I'm gonna do right now, idk what to do period:(
 
Motivated.

Found out one of my friends from highschool, created this big social networking site and just got a job at Google, and they are gonna buy his company for 100 million dollars.

Makes me wanna work harder.
 
HAPPY!

My daughter is moving closer to me tomorrow and my fiancé is being discharged from rehab on Wednesday:) and I start work on Monday...I'm so fucking happy right now
 
^ That's great!


Depressed
listening to clint mansell's compositions doesn't help much either
 
Feel like I banged my head or something,
'under the weather'


Actually feel very depressed right now.
 
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Papaverium said:
AWESOME

I got my job back after this huge ordeal, now I just have to follow through with this addictions counseling and I can get back to work asap :)
Maybe the counselling will actually help a bit too, lol.
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Yay!!! Thats great to hear papaverium

plmar said:
Feel like I banged my head or something,
'under the weather'


Actually feel very depressed right now.
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I hope you feel better plmar, I was feeling fed up too for days but there are better days.
 
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