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Gibberings CLXI: The Numerals are Probably Wrong, The Words Within Most Certainly Are

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Scary? Isn't it just.

Congrats on the benzo taper btw. I wasn't around yesterday to say anything, but you've done well to get everything in place. Not that it'll be easy, but it beats CT.

Thanks :) It's definitely beating cold turkey. Feeling like an SSRI withdrawal; nasty, but manageable. Everything slowly clunking into motion, apparently Hull's drug and booze services aren't the best but from what I've seen of the place I'm being assessed for, it seems really good. Friendly staff at least. But aye was not going cold turkey again after last time and cos it's prescribed to me I've no desire to abuse the script. Weird how the mind works.

Also who is that man? I feel like I should know this and if the answer is obvious my pre-emptive excuse is 'I don't have my glasses on'/'I'm too young'/'Oh yeah him'

edit: ok still no idea :D
 
^ Johnny Thunders of the "New York Dolls" and (in this picture) "the Heartbreakers" (not Tom Petty's fucking band).
Punk rock legend.
 
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Haha, apply pre-prepared excuse number two, then :D

Cheers yeah, basically hit a wall and had to admit to myself this wasn't like the other drugs I do and needed to stop. Telling my parents was the worst but they'd figure it out soon enough. Maybe not necessary but I'm overly-honest sometimes

edit: oh ok I know the New York Dolls, possibly have some albums because I collect music like some people collect stamps (started off as an OCD thing now it's nice to have something to fit every mood)
 
Today 10:39
On a less frivolous note, I've got a bad feeling about today, EADD-wise. Hope I'm wrong.

Today 10:39

sadnews said:
I hate to be the bearer of terrible news, but I have had the displeasure of finding ccf dead from an accidental OD.

Police and ambulance have been asking lots of questions, I'll try and report back when I know more.


That was... pretty weird timing, Sam...
 
Well no longer studying for my masters. Hey ho that's life. Feel a bit humilated at mo but onwards n upwards , eh?!

Guess I'm officially a useless bum lol hehe

I know the feeling, sort of... I dropped out my first Undergrad course after 3 months & although my Mum was quite supportive, my Dad was just like "I can't believe, my son is a drop out" ... I tried explaining I didn't enjoy the course & hadn't failed anything but it did no good. ;)

Anyway, I've now got a degree so things worked out...

Life is a bit funny sometimes, you think you've got it all figured out & then *BAM*
 
why be a dickhead on the internet, when you could be a nice person doing nice things in the world....some people
 
Oh wow! That's the kind of place I secretly dream of breaking in to when it's deserted.

Because nobody's gonna actually see me as an adult on a trampoline. I'd die.
Pfffft, it has mini-EADD-meet written all over it. You don't have to turn up though.
 
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LOL... I will never take a MDxx substance again in my life.

But this nearly tempted me.
 
I thought I might come back.

My sobriety is failing. Narcotics Anonymous has done nothing for me except make me rebel out against religion and people who think they need it to keep sober. I'm craving MDPV more than ever and the one place I thought would be a safe haven turned out to be a Christianity recruitment club. I'm a raised Catholic, but I'd rather be a drug addict than a born-again Christian.

Hello EADD.
 
I thought I might come back.

My sobriety is failing. Narcotics Anonymous has done nothing for me except make me rebel out against religion and people who think they need it to keep sober. I'm craving MDPV more than ever and the one place I thought would be a safe haven turned out to be a Christianity recruitment club. I'm a raised Catholic, but I'd rather be a drug addict than a born-again Christian.

Hello EADD.

There's always the Church of Satan. Just look at those images on the front page. ooooh Scary!



edit, actually nah, it's not for you, the Satan boys don't approve of drugs


churchofsatan.com said:
If a substance is legal, a Satanist may or may not choose to indulge in it. “Indulgence, NOT compulsion” is your guide. Since survival is the highest law, the Satanist will not ruin or poison his or her body, even if it is legal to do so. This is an important distinction. Self-destructive, suicidal hedonism—via whatever means—is ultimately un-Satanic as it threatens the very thing a Satanist holds most dear: his own life. There is no mystical “Scoreboard in the Sky” dictating whether such an act is Wrong or Right; it simply IS, and dead brain cells, blackened lungs and non-functional livers are not a matter of opinion.



edit x 2, but you do get kinky satanic rituals

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I'm craving MDPV more than ever and the one place I thought would be a safe haven turned out to be a Christianity recruitment club. I'm a raised Catholic, but I'd rather be a drug addict than a born-again Christian.

Hello EADD.
Hrmpf. Are there no non-NA groups you could go to, that don't involve Christianity? Surely there must be some?
 
There might be, but I bet they aren't a two minute walk from my house, unlike NA.

It also bothers me how people from NA can be 22 years 'clean' and still pop out for cigarettes every 20 minutes while other people are talking.
 
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