becuzaliens
Greenlighter
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- Feb 23, 2014
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Title might be a little ridiculous. I was young and stupid. I had a prescription for methylphendiate and I was huge into getting high... mostly snorting everything. I was 19 years old. I got a fresh prescription for ritalin, I was to take a 20mg tablet twice a day. I received a bottle of 60 tablets. I was previously addicted to cocaine and did as much as I could buy. I was completely delusional and idiotic with my dosing, for some reason I beleived the high from snorting ritalin only lasted like 5-10 minutes just like cocaine did for me, but while I was on this drug called methylphendiate my perception of how high i was was completely distorted. I just kept snorting these tablets every few minutes. At the time I was using by myself, I was living in a half way house with 3 roommates, all of which were trying to get and stay clean. I was completely alone, trying to satisfy myself with the only drug I had, This was about 6 years ago, so my memory of the event is kind of blurry but I'm sure I received a bottle of 60 tablets from the pharmacy between 12pm and 6pm one day, and by 12pm the next day, all 60 tablets were finished. There were no other drugs involved except for a possible small amount of mouthwash to try and come down from the experience. The entire time I was suffering from extreme anxiety, my thoughts were racing a million miles an hour. at the time I was probably about 5'10'' and 190 lbs. but I had taken the medication every day my entire life for about 18 years when I was in high school, yet had been absent from the drug entirely for about a year or two prior to this experience, so my tolerance had gone down. In the end I did not sleep for about two days and suffered from extreme, practically traumatizing anxiety. Also, ever since around that time period, I have been diagnosed with HBP, I'm not sure if thats the exact reason or not, those years of my life were pretty hazy, but I know for a fact that that was around the same time I started taking meds for HBP. . . amphetamine/methylphenidate is extremely addictive. So addictive that you hate when you're on it yet you still do it anyways. I'm only writing this because I decided to give it another chance (As I do every couple years) and got a fresh new prescription but I'm not taking nearly as much as I did that time, I've had only 100mg in the past 10 hrs mixed with about 8 shots of 35% liqour. I'm a little worried though because that just seems like a huge dose. yet I still feel okay, feel almost normal.
My nose is completely fucked, every winter it bleeds terribly. Everytime I blow my nose, chucks of bloody scabs come out. Will my nose ever recover with time?
My nose is completely fucked, every winter it bleeds terribly. Everytime I blow my nose, chucks of bloody scabs come out. Will my nose ever recover with time?
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