MollySallyMaryJane
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I want to start by saying previous to this, i had tried salvia 2 times (x20) on a small dose. These experience's were intense and weird but by NO means a breakthrough.. Until today
My friend who smoked it with me before was the only one of my friends who loved it and was blowin the shit like Smokahontas, So of course i invite him over to smoke. It made me feel less afraid and "safe".
One he arrived we got in my car and didnt hesitate to get right into smoking it. I felt cocky and arrogant since i was with a friend, a mistake i would later regret.. I packed a very large bowl in my pipe and took 2 large hits, my friend did the same, and as soon as i exhaled i felt this content "calmness", Although this was just the quiet before the storm.
Out of absolutely nowhere Lady Salvia hit be like a head on collision (sadly not an exaggeration) and i was completely unprepared as the world i knew before my eyes was shattered and i was in a completely different reality.
Just before it hit me, my vision began to swirl and i saw my neighbors house in front of me. I was focused in on the house and before i knew it my vision closed in and i had LITERALLY become the House.. But it wasn't that simple, it was almost as if i retained part of my body while also being this object, and i completely forgot anything about myself or my world around me. I knew nothing except the reality i was in.
Quickly, multiple realities began to unfold upon me as i became understanding that whatever i thought there was before was NEVER there to begin with and i couldnt remember what came before this even if i tried. And although i had no recelection of my existance, i had an extremely terrifying feeling that i would never become "me" again, if it even existed in the first place.
After this i LITERALLY became the color RED.. Yes you heard me right. Such an experience iv never felt before. Everying revealed to you so simple yet brutally honest. These interchanging realities continued until i faded back into reality, seeing my friends face shifting back and forth from the middle of my vision to the left, focusing and unfocusing.
I returned after what seemed like an "unnatural" 30 seconds, to find my friend telling me 10 minutes had passed. I was covered in sweat and still feeling Extremely dysphoric. More than i ever have in my life. I told my friend to keep the rest of the 3grams of salvia, and told him i was never smoking it again..
He gladly took it and we departed without another word from eachother.
One more thing about the trip was sound was almost non existant, only when i was comming up and comming down. At which the sounds i heard seemed like hearing voices while underwater?? Very muffled and distorted and as if i was repeating the same thing the entire trip . "Oh fuck!!" Is all i remember saying..
That said, i never plan to try salvia again. Worst experience of my life. It was my first true psychedelic besides LSA, and DXM if u want to count that (which i personally dont).
But that being said i feel like in a very weird way i "learned a lesson from this".. Almost became wiser or learned something i had never known before. And i am definitly not done trying psychedelics as i want to try shrooms sooooo bad.. But dont know anyone to get them from
Also LSD, Mescaline, DMT.. Hell im down for anything really. But when the time comes i suppose.
Has anyone had a similar experience? Im very curious as im still shocked when i think back on this trip
My friend who smoked it with me before was the only one of my friends who loved it and was blowin the shit like Smokahontas, So of course i invite him over to smoke. It made me feel less afraid and "safe".
One he arrived we got in my car and didnt hesitate to get right into smoking it. I felt cocky and arrogant since i was with a friend, a mistake i would later regret.. I packed a very large bowl in my pipe and took 2 large hits, my friend did the same, and as soon as i exhaled i felt this content "calmness", Although this was just the quiet before the storm.
Out of absolutely nowhere Lady Salvia hit be like a head on collision (sadly not an exaggeration) and i was completely unprepared as the world i knew before my eyes was shattered and i was in a completely different reality.
Just before it hit me, my vision began to swirl and i saw my neighbors house in front of me. I was focused in on the house and before i knew it my vision closed in and i had LITERALLY become the House.. But it wasn't that simple, it was almost as if i retained part of my body while also being this object, and i completely forgot anything about myself or my world around me. I knew nothing except the reality i was in.
Quickly, multiple realities began to unfold upon me as i became understanding that whatever i thought there was before was NEVER there to begin with and i couldnt remember what came before this even if i tried. And although i had no recelection of my existance, i had an extremely terrifying feeling that i would never become "me" again, if it even existed in the first place.
After this i LITERALLY became the color RED.. Yes you heard me right. Such an experience iv never felt before. Everying revealed to you so simple yet brutally honest. These interchanging realities continued until i faded back into reality, seeing my friends face shifting back and forth from the middle of my vision to the left, focusing and unfocusing.
I returned after what seemed like an "unnatural" 30 seconds, to find my friend telling me 10 minutes had passed. I was covered in sweat and still feeling Extremely dysphoric. More than i ever have in my life. I told my friend to keep the rest of the 3grams of salvia, and told him i was never smoking it again..
He gladly took it and we departed without another word from eachother.
One more thing about the trip was sound was almost non existant, only when i was comming up and comming down. At which the sounds i heard seemed like hearing voices while underwater?? Very muffled and distorted and as if i was repeating the same thing the entire trip . "Oh fuck!!" Is all i remember saying..
That said, i never plan to try salvia again. Worst experience of my life. It was my first true psychedelic besides LSA, and DXM if u want to count that (which i personally dont).
But that being said i feel like in a very weird way i "learned a lesson from this".. Almost became wiser or learned something i had never known before. And i am definitly not done trying psychedelics as i want to try shrooms sooooo bad.. But dont know anyone to get them from
Also LSD, Mescaline, DMT.. Hell im down for anything really. But when the time comes i suppose.
Has anyone had a similar experience? Im very curious as im still shocked when i think back on this trip
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