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^^You and me, I havent been sleeping good too. Got 5 hours of sleep last night and I expected to be passing out earlier but man I was up. I think It's that time of the month =D
 
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It's been 2 years since my grandfather died (the anniversary was 2 days ago) and it's hard. His was the first death that I've been old enough to fully understand and have to deal with.
 
depressed/upset/fucked up

im pretty much out of money, feeling abdominal pains, computer fucking up

Im being invited out on the weekend to go to the pub with some old friends and I pretty much only have enough for my Oyster card
 
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It's been 2 years since my grandfather died (the anniversary was 2 days ago) and it's hard. His was the first death that I've been old enough to fully understand and have to deal with.
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Cold it's freezing here I want winter to be over nao!!! :!
 
Nervous. I just found out my doctor is on vacation for the next 2 weeks and the likeliness that I'll have my baby delivered by another doctor that I don't know is pretty high. Shit is getting real.
 
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Nervous. I just found out my doctor is on vacation for the next 2 weeks and the likeliness that I'll have my baby delivered by another doctor that I don't know is pretty high. Shit is getting real.
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Oh do doctors deliver babies in the states? I never knew that. We have midwives who do that here. That sucks about your doctor going away. I wish the very best for you n your baby n hope your baby is well xxxx
I can be an exciting n frightening time. Here if you ever need someone to talk to. Good luck xxxx

Maya I love that angry sign whats the type for that, please? I had a good chuckle when i saw that.
 
Thanks Evey <3 We have the option to have a midwife but even though it's cheaper to do so a lot of times midwives aren't covered by insurance here so I'd still have to pay more out of pocket than a doctor. I might look into a midwife more for next baby though. I go back and forth to being terrified and wanting my baby to stay in me forever so I can protect him and being super excited and wanting to just be able to hold him NOW! lol I know he'll come when he's good and ready and be delivered by whoever happens to be there and it'll all be okay in the end. :)
 
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Thanks Evey <3 We have the option to have a midwife but even though it's cheaper to do so a lot of times midwives aren't covered by insurance here so I'd still have to pay more out of pocket than a doctor. I might look into a midwife more for next baby though. I go back and forth to being terrified and wanting my baby to stay in me forever so I can protect him and being super excited and wanting to just be able to hold him NOW! lol I know he'll come when he's good and ready and be delivered by whoever happens to be there and it'll all be okay in the end. :)
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Yea those thoughts are natural. I remember when My little one was in me. I kept stroking my tummy like I was protecting her. I didn't want her to come out, was convinced that something terrible would happen, that I'd not be able to look after her but I realised that I could. You'll be a great mam n it'll be fine xxxx
 
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