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Biggest achievement?

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Anger And Rage

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What is your biggest achievement in regards to meds / drugs?

Personally I was taking dilaudid for my chronic nerve pain. My doc prescribed me 112mg daily.
It lost effectiveness very quick and before I know it I was IVing the whole 112mg.
I stopped cold turkey because I was never myself. I made it, as hard as it was, and now I'm on fent patches which control it much better and the tolerance is not building at all so far.
 
Biggest achievement id have to say was quitting mdpv ive read its 4x more potent then cocaine and i took a lot even though it didnt give me euphoria just that it gave you an huge urge redose...well after a while of taking it i got psychosis one day and went bat shit during school thinking people were talking about me and ended up hitting 2 different kids that day..couple days later flushed it downed the toilet and learned what psychosis was thankfully had good friends who supported me as i was thinking of not going back to school..havent touched it since that day very dirty drug compared to other "cleaner" ones
 
My biggest achievements are that I used to snif around 1g of pure mephedrone a day & then I shot dope almost every day & shot a lot of coke all the time, and now I just drink nice alcohol 2-3 times a week.
 
^that's hardcore bobbo, the meow especially. i did maybe a couple grams of meph over 2-3 weeks gradually and that stuff scared me. i craved it and i didn't know why, because overall it's a fucked up drug i guess. it's on my short "AVOID" list now.

My biggest achievement: I used to trip waaay too much and avoided HPPD.

How many lame points do I get?
 
5mg clonazepam, 3600mg gabapentin and 24mg subutex combination cold turkey. I got through it but I still don't feel alright almost 2 years later. Biggest achievment, or perhaps biggest misstake ever as I feel brain damaged ever since. I got off the drugs, but it surely wasn't worth it.
 
^ im no drugs expert but holy fuck. was it your decision to cold turkey? was tapering an option?
 
It was my decision. I was suicidal. I didn't care if withdrawal killed me. Instead it left me with problems that by now seem to be permanent. I am constantly dizzy ever since, have terrible memory problems and suffer nerve pain and my whole body is on fire ever since.

Reinstating the drugs don't help. I fucking wish it had killed me by now.
 
^Yeah. No regular speedballs but I traded 12-20 bags a day dope habit for 8-12mg a day of Suboxone. Victory?
 
I was able to return to tripping somewhat comfortably after a repeating bad trip. This also entailed a good bit of cognitive and emotional maturing during the period.

ebola
 
My biggest "achievement" re meds is prob the thing I feel the shittiest/ most guilty about; I was in a small rural hospital visiting a relative. It was at night and barely any staff there, and I noticed one of those wheely-trolley things loaded with drugs, ready to go out to the patients. This was a hospice, I believe, so there would have been many terminal pain patients. I had a rucksack on me, and just grabbed anything with "ine" on the end. Ended up with three full bottles of Oramorph (forget how many ml, but they were large bottles), a hundred or so DHC, even more codeine phosphate, and morphine ampoules.

So yeah, it was a big score at the time, but it's the thing I still get guilty about even after like 9 years; the drugs were on their way to the patients-taking them would have definitely caused a long delay, and I'm sure there were people in a lot of pain who needed them.
 
I've mentioned it before on bluelight. Somehow avoiding any drug charges my entire life, which includes 1-2 years of coping heroin multiple times a day I'm the ghetto. And probably driving around with drugs and under the influence more often than not. Although I don't anymore, I've probably circumnavigated the globe in miles while fucked up.

One I'm still kinda proud of, leaving my favorite dope spot with 2 bags of dope and a bag of coke. As soon as I pull away in my car, a cop flies by out of nowhere. I swallow the 3 bags and chase them down with some gummie worms...dry heaving as the police walks up to my car.

Somehow I talked my way out of it without snitching. I don't remember how it was almost 10 years ago. But I finally made it home. Puked up the 3 bags and shot a speed ball. Would have been awesome but the coke that day was kinda meh and left me feeling blah.

Another one I've posted before is having a narcotics detective hold between 7-12 grams of DMT right on front of my face in a hand blown glass jar and he gave it back to me when he didn't know what it was. Yeah they took all my other drugs that day and "lab" but they left nearly a half oz of dmt. Ended up they wanted me to snitch, I initially agreed, they took all my shit, I hired a lawyer and no charges were ever filed.

I've had so many close calls.
 
Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
I'm still alive and sane.
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That's a good one. Definitely in my top 10.

Also:
-Getting clean and totally off benzos after being scripted 4mg alpraz/20mg diaz/30mg temaz a day at the end
-Never being physically dependent to opiates (until the present--I'm getting there, but now legal Rx)
-Self-therapy with LSD, including reintegrating after a cataclysmic 3500ug breakthrough

And there's a great cop getaway I managed when I talked myself out a busted party on 16mg of hydromorphone and 4mg of clonazepam, with a QP of bud and a scale in my trunk. But I hadn't had a drop to drink... haha
 
SirTophamHat said:
How many lame points do I get?
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Oooh, I thought of another one.

I meticulously tracked *every* dollar I spent on drugs throughout the year of 2013 in order to better gain an understanding of my patterns and weaknesses. I've been able to successfully integrate this information into a better sense of what it means to be responsible, both fiscally and with using drugs. I had a couple good months in there, but most of the time crunching the numbers had me looking like this: 8(

More lame points I guess. :\
 
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