The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Only 6 posts overdue

[Septonn]

Hello again, tuesday blues.

 

[kingme]

xmas blues probably.
damn, im itching to get some chemicals in me, but at the same time thinking i must dig into a huge amount of food and booze tonight.
brutal eh

also, in regards to the pv discussion. ive had it a couple of times now, always oral, always in the funcitonal range. so far so good. but dont read too much into that, i seem to be able to resist redosing and control myself quite well with most drugs.... general advice is still to stay away

 

[mydrugbuddy]

my crib all clean now and im no fucked anymore.. oh wait a new line of mxe upcoming + beers drinkin good. luv this.

was gonna say very well done for staying off the stims AND getting your place tidied up AND not feeling fucked up. Then you go and take MXE, all i can say is take it easy on that stuff mate.

 

[swampdragon]

Hello again, tuesday blues.

Just remember there's always folks round here if you need to chat!

 

[headfuck123]

started the day with 5mg amt just to see what it was like at threshold doses and to test the waters to see if I want to have more fun with it over the holidays. feeling pretty good actually!

 

[Hangover]

Had a generous line of hydromorphonewhile waiting for my new xbox game to download (state of decay)

Watching video about it while drinking ginger tea... not into my nausea

 

[brimz]

wHAT DIDD ll SAY ?

dOIN IT WELL DATS IT

 

[hexagram]

drunk/ stoned.

 

[brimz]

alll the drugs except that shit Ethanol i did have afew jds t'othrerfnite but we was kareoking soi.........

 

[ColtDan]

Caffeinated

 

[Hangover]

Haha!, caffeinated lol

 

[matt<3ketamine]

Baileys hot chocolate is a necessity tonight
See a few relatives then back for a smoke to drift off, hope yas all have a good night

 

[knock]

110mg MXE and 50mg 2-MeO-Ketamine.

I can feel it %)

 

[Josh]

Would it be any different if you just had the MXE though?

 

[knock]

Yes, I can't feel MXE any more! I can feel this combo!

Tolerance, ToLeRaNcE, TOLerAnCE, TOLERANCE, T.O.L.E.R.A.N.C.E., T.O.L.E.R.A.N.C.E.

 

[Josh]

Weird, 50mg of 2 meo k barely touched the sides for me.

 

[knock]

Oh I know, I've just plugged 100mg.

It was just a little blessing, a passing moment, a bird of freedom flying past, these things happen

 

[Mental Kenny]

Just did 183 mgs of Diphenidine, I had tons of seafood earlier hopefully won't get nausea, I have another Diph capsule at 182mgs for laters, hopefully I'll get similar effects to last night's MXP, that was actually surprisingly good, very much enjoyed it, it did hole me for a few hours, it wasn't as visual, fun or intense as methoxetamine but still pretty cool.

I have quite a bit of booze, pyrazolam and kratom in my system too, feeling quite slow as it is.

 

[knock]

Kenny, good to see you posting again after the cliff episode

 

[Mental Kenny]

Thanks buddy, I'm submitting myself to a daily dissociative regimen, doing wonders for my mental health, was seriously this close to the jump, fuckin crazy when I think about it, acted out of impulse, it actually took me two hours to drive there but still keen on it when I got there.

I do feel slightly better now though, decided to keep on trucking on whatever life brings, there's a chance I might lose the ability to enjoy the material things and financial security I now have but I'll just keep on going, it can always turn better at some point later on, never know, ending it now would be too stupid.

I wrote suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem with a red marker on my bathroom mirror... for a daily reminder.