angeleyes
Bluelight Crew
I had a cleaner offer me to finish off your sentence once
But then I was like I don't even know you man
Now it went weird.
But then I was like I don't even know you man
Now it went weird.
Ha, what? Worse decision?
Man, he gave at least 3 months break, relax, he is definitely not abusing.
2 weeks break would be good but 1 week is ok too.
Just give yourself more time and dont make a habit.
Have fun, don't listen to the bullshitters here.
If the OP logs back in to Bluelight again I hope he tells us what he did. Deso everything was pretty chilled here haha, breaking a one month rule as earlier established here was generally agreed that it isn't exactly the best thing in the entire world to do by a long shot. He may have given three months break which is great, but he did roll the weekend before and was planning on rolling again the weekend after.
From a HR point of view/personal experience you wouldn't catch me wearing a 6 inch skirt and pom poms being a cheerleader for that decision by a long shot.
As we went further in the thread the consensus of the majority said that it is possible, but short of being held captive by a Mexican drug cartel and that they are making you go to this next rave and party hard or else, I really can't see the full wild intensity in ten cities appeal about rolling twice in two weeks, despite having a three month break, my experiences of this scenario have just been somewhat shithouse.
Only reason I say this is because I think you didn't read this thread to the end, no one was bullshitting mate, this thread was chock-full of quality HR stuff that looks like we ravers can actually have a civilized discussion yet laugh around about one of the few problems of MDMA that can be easily avoided.
Hey guys, thx for the answers.
As I said, it is going to be only this one time. I also don't like the sound of this sentence. But I don't think I'm endangering myself to make a habit out of it because I usually don't have access to MDMA. I would have not rolled last week if I knew what was coming next weekThis is what brought me into this situation...
For the dosage: I never did more than 120mg, normally like 100mg, I weigh 75kg. And this was about qhat I intended for next weekend, if I'm gonna do it that is.
EDIT: Would it be wise to take something like L-Tyrosine during the course of this week? Also taking into account what afterlyfestyle wrote, wouldn't it fill up my Serotonine faster?
I can tell you that for the past two years my husband and I have rolled A LOT! I mean A LOT! We can go through a gram each on one night and it always feels just as good as it did the very first time! This is doing it 3 times a month or sometimes more each time using 1-2 grams, sometimes less sometimes more. I know we shouldn't and I've posted in another room about marital problems we are now having but those are a whole other story. I am just saying that we have gone against ALL the rules that you hear and read about everywhere and haven't experienced much of the stuff you hear about except for the fact that his erections are not as normal due to the viagra we used. I don't know how but for two years 1-3 times a month taking a lot of mdma it's always just as good as the first time. We are done with it now though and won't be using it anymore.
Just wondering what you mean about the "oh shit" part? Do I need to worry that even if we stop now things will happen later on? He's been on my case that we should stop and not do it for a very long time but I always push for more. We seem fine right now, I don't notice any problems but do I need to worry about what we've already done? I mean even now I struggle with stopping, it's only been a month and it's all I think about!
individual chemistry is a crazy thing.
The oh shit part was basically I was fine and then the next time I did it, I had my first severe comedown and each time after that was worse until I stopped doing it and realized that I had hit the dreaded "long term comedown" status that I vehemently denied the existence of previously.
That's really odd that you're having such a strong psychological withdrawal from MDMA. Part of me questions if it was just pure MDMA because some of the traits that you have described sound like something that is much more moreish like a cathinone. I know for a fact that I went on marathon sex sprees on cathinones and it wasn't uncommon for me to go on a bender each and every time that I did it and I had some significant psychological withdrawal from them when I stopped. Hell I still occasionally think about how nice it would be to take some methylone or mephedrone again - far more often than I crave MDMA actually.
Individual chemistry is a crazy thing.
About what age did it change for you? I am 23 been rolling regularly for over 7 yearsYou guys should be counting your blessings. I used to go crazy with MDMA and it finally caught up to me. There's a tipping point but it seems to be different for everybody. I went years before I hit the "oh shit I just fucked up" point while I've had friends who hit it very early with known clean stuff.
Sometimes I wonder if previous history of pharmaceuticals would reveal a predictable pattern of when the shit hits the fan.
About what age did it change for you? I am 23 been rolling regularly for over 7 years