I will say this though. The past week or two I’ve been using methamphetamine intravenously and when I ran out I decided to try MDPV. So I’ve been doing that for about 3.5 days now, and I kinda liked it. Never had any vasoconstriction or anything.
BUTTTTTT. I JUST dosed right now (35mg which is about 10m-15mg more than I normally do, at 7am), and I’m feeling this weird sensation going up my right arm (i’ve tend to inject every four hours that I’m awake, and two a valium with the first, and right before starting the third). It’s FREEZING. My arm is kind a sore? But not too bad. I can still type, albeit not that well for some reason. One annoying things I’ve caused by MDPV inject is blurry vision for up to 12 hours after dosage. It’s pretty sucky and quite annoying as hell. It makes your glasses all but useless—only giving you a headache.
Does anyone know what THAT might be? I honestly think I must be getting SOME vasoconstriction this time, at least, because even my hands are little chilly and my veins aren’t going POP as per usual.
To just clarify my rather unique situation, I don’t need a stim to stay awake. I do it anyway, mainly 5/7 days out of the week… craziness, eh?I just use these for the stimulating effects, since they ARE nice—it combats that annoying yet inevitable sleepiness and doesn’t leave my with foul hunger pangs that I can’t do anything about.
This time I also smoked a bowl IMMEDIATELY after injection to try and combat that two-minute-MDPV-IV-nausea… But WHAT? I like, fell asleep!!! How is that possible!? 10mg diazepam, 35mg MDPV (yeah, I know, it was a bit this time, which is why I reached for the pipe right away so I didn’t barf) and like .1g weed and I am just NOT becoming able to open my eyes properly to type this darned message. I injected about half an hour ago. Wow… I mean, I don’t get ANY euphoria from ANYTHING (not even the beautiful ol’ lady heroin), just an uplifted mood and that “I-don’t-give-a-fuck” attitude toward your normal worries.
But this time was so weird… if hat she’s telling him, she tur got off I laid back and it was like my eyes rolled back in my head. It probably took me 30 minutes total to write this entire message out properly without a darned typo every second. to self: 35mg/IV is TOO much to focus.
but..
[by 7:40am]
And my arm is STILL freezing, but at the time not, you know? It just feels cold down to the bone in my right bone. The injection sites look fine. A little bruised on t
But there’s no chance I missed. I’m far too good at injections to miss. And I always tie off the tourniquet tightly right as I ready to begin scrubbing with an alcohol swab ands setting up the needle for injection. These beautiful 28g Easy Touch needles are the best I’ve EVER use (I know they get a bad rap, but damn—since I’m disabled my Needle Exchange delivers me himself personally, and I get 5,000 syringes, two gigantic reusable grocery bags loaded with cook tins, sterile water ampules, bags and bag of pre-packaged cotton, and 10 box of alcohol swabs (I’ve had these for almost a good year now and I’ve only gone through two boxes… that’s using two for each injection: I clean the microbalance sometimes, but mostly it’s to clean the metal cook tins that’s I mix my little serum up in, before drawing through one of those pre-packed miniature and sterilize cotton balls.
It’s [8:17am] already and I’m STILL typing.
But enough of being a darned advertisement (sorry, I’m rambling I’m sure; you can tell that I’m definitely on high-dose MDPV) - and silly ramblings. My right inner elbow —— (which IS the most abused—my left side I can’t make a good connection there and I do NOT want to miss—so if I haven’t connected within three different times to make my mark, I will get a new needle out and try again, by re-filtering (and adding more saline from the ampule and squirting the other needle’s contents back in. That was I only lose a TINSY bit of the active drug, instead of a lot, but I NEVER reuse.
It is now [11:50am] LOL. Yeah, I fell completely passed out where I was sitting. in the middle of typing that last paragraph… and didn’t send this message. My bad.
Anyway, my right arm is still rather store around the bicep area. Obviously I’m not going to use my right arm for a while, but I have no discoloration of my fingers, feet, knees, and no numbness in my extremities, AND my heart feels just fine. Pulse normal as well.
Wtf made me pass out like that…? I hadn’t even been up for more than 28 hours. o.o That’s… a normal amount of time for me.

And a normal about my daily diazepam.