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Behaviours on Alcohol

Hecticus

Hecticus

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Ive been judged and hated by alot by how I act whilst drunk. When I binge I run around doing very stupid things often blacking out and not remembering half the night. Although not violent unless you try to stop the fun (my alcohol intake). I become very stubborn.
Not many people I know react like this. Mindset going in effects the experience I think. It could be just abuse. Much better ways to cause toxicity to ones physical and mental health. Forgot a question.
How do you react to alcohol? Do you run around king hitting people for fun because you're are low coward piece of dogshit, are you joyful, or miss out by not remembering anything?
 
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i basically act sober but way less coordinated and more difficulty speaking. a bit of coke in the mix and suddenly i am king of the world, dance constantly, dance in the smoking area, dance over to the bar, dance over to the dancing area and dance, etc, generally nice but liable to ignore the part of my brain that says 'someone might be upset if you say this'
 
First of all you shouldn't care what others think of you if those feelings are negative, it's your life the hell with everyone else.

Alcohol slows my thinking, breathing, heart rate, reflex and rational behaivor. I tend to speak very loud without even realizing. Also, I get more mouthy. Teasing others constantly and asking to fight. :)

I'm usually quiet, calm and tender but the juice alters that.
 
Depends on how much I've drank. I can drink up to a point and be relatively the same but just less inhibited and more relaxed. But I'm bipolar so after a certain point it can be a bit like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde... I'm good until someone messes with me.

If I'm blacked out there's really no telling which side will come out. I've never hurt anyone physically or anything like that tho, just said things I regretted and still regret to this day.
 
It sounds like you need to learn to pace yourself. I know this because I've been there & I'm trying to get a grip on pace. There's no way to know how I'll act, but I usually get funny as shit, make my friends laugh, then if I'm dirnking alone I get rly feelsy & turn into a bitch 'cos I never talk abt them otherwise. But if I'm w people when I get v durnk I just talk shit & wake up going O lawd.

P.S. I'm almost durnk rite nao wut.
 
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Once the first few are down I can't stop. Drinking is only good when you're drinking, or the act of. As for pacing myself ive blacked out from a 6 pack before, other times ive had 20 drinks over the night without amnesia. Alcohol is definitely a gamble. I loose alot too.
 
When get drunk I just get tired and want nothing more than to curl up in a corner and go to sleep. Nowadays I only lightly drink at home a few hours before going to bed.
 
When I'm drinking I just crack more jokes than I already do, and fuck around with people. Some of the jokes can be obscene at times, but usually everyone still laughs at them and so it's not too awkward. Then again I really don't give a fuck when I'm drunk.... so I wouldn't even care if I said too much, but will want to punch myself when I'm sober for what I've said. Other than that, I end up dancing as well and just doing whatever to keep me entertained. It's always usually a fun time, and I just like to chill with my friends and talk. The worst behavior when I'm drunk though is that I tend to need to use the bathroom a lot and I've went to the bathroom in some good places 8) like behind a bush on a side of a church... can't believe I basically peed right next to the church and on church grounds. Oh well. I'm also an extreme flirt while drunk, and I am not like that when sober because I'm shy as fuck.

I do have bad times though... if I don't like you to begin with I will bitch you out if I'm drunk, but would probably have done so sober, or was close to it. I do sometimes get annoyed easily depending on how much alcohol I've drank, but usually I'm in the mode where I don't give a fuck and am always about having another shot until I can't walk anymore. Sometimes I've cried on alcohol... or get too emotional, but rarely.

Luckily I don't get violent when I'm drunk, but a lot of my drinking buddies (guy ones) do get violent. I've had to break up a lot of fights when drunk.... and the other's were drunk as well. I don't want to fight. I just want more booze. I binge drink a lot and can down a lot of liquor.. more than I should. I can't stop drinking... it's bad.
 
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Depends on how much I've drank. I can drink up to a point and be relatively the same but just less inhibited and more relaxed. But I'm bipolar so after a certain point it can be a bit like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde... I'm good until someone messes with me.

If I'm blacked out there's really no telling which side will come out. I've never hurt anyone physically or anything like that tho, just said things I regretted and still regret to this day.
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^yeah, I forgot to mention black out drunk.... anything can happen then. The one time I got really drunk and blacked out... I kind of remember me thinking I was in a dream as I felt something coming out of my mouth (I was laying on the ground throwing up on my back). My friend told me that she had rolled me onto my side then and I guess after I was done throwing up... she was freaking out... and I told her to shut the fuck up or I was going to kill her. Worst thing ever. Of course I wasn't going to kill her, but I can sometimes be an extreme bitch. Luckily even if I drink a lot of liquor I don't black out really, at least not a huge chunk of time.
 
I'm good, sorta, till I black out. Then all bets are off. Ive been told that when im blacked out i can be a good dude or a complete ass. Its all about the situation im in i guess. When im not ina black out and just buzzed or drunk, im 95% good to go. The thing I have noticed though, the older I get I guess, is that i will NOT deal with drama at all. If someone,anyone brings drama into my life,they are gone. Period. whether i physically or verbally deal with it, well thats totally up to them.
 
I am literally the same person no matter how much ive had to drink except a little more "confident" (i guess?) and relaxed, which can in turn make me talk a little more and act sillier. So just a slight difference i guess, but sometimes when i am completely sober i will act a little silly and what not.

I have never blacked out...that's ridiculous.
 
I like to talk shit to my homies and fuck on my girl. I'm always like that tho.
I've never really been one to get black out drunk and act a fool but by the end of the night I'm stuck in my seat slurrin my speech.
 
I've only had 1 or two true blackout experiences on alcohol, and it was when I mixed it with low dose benzos.
 
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