swampdragon
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They won't be selling weed, alas. (If they were I wouldn't have posted about it, sourcing rules an' all.)
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curious_24
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I know, but I'm sure there will be plenty of people eager to sell their own.
OI, One Thousand Cunty Samtwats ... I've got the lurgy. First time I've been ill ie:cold/virus/flu stuffs since I can't even remember when. And the reason I didn't sleep properly the day before was because I unwittingly gobbled drugs by mistake. Both those facts arent working too well together atm
I normally get loads of sleep. Bed is my winter homeland.
Urgh, and I just took my Dad to his Urology app at the hospital. Appointments were all running late by 90 minutes. I kept needing to itch my eye because the heatin 'system' was cranked up full to 'hells yeah bitches, let's breed us some more germs, motherfuckers!' .. eleventy at least anyway. 50+ blokes breathing in the same air, with the lovely concentrated misty aroma of Parfum de Micturate .. and shock horror ZERO fucking anti- bacterial hand gel dispensers around, or in any of the surrounding clinics either.
Anyway, I feel it's much more pertinent to tell you two about the high probability factor (jk) of my impending Ecoli contraction, going by the shit stinking chair I was sat on for 90 minutes, than I do the need to justify my drug taking habits to either of you.
You, especially Sam. Nice support there 'bud'. Clearly you get the same pleasure out of being supportive to me, that I did while being very supportive of you over the best part of the last two years. I'd be Bursting with pride if I were you.
I know, I know, I just can't take a joke can I. I should lighten up a bit, eh?
To be clear, it's not the joke I can't take, it's you. And I can't remember dishing unconstructive criticism about your drug habits either. I remember being pretty supportive when you've felt like shit.
Yeah, you're lovely you.
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ColtDan
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Sammy G
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What makes you think it was a joke? It wasn't.
You've had a traumatic year, and it's clear as day that your drug use has escalated. Your posts reflect that. You may think they don't, but they do. And I'm not just talking about the shitty little digs you've had at me; you're welcome to them.
I've mentioned your snowballing use of stims and benzos (with booze thrown into the mix) in passing, and all it's been met with is at best denial and at worst a curt dismissal. So I'm mentioning it again, in a way that makes it harder for you to gloss over. I really think you're setting yourself up for trouble, and I don't think that you can accept that.
What would you like me to do? Ignore it?
ScotchMist
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Ever get the feeling your heads gonna blow???
Mental Kenny
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Got drunk on some fine microbrewery ales last night, now I'm checking my email and I see I made an order for some BK-2C-B, some Diphenidine, Methoxphenidine and some pyrazolam, fuck that was my last money. I sort of remember being on a RC site at some point but didn't think I went through with the purchase.
I fucking hate doing that. Well hate/love; it's nice when you don't remember at all and something arrives but then you check your bank account and think 'aw fuck'.
I'm planning my shopping list for when I move at the weekend. I want my drugs sent by carrier pigeon as soon as I order none of this mail network bollocks.
Assuming carrier pigeons take less time than vans otherwise nm
I'm planning my shopping list for when I move at the weekend. I want my drugs sent by carrier pigeon as soon as I order none of this mail network bollocks.
Assuming carrier pigeons take less time than vans otherwise nm
I genuinely want to thankyou for that post. It's confirmed a lot of things, and it honestly feels liberating to to witness first hand how disingenuous you actually are as a person. A number of times now, not just the once. Desperate and spinning situations to make yourself look like an injured, concerned, desperate friend wanting show concern for a mate. Youre a classy guy.
I like to take people as I find them, rather than adopt other people's judgements of them. So I genuinely did that with you, and ignored what people (many of them) had to say about you.
This is how I learn as a person ... I learn through experience. This means I can be confident in knowing what is true, rather than just believing something is true.
I have learned things from knowing you. I have learned that you will never take accountability for your own words, so much so you'll lie about your intent to cover your self serving actions because of your insecurities. And your tendency towards total lack of transparency now makes total sense. Main lesson: Don't trust the actions of someone who actively tries to convince you transparency is not a good idea. I know that seem like 'Durrr' obvious to most people and it did me too. In your case Sam, I now know this to be true
You really did just say that the collection of your own snide quotes in post 43 (aimed at me yesterday), was in fact a deliberate HR stunt on your part to try to 'reach me', didn't you? After numerous attempts at trying, yet failing to reach me? (erm, sorry I must of must of missed all of those)
wow
...I mean you've been so concerned for so long ...
(You can't argue with that logic now can you?) or call me a little cynical, you could actually, it's one of the slickest moves to backpeddle responsibility for your shoddy behaviour I've ever witnessed. Beautiful really. Poetic even. I guess you were only thinking of my welfare when you continually belittled me in the meta thread the other day too, eh? Course you were.
And what of that other situation a few months ago, the one I'm not supposed to talk about, the situation when I contacted you to see if you were okay after being concerned at seeing some of your forum posts, only to be hit with a demand to stop passing your personal details and info to a certain person on the forum (Something you totally made up in your own head) and that I had been deleted from your phone book ages ago for this imaginary crime that you didn't even have the courtesy to ever mention, or talk to me about. (I'm loving the concern thus far, cheers)
Then not only refusing to offer me an explanation or give me any insight as to why you were refusing to explain the circumstances (ie you making it all up) .... instead prefering me to be left concerned and anxious regarding the whole thing, in case you'd harmed my relationships with other genuinely decent people here. I couldn't care less about being deleted, or you at that point, because there are other people here I think the world of, and I'd hate for your stupidity to have compromised my friendships with them. But no, you asked me not to talk with anyone about it, and were happy to leave me worried .... being so concerned for my welfare and all. Cheers loads for that one. And all while Ive been out of control with my drug use due to it being a traumatic year. Amazingly kind and considerate of you that.
I'm kinda glad to have known you, you will be an exceptionally small learning curve. My genuine acts of kindness towards you over the last two years I don't regret one bit btw. I certainly wont forget your particular method of showing me support and concern over the last few days tho. With such a unique approach, how could I?
Goodbye, you spineless fraud.
[edit: MODS, as far as I'm concerned I've said my piece and responded to his public drivel, I have no wish to turn this into a huge event, so no need to fear a dramafest from me. As far as I'm concerned there is nothing further to discuss on my part)
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