Shieet im high as a mutha fuckin kite right now. Who fucking even knows how long i have been trolling around on this thread for.
Anyways, i just iv'ed probably .3 and im pretty high. Everytime i shoot meth i get this crazy feeling in my chest more than anything else.
Its as if someone has poured a pitcher of ice cold water on my chest, im sure this is normal seeing as its happend to me everytime ive shot dope. anyone else feel that intense cold chest rush?
I have to switch back and forth between smoking and shooting the shit. Slamming meth makes my body just scream for help, health wise. Everything seems to deteriorate at a way faster rate than smoking it, my veins get all restricted and the skin all over my body turns red and purplish. My sweat seems to crystalize on the outside of my skin. i get all these weird body aches. I only shoot it for the intensity of the high, i mean who wants to shoot a bunch of tar and fall asleep? i'd rather shoot a bunch of shards and go catch a fuckin fish or something.
well i am satisfied now that i have wasted hours of my life reading about shooting meth and being able to throw my pointless banter into the mix.
Oh and just to throw it out there, i dont know who some of you are kidding but i didnt learn how to shoot meth at a fucking doctors office, so all this microfiber, serile jesus water and fresh rigs everytime you do a shot? That must be the responsible drug addicts in you...no.
May I ask a question of any of the users here who'd like to respond? I'd just like any volunteered examples of people's dosages and dosing schedule as it composes their habit. I myself binge pretty much every 2 weeks for about 2 weeks, and after the gram or two is gone the cycle completes itself and turns back around again whenever I deny that this shit has gotten me hooked. So I use about a point or more a day, but never go beyond 2 points a day, and have a rhythm with a mixture of sleeping pills that seems to keep me from pulling too many zombiethons (lapping two sunrises I consider to be the beginning of vampire territory and not worth the fun).
Now I have a friend who will binge on half a gram in about 12 hours, and if you give him a whole gram he'll somehow have that down in the same 12 hours, like it was food or something.
I know I'm fucking up my brain with this ridiculous habit, but what is the real statistical face of meth addiction and its damages on the people responsible enough to keep track of how much theyre using (such as you and us here on BL)? I don't deny it's a someone vain attempt at gauging the relativity of my own addiction, but I'd simply like to know how the lot of you are using out there, whether you're weekend bingers or maintenence tweakers, and how much it takes for you to put down til you pick up again?
Surely it's been asked, I just thought I'd post here since this is the megathread and all. BTW I don't IV, but I plug like it's the next best thing (it totally is).
I find it easy to start/stop meth use IME.
Ageed.
Only issue I have with coming down off crystal is the sweaty, anxious, and annoying residual stimulation. I'm also on 70mg of methadone and when I use crystal, it pushes the methadone out of my system too fast and can definitely cause opioid WDs. My friends on MMT that IV shards have the same issue.
One time I thought my family and friends were all conspiring to frame me for some incredibly heinous crime that would put me away for life. The paranoia was out of this world and I was hearing and seeing things that were indistinguishable from reality. I was hiding, careful to stay away from windows because I was sure there was a sniper across the street. I needed to cross the room so I ran quickly past the window and POP a bottle flew off the table as if it had been struck by a bullet and hit the floor. I reset the bottle on the table and when I went past the table again the same thing happened. That shit was 730 yo!! I still have no idea if some of the crazy shit really happened or not but it was indistinguishable from reality. There were a few strange occurrances that were confirmed by someone else in the same room and they experienced the same thing.
I no longer use meth but I suggest not pushing it too far.
I've recently gotten into IV meth. I've been away from it for a couple of months. I wish i never got into in the first place. I want it everyday. And i think because i've been abusing my dopamine system. I woke up today after sleeping after a binge. got a head/chest rush, but not that good of a high. It should've been better. but then again, so then i did another shot and got more of a taste in the back of my throat. But yeah, If anyone is interested in IV meth, just DONT! Stick to snorting or smoking. That buzz is unreal....