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Riffraff360

Riffraff360

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So i'm an anxious person who always thinks and worries about shit thats gotta be done and never really relax and when you blaze it's suppose too chill you out right?? wrong for me my anxious personality just fucking flips out by 10 on kush so how can I just chill out and start enjoying my high (also sketching out about blazing in public doesn't help either) also used too have social anxiety which I can control now but when I blaze it ust seems too come back

Fuck all I want is too enjoy being high on weed so I don't need too use other drugs as much as I do :P
 
get all your shit done during the day, nothing like winding back in a tidy room blazing up knowing you have nothing left to do and noone expects anything from you between now and tomorrow morning. i used to get a little stressed if i had stuff i should have done but got high instead
 
that's the way it is for some people. like me. brain chemistry and personality and stuff. find your drug. weed is not for me so ive given it up. doesn't mean I cant appreciate other psychadelics ;)
 
Sweet Jones said:
get all your shit done during the day, nothing like winding back in a tidy room blazing up knowing you have nothing left to do and noone expects anything from you between now and tomorrow morning. i used to get a little stressed if i had stuff i should have done but got high instead
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This. Get everything done before you burn.

It is sketchy burning in public places if you're being obvious about it. Try finding a spot where you can comfortably smoke... it can make a big difference.
 
LIT said:
It is sketchy burning in public places if you're being obvious about it. Try finding a spot where you can comfortably smoke... it can make a big difference.
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So much. I don't need to have everything done in order to smoke, but I do have to be comfortable smoking. When I used to have to go outside and hide in order to smoke it would always kinda ruin it, having to hide the bowl and worrying if I was going to get caught.
 
Have you done weed over 5 times?
I can compare it with beer...or cigarettes.First times suck but after that you can't stop drinking/smoking
 
more than likely you must find friends that talk weed shyt. not talk about the day and their problems. also switching to loud works best. it smell like coffee and it makes you feel like everything is slow and stupid. you become stupider, and far away. nobody know where you are. you don't know where you are. if police come...just hold ur head down and laugh like shyt. I like to drive and listen Backspin on XM. A lot of Doug E Fresh, Kool Mo Dee, Mc Lite, Beastie Boys, Mc8, you get it.
 
Riffraff360 said:
I do smoke weed everyday lol I don't like it no more but all my buddies are smoking it
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you could end up in some pretty messed-up situations if you do shit just cuz your friends are doing it. just pass the blunt without taking a toke if you don't feel like getting stoned. if you're having fun with your friends without blazing, then things are good anyway. if you sober up and find that your friends are just mongs who get stoned to tune out the world, then you'll get bored of that pretty fast and maybe start looking for other friends who provide experiences that challenge you as a person and help you get past your anxiety problems. sometimes you gotta know when to fold and find another game that makes you grow as a person.
 
many people on drugs boards say they don't enjoy cannabis. actually there is a poll (on drugs forum I believe) for the "drug you hate the most" and was actually surprised by how many people dislike weed.
also a lot of people seem to get anxious from weed but they enjoy "harder" drugs, psychs included.
maybe it just isn't your drug.
 
ComfortablyNumb95 said:
many people on drugs boards say they don't enjoy cannabis. actually there is a poll (on drugs forum I believe) for the "drug you hate the most" and was actually surprised by how many people dislike weed.
also a lot of people seem to get anxious from weed but they enjoy "harder" drugs, psychs included.
maybe it just isn't your drug.
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Well that's because most people enjoying weed aren't going to come to a drug harm reduction forum to talk serious business about it.
 
Weed started to effect me in that way. I finally stopped, but do still smoke on occasion. Seems I am alright if I am drinking or took a benzo, but just weed alone and I risk getting a bad anxiety attack. I always take it easy now, too, taking only a couple hits.

Just an fyi, I smoked nearly everyday for around 7 years and was smoking on a regular basis (multiple times a week) for over 10. This wasn't an overnight thing, but I would say the first 3 years I never had much issue, after that I started getting anxiety from it. I wouldn't say it got progressively worse, but it got to a point where I just didn't find smoking to be worth it. It was like Russian Roulette, I might be fine and chill for the whole high, but at any moment I might freak out.

It kinda pisses me off because I did enjoy getting high, and alike you OP almost all my friends still blaze daily. Like I said and you probably know, benzos make it possible to relax while high, of course they are addictive as fuck so if you want to smoke everyday and not have anxiety there aren't many good options.

LIT said:
Well that's because most people enjoying weed aren't going to come to a drug harm reduction forum to talk serious business about it.
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I wouldn't be so sure about that. Though I am not even sure what "serious business" is suppose to mean, either.
 
I used to be a huge pot head when I was 16-18 and I used to love getting high. Nowadays since I got into hard drugs for some reason I get horrible anxiety when I smoke weed. I start trippin out on my heart rate cause I can hear it, overall I just feel outta place like not me when I'm high off weed. I seriously can't stand it anymore which sucks cause the main effect I love from marijuana is the music appreciation you get from it, IMO not other drug gives you that in dept listening. I don't smoke nowadays asidefrom maybe a hit or 2 when friends are around just to get the music going but even then its still completely uncomfortable for me.
 
Riffraff360 said:
What are benzos?
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Benzodiazepines are anti-anxiety medication, "light tranquilizers" as it were. The 4 most popular are Valium, Xanax, Ativan, and Klonopin (Diazepam, Alprazolam, Lorazepam, and Clonazepam).

I hear you 909, some strains are much better than others though, I definitely have my go-tos for going out and being sociable as well as just sedating and potentiating opiates.
 
You don't enjoy the high because you expect too much, maybe a few weeks of sobreity would make you apreciate it more.

Also, substituting a high for another is just a dark road you may never return from. What happens when that drug loses its magic? You'll turn to the next best high? Then what?
 
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