Why then do so many herion addicts finish with a terrible withdraw and say they never ever want to do that again only to find themselves using with in a day or two?
I believe it absolutely has to do with personality type and also there's just no denying that
opiates are much more euphoric and appeal to wider population of people..
and also..the withdrawal from opiates no matter how terrible..and I've done it quite a few times..
is really nothing compared to benzos..and it frightens people less.
after I've made it through say..my week of acute w/d from an opiate..it's not enough to scare me away from that high.
I know i'll always be able to endure that. I cannot say that with benzos. it's w/d is enough to talk me out of using it
a week later. sometimes. sometimes it's not.
I think we also have to consider that the effects of benzos are in the same vicinity of so many other drugs including
alcohol, barbituates, muscle relaxers and others..whereas if you want the effects of an opiate, then an opiate is what you must have.
when I can't get the effects I need from valium, i'm able to quell that craving with a few glasses of wine or a couple soma or something similar..I've known some who can even just take a heavy dose of antihistamine to get through the craving. that feels terrible to me..but it works for some.
Was the strong desire to use them associated with not wanting to have the withdrawl symptoms? Do you remember having actual cravings for this drug? Did you ever have a using dream about this drug?
no the strong desire was definitely for the psychological and physical effects of the benzo at hand.
yes. I have very real cravings even now just as I write and wonder about this..
the dream thing I can't answer. i'm just unsure.
Did you continue to use to avoid the incredibly awful withdraws. Did you continue to use because you liked the effects of the drug? If the drug had stopped producing any positive effects and you had made it past the acute withdrawls do you think you would have still have felt a drive to use them?
I continued for the effect of the drug, definitely. it's something i'm entirely unable to recreate myself.
yes. I always, always do. when they stopped creating positive effects I always increased my dose to solve that dilemma.
If you wanted to stop then how much of a difference would this have made?
oh I'm unsure how to answer that. too speculative..I never really wanted to stop.
I've only ever stopped out of necessity, really.
A few things that I feel may be missing from benzos but which are characteristics of addiction would be
"Inability to consistently Abstain" I think that once people make the descion to never use benzos again and make it through the acute and PAW then I'm not sure if they are left with the Inability to consistently abstain by just using makeing the descion never to use and sticking to that descion.
I honestly believe that fits any genre of drug. if the decision is made to never use it again..
and the willpower's there..plenty of people are able to consistently abstain from opiates, alcohol, benzos, nicotine.
I honestly don't see the difference except that it was something that you never became addicted to.
I agree that the margin of people who become addicted to benzos is much smaller..
but I don't believe that fact excludes them from being addictive.
I just think the effects aren't pronounced enough for many people.
but for some of us..the effects are perfection.
"Craving; or increased “hunger” for drugs or rewarding experiences;" I would question this as well for benzos
again, I think that's an individual preference for the effects.
I definitely have cravings for benzodiazepines when i'm not using them.
"The power of external cues to trigger craving and drug use, as well as to increase the frequency of engagement in other potentially addictive behaviors, is also a characteristic of addiction" do people get triggered for benzos once they are off them?
that I don't know.
i'm triggered by life in general but can't answer that for anyone else.
I feel i'd honestly be shocked though if i'm the only one who feels this way..
guess we're about to see.
i'd like to know.