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lol @ 6am tonight.

Please find another job Raas, nightshift work is really meant to be shit for your health
 
I'm going to start writing all mine in Middle English alliterative verse
 
mdb, dry the paste out, spread it around on a glass or china surface and leave it somewhere warm, it'll lose about half of its weight and be a workable powder in a couple of hours.

it dried out itself in a few weeks, i was literally just left with tiny amounts of powder residue and a small piece of cardboard, i cant remember why that was in there, i think i may have been using it as a scoop. Anyway just ripped the bag open and gummed it clean and swallowed the cardboard, cant have been more than 20 or 30 mg. Fuckin bah humbug to speed paste.

Just blown my methylone sample too, what a twat, i thought it was etizolam, didnt read the bag properly and after washing it out with mpg i noticed the chemical name and quantity on the bag was not right. The aftermath of my last methylone session was not nice, so i just ditched the 250mg free sample. I could have kept it disoolved in mpg but i havent got another container thats so ideal for my etiz mpg mix. Easy come easy go, though i get annoyed with myself for making such blunders as this. Lucky that nothing of any real value has been lost.
 
Ive just read back at the posts i wrote in the last month or two. I was SO high and the result is a load of cryptic sometimes incomprehensible babble. You lot were really gentle and accepting actually. Thankyou,you can be real sweethearts at times .<3
 
MDB, have you ever thought about moving back in with your mum? You'd probably benefit from having her around to sort your speed out in future, point out the labels on the baggies for you...Stuff like that.
 
MDB, have you ever thought about moving back in with your mum? You'd probably benefit from having her around to sort your speed out in future, point out the labels on the baggies for you...Stuff like that.

Lol, definately not, i havent allways struggled to look after myself like this. I blame the drugs for adversly affecting my motivation. Its like nothing matters. I enjoy my own space to do what i want when i want far too much. She would definately not be wanting to help me with anything to do with drugs. She also lives in Australia, once i get free of all my dependencies i may look into emigrating. Its a better quality of life over there. But if the check my medical records, and see the words 'drug problems' i doubt id get a permanent visa. It would be nice to visit a few nights a week and get a proper home cooked healthy meal though, and my sister and brother in law live by and are very chilled out, though i wouldnt want to impose on them too much.

Im not allways this totally incompetent either, dont know why i fucked this up this afternoon, i think i was rushing to do it, as id reached the end of my previous mix,
 
Ive just read back at the posts i wrote in the last month or two. I was SO high and the result is a load of cryptic sometimes incomprehensible babble. You lot were really gentle and accepting actually. Thankyou,you can be real sweethearts at times .<3

No worries, you really got off lighly you know, with very little/no trolling. During my meltdown it seemed to be kind of split between 75% prople trying to help, and 25 % trolls. All since banned, they were cunts. Really EADD is very tolerant, as we are all sort of in the same boat, though some are moire out of their depth and struggling more than others.
 
People tried helping you until you got nasty with everybody, typing rants in caps, and everything else. that fent sent you right off your rocker, you sounded ready to go out and kill somebody or something
 
People tried helping you until you got nasty with everybody, typing rants in caps, and everything else. that fent sent you right off your rocker, you sounded ready to go out and kill somebody or something

who are you talking about; NE, TD, or me ? You know i didnt even realise i was beiung aggressive and hostile, and couldnt understand why all that was coming back at me. Fuckin bad times they were. Id totally lost the plot and any insight into interpersonal things. Neearly everyone i chatted to has said how much more coherent i am these days, so i can only conclude from that, that etiz fucks you up far less than phenazepam. Ive got a long road ahead of me to get off etiz though.

I think Bupe has finally been conquered. I had an unplanned binge that i could not resist 3 days ago, and the half life from that has kept me going for 3 days, possibly long enough to get over the worst of the initial w/d symptoms that would have been waiting for me at the final step down or jump. I may have fluked quitting it, but i should really give it another day or 2, when it will be totally out of my system to see how im feeling then.
 
Love the scratching on this at 1:15, amazing

Dj Premier- Nas is like (instru) Scratch practice

Good shit :D

Hey everyone, long time no see. How are you all doing?

MM, it's great to see you back again. And raas your avatar is amazing.

Good to see you back <3 Shit is peachy here, apart from the odd jizz related interlude.

I'mma bow out for the night, Dan's post up there has inspired me to look up similar vids and try relax after having a well jittery day.

edit: Need to look at Raas' avatar first tho, people keep going on about it but I've somehow not seen it yet
 
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Got loads of stuff like that snolly if ya wanna have a listen, love proper hip hop

Pagey you beauty =D<3
 
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