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Gibberings CLI: Jizz-Free Zone

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it's bad enough getting up at 7 or 8am when it's dark. Couldn't imagine doing it at 4pm. Sounds like hell.

Do you have to go into work now Raas? Please tell me youre off work for the weekened now
 
Nope.

I'm getting up at 4pm to start work. It's not good. Working all weekend also. No time to even make a dancing OTW gif animation.
 
Marmalade said:
hahaha you twat. I was gonna use that at some point. Its class
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Sorry Marmz, I had to do it.
I usually just stalk around The Lounge as I don't understand what the hell is going on there but every now & again something like that pops up.

Made me laugh so much =D
 
raas_2012 said:
Nope.

I'm getting up at 4pm to start work. It's not good. Working all weekend also. No time to even make a dancing OTW gif animation.
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Ouch. that sucks.

I'd offer you some light relief, but your Gawd forbids it ;p

I'll just say, hope your weekend goes quickly and painlessly <3

Bodda said:
Sorry Marmz, I had to do it.
I usually just stalk around The Lounge as I don't understand what the hell is going on there but every now & again something like that pops up.

Made me laugh so much =D
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yeah, it stood out as a classic instantly. At least it got the exposure it deserved
 
Bodda said:
Who the hell are you & where did you come from?

Throwing rocks at the moon huh ;) =D
It's only those damn metal birds we try to stone to death, they have a giant nest of Metal & fly people out of there in their belly.
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babylonboy said:
The prodigal son returns! How do monkey man?
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Ha, my spidey senses were twitching, and I was right, the OTW picture, hahahahahahaha

I'm, errr, okay, I think, I had a bit of a breakdown, extended breakdown, depression, something anyway...

I've been avoiding everything, everybody, letting people down, and just not letting myself engage with anyone or anything...

Everything has been something to fear.

I've managed to stop taking benzos (the drug i said would never get hold of me) and am feeling a lot better for it.

realised a lot of my 'problems' (moodswings, paranoia, anxiety) over the last year have been benzo WD's. Things got a bit out of hand a few months ago, and 'came to a head" (in inverted commas cos it's nothing as dramatic as an erupting boil) a couple of months ago...

There's too much to explain and i don't want to explain everything to everybody, but for a couple of months I didn't even want to be here, or to imagine the place existed, not sure why. Cornishman's death really shook me up...I'd been questioning the function of this place after FT and Mugz, then Cornishman...

There's no one reason for my wobble, I've been trying to blame ceratin events, or situations, or people over the last 12 months for various things that have been my own doing...

i just haven't been *coping* with life very well, and although reaching for the xanax makes me feel like i'm coping, I was doing the opposite of coping...

Anyway, I need to catch up with lots of threads and lots of PMs.

Thanks to everyone who contacted me during the hiatus, and also thanks to those that didn't. I probably ignored most of you who did try with me, but it's not because i wanted to ignore you or be a cunt, but cos I've been making things hard for myself.

Christ, i'm starting to confuse myself again.

See you in a few months ;)
 
Not sure what's happened here. I've somehow managed to forget to take my meds, and ended up listening to Placebo..

Not sure if ears are raped
 
The funny thing about that picture was I literally was the only guy on the dance floor with 100 other women. All their boyfriends were fuming in the corner drinking beer like a hillbilly hoedown until right up until the boat was about to dock when they started a push up and pull up competition. I couldn't make this shit up.
 
Seeing as you were too pussy whipped to be on BL for the past month I could be given a little slack on telling you that story a second time MM
 
I think it was more like two months. Time obviously flew without me.


And take another look at the photo. You don't get no slack. =D
 
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