Hi all.
Am touched by the concern. I'm also deeply fucking embarassed about the whole thing. I am ashamed to have got drunk, decided that *all* the psychedelics at once were a good idea, and ashamed to have publicised it and worried anyone.
For the record, what happened was the I saw the world explode. I saw trees erupt, I saw pictures on the wall boil and bubble and explode and burn and... I watched the city breathe, I watched the sky roll, I watched the earth be born and die and....
It was one of the most visually intense trips of my life. I've taken large quantities of LSD and other psychs before but I've never seen anything as full on. Nor with any previous experience had I felt the utter euphoria I got through the whole thing (likely from the 25C NBOH and NBOMe).
Not recommended, at all, I combined a whole bunch of RCs and who the fuck knows what would happen. But that was the drunken mood I was in "who the fuck knows what will happen? Let's do it". Lucky to be alive, lucky to be sane. Self destructive tendencies sometimes come to the fore.
I paid for it the next day, in utter brainlessness.
--edit-- I was fine, and I'm just sorry to come here and brag then disappear. Not a proud moment all considered.
I get the feeling it was some 5th rate Troll, I've done dumb stuff but anyone with access to RC's like that wouldn't be as stupid as to mix 'em all up like that into some strange Psy stew.
Just find it strange why they would post on EADD about that & not PD or ADD.
Alcohol is evil, I agree. Since I knocked the gear on the head I've been drinking a bit (used to be 100% tea total) stuff is bad, how people take up the habit is beyond me.
No, it was an idiot at a low point with a lot of drink in him that just thought "fuck it".
Cerebrally I love HR. I think I suffer from some sort of bi-polarism or just some sort of stupidity, that occasionally makes me think "I know all the rules, so breaking them is fine right?" We have the gods to thank that I never found opiates.
I'm genuinely sorry if I caused anyone any worry. I'm also sorry I chose you fine folks as an outlet for my angst.
peace y'all.
I particularly like karensky's other posts about caution and harm reduction...ten minutes later te derrrrrrrrr.
When it comes down to it I'm a fucking hypocrite - I preach HR, I understand the need for HR, caution and sense.... but when it comes to myself I have none. If I ever claim to be perfect you have my permission to slap me.
