Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
75mg hydrocodone, 4mg alprazolam, 15mg temazepam, 375mg lyrica/pregabalin, 200mg seroquel
Now for the good part:
5.3mg 25C-NBOMe (smoked, two hts 30 min apart), 30mg 3-meo-pcp (plugged with another 22mg dissolved in another syringe for redosing), and as much of the ganja as I want anytime I want, at any phase of the journey. The 3-meo-pcp will be introduced very soon. My blood pressure was 143/91 pulse 87 and I want it to be below 135/85 pulse < 80 before that.
The 25C-NBOMe is done and wonderful. I may redose 1.5mg in 3 or 4 hours
I have a lot of people arround me. My mom knows what I am doing and is going to be with me close. My vital signs (blood pressure, oxygen level, heart rate) will be monitored closely.
I am trying to be safe with something that could be a disaster or (highly unlikely) tragedy if I were alone in it.
Update:
The 3-meo-pcp will commence in 30-45 minutes. Now about to hit the ganja
I also have a small message for stardust.hero because her mail is full
stardust.hero is amazing. She is a great person who has been helping me with emotianl support and just giving me someone to reach out to when I am alone and she probably helps a lot of other people too.
Everthing seems so beutiful. This may be a great day for me, at least in terms of how I feel/my pleasure ratings
Now for the good part:
5.3mg 25C-NBOMe (smoked, two hts 30 min apart), 30mg 3-meo-pcp (plugged with another 22mg dissolved in another syringe for redosing), and as much of the ganja as I want anytime I want, at any phase of the journey. The 3-meo-pcp will be introduced very soon. My blood pressure was 143/91 pulse 87 and I want it to be below 135/85 pulse < 80 before that.
The 25C-NBOMe is done and wonderful. I may redose 1.5mg in 3 or 4 hours
I have a lot of people arround me. My mom knows what I am doing and is going to be with me close. My vital signs (blood pressure, oxygen level, heart rate) will be monitored closely.
I am trying to be safe with something that could be a disaster or (highly unlikely) tragedy if I were alone in it.
Update:
The 3-meo-pcp will commence in 30-45 minutes. Now about to hit the ganja
I also have a small message for stardust.hero because her mail is full
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:I really need someone to talk with tomorrow and I hope you will have time for me. My mom may want to get in on in to for all I know (I mean on telephone). You probably won't see this message, but I wrote in anyway
stardust.hero is amazing. She is a great person who has been helping me with emotianl support and just giving me someone to reach out to when I am alone and she probably helps a lot of other people too.
Everthing seems so beutiful. This may be a great day for me, at least in terms of how I feel/my pleasure ratings
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