When I take a huge dose of DHC or OXY, then I lay on bed like I am preparing to sleep,
Sometime I would experience lucid dream, I am wondering is it reduce by the opiates or it is just a normal dream, but either way, I enjoy those dream very much. I dream about flowing in deep space and "watch" how the universe works. The star, the planet, the star cluster, the nebula. It makes me feel peace. I like it very much.
But I feel like I am slowly corrupted by these dreams, I start to isolate myself from family and friends, I became antihuman, keep thinking we are raping the earth, human are parasites, you get the idea.
Sometimes I don't want to wake up, i want to keep flowing in space, after few hours, when the dose comes to the clam down phase, I feel so frustrating about the fact that I am still on my bed, trapped in this absurd body, living this agonizing life.
Do anyone know is these dream really cause by opiates and is there anyone have some similar experience to share?
Sometime I would experience lucid dream, I am wondering is it reduce by the opiates or it is just a normal dream, but either way, I enjoy those dream very much. I dream about flowing in deep space and "watch" how the universe works. The star, the planet, the star cluster, the nebula. It makes me feel peace. I like it very much.
But I feel like I am slowly corrupted by these dreams, I start to isolate myself from family and friends, I became antihuman, keep thinking we are raping the earth, human are parasites, you get the idea.
Sometimes I don't want to wake up, i want to keep flowing in space, after few hours, when the dose comes to the clam down phase, I feel so frustrating about the fact that I am still on my bed, trapped in this absurd body, living this agonizing life.
Do anyone know is these dream really cause by opiates and is there anyone have some similar experience to share?
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