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lets get morose

I was going to answer your question seriously but yeah, opening this thread counts high :) I was ticking along nicely there.

Can I answer this vaguely? Falling for "the grass is always greener" in my most important relationship. Being ruled by my cock. Not seeing her point of view (until it was too late). Having a temper. Being judgemental.

And less importantly: Being obsessed with my job, for far too long. Moving to this shithole. Buying a house.
 
I try to not have regrets tbph. Its a waste of time and a waste of your life.

I suppose I regret that I never had a relationship with my father. I know him, but we rarely speak and when we do, its not pleasant. I suppose its not really my fault, but still something that plagues me.

I suppose the last regretful decision that bothers me is cheating on a good women. I wouldn't be alone right now. Its rather perpetual of me to do, as its ruined most all of my relationships. I just kind of get pissed and cheat.

I think my last relationship should have never happened as she was the woman I always cheated on other women with. She was also crazy and stabbed me in the most literal sense, not that I haven't been stabbed before. But I am pretty sure its not normal to have been stabbed with a sharp object by several different women.

Still I think things happen for a reason. I can't really let it get me down.
 
Eh, yeah, I try not not to have regrets too. BHM made me think about them :| you swine. I try not to do that. The past is the past!
 
Really does, doesn't it?

I try not to have regrets, but the ones I have are things that I had the opportunity to do and didn't.
 
Yeah, same here. I can't do anything about the past, I can just make up for it. I have regrets, but I don't dwell on them.


Except when I'm hormonal or depressed, obviously.
 
come on you pussies, i have a bazillion. i regret not talking to my old man more before he died. was going on like a right adolescent cunt at the time, why do we always wait on the important shit


i regret massively not trying mephedrone before the ban. its like the 60s of bluelight, the merest mention is enough to set the most jaded cunt off on a misty eyed nostalgia-laced soliloquy
 
Oh go on then

I regret not seeing my Grandma properly before she died. I was just turned 18 and terrified because I loved her more than anyone and I didn't think I could face seeing her as she was. I finally went, but she wasn't really conscious. My aunty, uncles, and mother maintain she was holding on until she could see me one last time, and I just really really hope she knew I was there. That's my biggest regret, and I think it always will be.

My second biggest regret is not telling my old head of sixth form that he's a cunt on my last day.
 
I should of asked my best mate to be my best man and not my brother in-law ...

I still feel a cunt every time I think about it and it was over 2 years ago.
 
Uni was a waste of money. Instead of building a future I built a mountain of debt.

I ended up getting a two year degree and now I have to take night classes through where professors from a Uni come down to the community college at night. Oh and I go to a Native American/Black college so I am one of the few cracker jacks there. I am like a novelty to the women there. I do get a lot of female attention but most of it is unwanted because I am not really in to black chicks. I like some, but most I don't fancy. The native American chicks are usually really sexy though. (sorry its racist, but I cannot help who I fancy)

So due to going to Uni right out of high school I cannot afford Uni now. I will take out loans for grad school. I feel like that's the home stretch and a bit more debt wont kill me if I to be obtaining my MBA.

But fuck yeah I wish I was at Uni right now. It would be a lot more fun. God damn it all these 18 to 20 something year old women would be there. Man I hate to be in classes with old people and well I know its racist but I wish there were more white chicks there. There are some young ladies that I fancy, but not enough.

More often than not these chicks are married and well I have ruined more than my fair share of marriages. Now that I know how slutty married women are, I really am careful who I get attached to.
 
Just move to a student area, all the house parties, drugs and girls with none of the effort
 
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