Gibberings CXLVIII: Three cheers to breakcorefiend!

[brimz]

It often doesn't take much and it's difficult to pull back when your in that place, did you not have anything to try and bring it to a close. I've never tried but assumed benzos would help, Chlorpromazine is often quoted, I have some and have been on it, I'm not sure I would prefer to ride it out TBH

On the mend though, and leave them kiddies drugs to the kiddies :D

you mean 4 the Psychotic episode yeah ?

I had benzo's n i always make sure my mum has 28 5mg for a rainy day thus to say it was a rainy day !

 

[Allein]

Yep, I never tried to bring a trip to a halt but I've heard benzos help, Chlorpromazine is supposed to be the official treatment, I've been on it and I'd guess a decent dose would indeed bring your whole brain to a halt, although I have never heard of anyone getting it. I keep a few for a rainy day but wouldn't take them by choice.

I went to a festival once and there was loads of liquid acid which I refuse to take, the dosage could be anything and people think nothing of dropping several drops in without a thought. It was carnage with loads of people freaking out, I saw one poor soul having to be help down by 4 blokes whilst they tried to get the ambulance in, the look in his eyes will stay with me forever. It just wasn't the right place for massive and unknown doses of acid, by day three it was all very sketchy, OK if youd took it at a reasonable pace on MDMA speed, bit of K and a cheeky G of coke but not if you'd taken 300ug dose of acid with little experience of the stuff.

 

[ColtDan]

Sounds nasty brimz. might give it a miss. and fucking hell Allein, a litre of whiskey a day, what was the w/d from that like? i used to get minor w/d from the crazy heavy weekend booze binges i went on through my late teens n part of my 20s, hammering it and waking up drunk etc, used to feel all speedy and anxious and trippy in the evening. brain fog. horrible

4 hours sleep and woken up amazing. still feeling the clonz and vallie a bit i think. and my bpm is still up

might give the oxy a bash in abit

 

[brimz]

It was a combo of my mental health problems n the stress brought about by folk ytrying to get me off opiates tbh that brought on the Pschotic episode , i have had them b4 .

The crazy bit was geting given naloxene so i went in 2 full on cluck on top , how traumatic can you get , the paramedic musta been a dinlo cos my eyes were like saucers not pin pricks .
He just made a shite jusgement call cos he saw a Methadone bottle , a full one at that

 

[brimz]

Sounds nasty brimz. might give it a miss. and fucking hell Allein, a litre of whiskey a day, what was the w/d from that like? i used to get minor w/d from the crazy heavy weekend booze binges i went on through my late teens n part of my 20s, hammering it and waking up drunk etc, used to feel all speedy and anxious and trippy in the evening. brain fog. horrible

4 hours sleep and woken up amazing. still feeling the clonz and vallie a bit i think. and my bpm is still up

might give the oxy a bash in abit

It was Dan , n i have permanent damage to my leg , the bad one . Give it a miss if i were you there are plenty of better things like DMT . The only good thing to come of it was an oxy script n tbh iy is nice getting 21 10oxynorms free everyweek !!

I caned 6 yesterday n seven the day b4 i need the rest for my breakthrough pain .

 

[ColtDan]

Mate that tune u put on my wall... think ill be playing that one a lot for awhile, absolutely love it

 

[ColtDan]

Yeah i love DMT. shame most of the batches ive had i cant break through on, apart from the first few, no idea how the first few batches i got were extracted but fuck me, never smoked dmt that good since. close but not quite

 

[brimz]

Mate that tune u put on my wall... think ill be playing that one a lot for awhile, absolutely love it

Stone cold classic mate i'll probably stick a few others up there over teh W/E you always seem to enjoy em .

Yeah i love DMT. shame most of the batches ive had i cant break through on, apart from the first few, no idea how the first few batches i got were extracted but fuck me, never smoked dmt that good since. close but not quite

Yeah if you have access to DMT there is no reason to fuk about with sketchy aMT that's for sure .%)

 

[Bearlove]

Urrrgh my head

Have a great weekend everyone

 

[breakcorefiend]

Morning people's,

Just wanna say thank you to all of you for your support! Means a lot!

Ahh feels good to be chilling with a fat spliff knowing that I have till January now before a thing else happens!

Anyway have a good weekend!

I owe ya a pm brimz, but I will be on Skype anyways so ill hit ya up on there

 

[ColtDan]

Stone cold classic mate i'll probably stick a few others up there over teh W/E you always seem to enjoy em .

Yeah if you have access to DMT there is no reason to fuk about with sketchy aMT that's for sure .%)

Yeah i love em, spot on. no access to clean DMT anyore, some of the rough shit ive smoked was harsh and made me feel a bit sick, crap extraction right waste of money. ive extracted it myself a few times but tis hard to do with rents around. how i pulled it off back in 2010 i aint got a clue. "going into the garage to do weight lifting " shut the door down

just slapped this together for a lady friend, still needs some work. slow mo bits are losing frames for some reason

 

[brimz]

Morning people's,

Just wanna say thank you to all of you for your support! Means a lot!

Ahh feels good to be chilling with a fat spliff knowing that I have till January now before a thing else happens!

Anyway have a good weekend!

I owe ya a pm brims, but I will be on Skype anyways so ill hit ya up on there

Believe .

I'm busy for next 2 hours but hit me up init

 

[ColtDan]

Mate wants to drag me out to barnstaple shopping. the fuck can i be assed with that, exeter gets on my tits enough. walk around looking at over priced shite. only thing im interested in shopping for is clothes, n ive got far too many clothes. sod it, oxy time. no gouch for me though if i can help it

 

[Pagey]

I went off on a 3-MeO-PCP adventure and got told I'm to give it a rest. At the peak, it was all about how I was actually made of drugs, and everyone can tell just by looking at me that I'm on drugs all the time.

So I'm gonna take a little drug break! Pagey vowed to help me out, I came up with a cunning ruse, we can all be connected to each other 24 hours a day if we all just leave our chat windows open. I could even go and do the dishes without saying goodbye. But Pagey insisted on closing her laptop. She logged off! I was devastated. She had triple vision! I suggested that she invest in far superior Quadrovision.

Hahahahah! Is that what you were suggesting? I'm sorry I didn't understand that at all, thinking was really getting difficult by that point :D now that I've sadly gone back to the more boring single vision we can figure this out better

 

[swampdragon]

Urgh, I couldn't sleep and now feel remarkably grim. I don't think that was the finest weed I've ever had.

 

[*dharmabum*]

I remember last year Shambles challenged me to write a a medieval-style poem about sex (it was 'subtle' though, because it pretended to speak about 'cocks' as in roosters, but well...). I was quite proud of it actually, should try and see if I can find it haha.

Have you read Chaucer's Chanticleer and the Fox or Dryden's The Cock and the Fox? I seem to remember at least one of them (probably Chaucer's...) being along those lines. Are you doing a straight literature degree or is it creative writing?

 

[Pagey]

Nope I haven't. The poem I wrote was based off this one (no idea what the hell that's doing on the tfl website...). I'm doing straight literature but I've got a couple creative writing modules in there

 

[*dharmabum*]

Hahaha, presumably it was used as part of the poems on the underground project? I'm awful at creative writing but it's probably good to be doing some creative writing modules as it gives a different perspective when looking at literature?

 

[Funkadelica]

Bloody hell it's another fine warm day today. Can't believe it's like this at the end of October. Going to have a nice, chilled day before I go off on my travels tomorrow. With the aMT comments, I never really got much out of it either. Always felt a bit dirty to me. Had a few different batches and a different dosages but never really enjoyed it which is a shame.

 

[mydrugbuddy]

As ,long as it's not impacting on yer family or work life then i don't see drug use as a problem .

it did for me. If i had a bad day at work it hit the opis and benzos hard that night, probably fall asleep face down on my keyboard to stagger into work for 7am the next day barely conscious. I had to do a fuckin complicated and detailed report first thing in the morning and i was in no state to do it, and my manager was allways on at me why it was taking me so long to do the fucking thing. Stress and pressure and bad stuff started to mount.

If it wasnt for that fuckin morning report id have probably been able to wing the rest of the job, but that caught me out, and i had to quit due to stress. I was getting near to a nervous breakdown. And the manager was a bully, she didnt support her staff she yelled at them like dogs. I wish id logged a formal complaint now. But the bitch was stressed herself and had medical heart problems so i couldnt quite bring myself to do it.

Different subject: My mission for the day is to buy a wooden curtain pole, or scavange a suitable branch of wood for free. My front door lets in a hell of a cold draft in the winter and looses a lot of the heat. Ive bought a good thick and cheap curtain off ebay which will be perfect insulation. I dont know why its taken me 15 years to think of this. My Dad did it in his old house and was allways on about how much of a difference it made to the warmth of his house.