"breakthroughs"

[DubNaut]

Nirvana, heaven, void, universal oneness and consciousness etc.
Whatever you may call it, the access of alter-dimensions and perspectives.

i will be editing this post as this is a quick tid-bit.


can these be pursued hit after hit, shot after shot?
can you blast off, again, and again?



i am a deep meditationalist, i can access these realms through meditation and with lubrication [insert drug here]


hypothetically
i feel like the beings of these dimensions are not allowing me to return as of this current post.
anyone feel blocked? after receiving so much knowledge and understanding, or even complete capable awareness.
and pushing against these forces showing that one is capable of the same standard of presence.
i am being blocked and toyed with on the outer-seams of the fabric,
it seems i cannot be allowed back in until i complete or make an offering of some-type?

it's like chasing the dragon at the moment, i have always been able to access these realms, i'm not sure if its my mind state, interfering signals of others or what have you. but they are leaving me afloat right on the boundaries, is it because for the first time i am using this access as an escape that they will not allow it?

i have always treated these outlets with respect and out of pure interest of heart.
always have i followed the lead of which i should change in return to acceptance.


this is an incomplete topic, as i have written out on a limb.
but has anyone, been blocked, or turned down,
even when set/setter/setting are in harmony as always, not allowed to pass through the gates?


> can you IM a transcendental hole after hole or not?
> can you blast off, return then blast off right back again?
> can you not I.V. a nod after nod?

 

[MagickalKat777]

To me, a breakthrough on a psychedelic substance is completely different from a breakthrough that is sparked by intense meditation or even being a relaxed state and listening to music (generally trance for me) and drifting off to other worlds.

The psychedelic breakthrough tends to be extremely confusing because of the brain being overloaded while these trance states while sober are pretty much completely under individual control.

You can certain use a low dose of a psychedelic to help get your state of mind to the correct place to do the rest of it yourself but as I have found out over the years, using any chemical to induce these states is counter-productive in the long run as it is easier to get lost in your own mind or go on tangents that make absolutely no sense.

That isn't to say that my endeavors, once I took the time to actually assimilate them, didn't teach me things about life, the universe, etc., but it has taken over 2 years of abstinence from drugs to start actually being able to decipher what was real and what isn't real, the logical and illogical. It isn't the easiest thing to do, especially when you're living your life in the clouds. I still have hundreds of more experiences to integrate into my life and it is a very long process.

To answer if I have ever been turned down or blocked from the proverbial gate - most definitely. Probably for my own benefit so I didn't snap and fall into psychosis. The brain still maintains some of its defenses no matter what you're doing (a normal and healthy brain anyway but that is a subject for an entirely different topic) and if you are on the brink of insanity, you won't be able to access that breakthrough state under normal circumstances.

EDIT: Note that the brain has no time to guard against certain substances - smoked DMT, 5-MeO-DMT, and salvia being examples. That is one very good reason that inexperienced trippers shouldn't do them.

 

[DubNaut]

yes i agree and concur with your post.
we are kind of dodging around the point as my original post is a ramble.

but where the match strikes is the difference between [ pharmacology, organic brain matter ] versus [ a philosophical soul ideal ].

To answer if I have ever been turned down or blocked from the proverbial gate - most definitely. Probably for my own benefit so I didn't snap and fall into psychosis. The brain still maintains some of its defenses no matter what you're doing (a normal and healthy brain anyway but that is a subject for an entirely different topic) and if you are on the brink of insanity, you won't be able to access that breakthrough state under normal circumstances.

EDIT: Note that the brain has no time to guard against certain substances - smoked DMT, 5-MeO-DMT, and salvia being examples. That is one very good reason that inexperienced trippers shouldn't do them.

your answer to me is the obvious yes, down-regulation or over stimulation of receptors will lead to not reaching a compounds given full potential of psychoactive effect.

but then you say the brain has no 'guard' to certain substance.

here is where i stand and can say, i can take massive, and over consumption of a substance. and repel the effects entirely.

salvia for example.
Now either,
in my mind, the essence of salvia (being), when we meet are at choice, and as such the experience is at the substances (being) control.
i can fight and experience among the effects, or be engulfed by, or nullify it all. in AGREEMENT with the being of the substance.


maybe this post should have never been made, it brings a lot of typing and may not be specific to this forum section as it,
comes to sacred plants, religion, beliefs, philosophy, biochemistry.

which i stand on the 'spiritual' side, which i can defend factually and physically.

pretty much a rambled post, back to books.