CrimpJiggler
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- Aug 28, 2011
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When I first started taking drugs, I was under the impression that (besides the damage they cause to the body and brain), the main problems was development or tolerance. I thought that when that happened, you just needed to withdraw and stay off them for a while. That isn't that big a problem in my opinion, that made me consider daily use of various meds to be a reasonable choice. The problem I encountered though is that meds just abruptly stop working for me. The medical term for this is tachyphylaxis, and its got nothing to do with linear tolerance. Its commonly associated with SSRIs, but I experienced it with trazodone, opioids, phenibut/GHB and antihistamines so far, and to a lesser extent, benzos. I have tried taking breaks of at least a month, and what happens is the drug will work as intended for about a day, then stop working again. Sometimes I get a horrible withdrawal that lasts up to 3 weeks, even though I wasn't actually physically dependent on the drug. Last time I tried opioids after a 5 week break, I ended up depressed for 2 weeks. Last time I tried phenibut, which was after a 3 week break, I had extreme anxiety which lasted a month. I also developed this long term akathisia which seems to get worse after I use any type of drug.
If I'd known this kind of weird stuff was going to happen, I would have never used any of these drugs daily, I would have made sure to never use them for more than 2 or 3 days in a row, and take significant breaks in between. Obviously this doesn't happen with everyone as there are plenty of people who remain addicted to drugs for many years (i.e. junkies who are on heroin for 20+ years), it seems to be more common with people who use antidepressants and benzos and various combos of these drugs.
Whats dones done, I learned my lesson. I'm gonna take a big break from it all (try and stay about a year off everything besides the healing drugs like ayahuasca). Luckily, I'm not physically dependent on anything so I don't have to deal with any acute withdrawals, just some amphetamine PAWs (mild akathisia and lack of motivation being the worse). I have great repsect for all drugs, and see them as tools that can enable us to do many things, but my experience has taught me that they are not for daily use, with the exception of cases in which the person has no alternative (i.e. schizophrenics, people with regular life threatening seizures etc.).
If I'd known this kind of weird stuff was going to happen, I would have never used any of these drugs daily, I would have made sure to never use them for more than 2 or 3 days in a row, and take significant breaks in between. Obviously this doesn't happen with everyone as there are plenty of people who remain addicted to drugs for many years (i.e. junkies who are on heroin for 20+ years), it seems to be more common with people who use antidepressants and benzos and various combos of these drugs.
Whats dones done, I learned my lesson. I'm gonna take a big break from it all (try and stay about a year off everything besides the healing drugs like ayahuasca). Luckily, I'm not physically dependent on anything so I don't have to deal with any acute withdrawals, just some amphetamine PAWs (mild akathisia and lack of motivation being the worse). I have great repsect for all drugs, and see them as tools that can enable us to do many things, but my experience has taught me that they are not for daily use, with the exception of cases in which the person has no alternative (i.e. schizophrenics, people with regular life threatening seizures etc.).
