16th issue General Heroin Discussion v hit it raw or bag it up?

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Hey why not, i routinely mix business and pleasure. Ive bought from a chick before but only bc it was dudes sister or cousin or some shit. Looked just like him too but with a wig and ghetto nails.
 
So back to annoying, impatient girl. This other time she hit me up to see if I could get her stuff, but I had already copped a '"full" (weight and price equivalent to a bundle, just in a solid chunk tied in the corner of a grocery store bag instead of 10 individual stamp bags) and had more than half left so wasn't very motivated. She only wanted 4 bags, but since I get 5 (well, a "half") for that price I decided to do it since she was driving and I had nothing better to do that day, plus was bored and wanted to go out for a bit.

I hit up my dude and placed my order, and then she came though to pick me up and we headed over to him. We parked up at a 7/11 and she was going to go inside to hit up the ATM, but to save time I spotted out since I had to walk down the block to see him and already called and told him to come outside to see me. I get the stuff and come back to the car and now she said she only wanted 3. So instead of paying nothing and getting 1 for free, I had to pay for 1 bag and get the other for free, which sucked since I had already spent the amount I had set aside for my drug allowance for the week, so had to dip into my other money for it.

My guy usually doesn't do any less than a "full" but if I'm going to his location he will usually do it, but will never deliver less than a full. So it sucked to use up one of times he would do just a half on a deal in which I only made out with 2 bags, with only one of them being free. On a better note she wasn't being an annoying bitch that time, probably since she knew that I went out of my way for her and barely even took out my fair amount, and also since it was good stuff that was better, cheaper, and a lot faster to get than her connects.
 
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12 is the earliest your dude will see you? Damn man. That is so not good dope dealer protocol. Most of them know that a lot of addicts end up super sick in the early morning and theres a huge rush of business before 9.

I have a guy who is literally 24/7 (which is rare most of them wont see you from like 2-7am) you can call him at 4:30 in the am, he keeps his phone on loud next to his bed, he picks up and is ready in fifteen minutes.

This. Honestly, I'm only pissed that I lost one of my phone connects because his shit was some of the best in my state. Cold copping has been wonderful these past few months because the dealers operate very early and when I hit the spot, I've both copped and fixed in under 10 minutes. It's a beautiful thing.
 
U dont fix while your in the ghetto? Dude just wait till u get home man your gonna have a bad experience,especially if your driving
 
U dont fix while your in the ghetto? Dude just wait till u get home man your gonna have a bad experience,especially if your driving

I take it ya meant I fix while I'm in the ghetto? Honestly, the spot I go to isn't ghetto at all. I don't drive to where I currently cop and I either fix at my friends or in a particular establishment where I'm also friends with one of the employees. The situation is all good and extremely safe (fixing wise; cold copping obviously has it's own set of risks).
 
found a connect who gets his shit from Allentown, PA and he was the only one I could get a reliable answer from tonight anyway. Nothing really to write home about, I think what they do in Allentown is get shit either from Philly or Newark and just cut it and rebag the dope. Usually bags from Philly get folded up 4 times so I dont think that's where these came

quantity is quite small but it gets the job done
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I'm quitting dope now. Got 16 days off it today and 1 use in 22 days. Anyways the connect I had got his shit from Philly and we were getting blue bags and they got better abd better. The last batch I had were called "king" and they were awesome. Apparently a week after I stopped by coworker got a batch which his usual dose had him. Nodding dangerously hard along with anyone else that got the same batch. He said if I did my usualy 2 bags that I wouldn't have been able to work, much less function. But anyways out bags were about that size which is good for around here cuz I've seen people try to sell a 3rd of that as a bag because its "good". Your dope looks like the same shit I would get. Just comes out in flakey thin white chunks that you gotta chop up.
 
toughed it out for like a day and then i got sub but it was still a little rough. i got 24 8mg sub pills left cuz my sister had a bunch just sitting at the pharmacy. i got 32 if em. i gotta take a piss test friday to make sure i dont have benzos in my system and then i get my spot in a 90 day suboxone program, which was supposed to be open nov 4th b ut i just got all my info together so its gonna be like mid november or it could be earlier, idk. all i know is ill be on sub till then and im gonna do my program right and hop off sub in febuary or march, whenever the programs over. ill be doing meetings, journaling, 2 group sessions a week, random piss tests, and individual counseling.

im not drinking alcohol anymore either cuz im just switching one for another so i got 4 days clean from alcohol but would have had 12 if i didnt drink saturday. by friday my weed consumption is gonna be 0. ill be sober completly minus sub but i dont get high off that minus a slight mood lift. im at about 6mgs a day average at this point. things are looking so much clearer and its only been a few weeks of no dope
 
This is the first time I have been sick in quite awhile. I forgot how fucking cold I would feel. I have on 3 layers of clothes and the heat on in the house and im shivering like a motherfucker. I have been jumping from subs to dope and back for the last month and the transition is getting tougher and tougher. Its times like this I wish I was on methadone.
 
^thats exactly what happened to me. the more id switch the harder it would get...sometimes id PW, even though i felt plenty sick. i could tell it was making my receptors go nuts, so i ended up stopping both and got on mmt. not an up or down move, more lateral imo, tho some ppl would sya its a step back.
 
This is the first time I have been sick in quite awhile. I forgot how fucking cold I would feel. I have on 3 layers of clothes and the heat on in the house and im shivering like a motherfucker. I have been jumping from subs to dope and back for the last month and the transition is getting tougher and tougher. Its times like this I wish I was on methadone.

I feel your pain, man. Been trying to get back on the subs for a while. You just fuck yourself really bad by going back and forth. I haven't even been on bupe for a year and it's still incredibly hard to transition.

Are you attempting to get back on bupe now? Or are you just dope sick?

IME, if you can last 2-3 days, the bupe will start to work... it's just not easy to get there as until it begins to work, you're basically kicking CT.
 
I feel your pain, man. Been trying to get back on the subs for a while. You just fuck yourself really bad by going back and forth. I haven't even been on bupe for a year and it's still incredibly hard to transition.

Are you attempting to get back on bupe now? Or are you just dope sick?

IME, if you can last 2-3 days, the bupe will start to work... it's just not easy to get there as until it begins to work, you're basically kicking CT.

Yeah I took 5 days off bupe and shot a gram and a half of dope over that time. I started taking the bupe 24 hours after my last shot and I was feeling pretty ill. That was like 18 hours ago. I ended up taking around 2.5mg which is alot for me. I still haven't slept but I feel a little better. This is the 4th time in the last month that I have made the transition. I know I am fucking up but when I get money nothing else really matters.
 
^thats exactly what happened to me. the more id switch the harder it would get...sometimes id PW, even though i felt plenty sick. i could tell it was making my receptors go nuts, so i ended up stopping both and got on mmt. not an up or down move, more lateral imo, tho some ppl would sya its a step back.

Im giving methadone a lot of thought. I figured after 4 years on subs 6 years on opiates consecutively that im starting to get into lifer territory. theres a big chance that I will never get off opiates. If that's the case I agree that done is the better option for stability.
 
honestly, the only thing i dislike about mmt is having to go 6 days a week to get it. luckily the place i go is only a ten min drive, plus there are clinics all over the county and city. i havent noticed anything weird, havnt had any hormonal inbalance, gained a little weight but that went away after a while. in the dr's terms im responding very well. my sub dr used to give me a UA like once every 2 months or so, at the mmt clinic i get one every 3 or 4 months it seems. and they are pretty lax about it. i have an rx for my xanax, dont smoke weed much anymore, and dont do anything else. it sucks bc i could qualify for takehomes but a few years back they made it anyone with a benzo rx cant get takehomes, they just dont have to be on a contract.
 
Getting off opiates sucks, but it feels amazing to be off everything...Ive been back on Sub for 7 months now because of a 6 week "slip"....My friend has been shooting heroin everyday for 5 years straight now...He kept going when I stopped 2 years ago...He never believed me about the Sub transition thing because it never used to happen to him...When it was getting late in the day and I still hadn't copped and had to work the next day, he's tell me to "just take some suboxone"! I tried to explain to him that it wouldn't work right away and I always held out until I could get some dope, which sometimes didn't happen until midnight on rare occasions!

Now, he really wants to kick the dope but he's scared of just taking suboxone!
 
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Yeah man, after a 5 year run... that shit isn't easy.

I so regret going back to using after being on suboxone. Everything was going great for me... I felt awesome psychically, was in a good place, and threw it all away... that was 2 years ago. Fuck me.
 
^I remember you having a rough detox last year, it's not easy....There's no point in putting yourself through the hell of getting off H if you're gonna end up back on it anyway!
 
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