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What you describe is very familiar BHM. Except I refused to give up my life for peer pressure and went to uni anyway*. Why didn't you?

* consequences? Don't know anyone from my schooldays and haven't done since...schooldays.
 
BlindHelperMonkey said:
sam, i never dumbed myself down - read voraciously since a babby - but i found it necessary to condescend (in the purest sense of the word) to make myself understood and/or to disuade the kind of dickheads who equate intelligence with weakness.
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I just twatted 'em.

BlindHelperMonkey said:
had i gone college/uni, we'd prolly be much alike. now THERES a scary thought, eh;)
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I was (mentally and physically) ill through most of college and missed several exams, ended up going to a university far below my 'academic calibre' (and predicted straight-A grades) merely to escape an abusive environment, then promptly dropped out after approximately three weeks, after which I became a street drinker.

I returned to Manchester, went on the dole (and heroin), sleeping on mates' couches inbetween charming rich young students into taking me in.

My life has not been how you seem to imagine it.
 
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cant find my first place, but its just down the road from here;


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and yes, thats an estate agents shot. i.e, cleaned up some :\



lol at young sam considering this a posh estate :D
 
I was brought up in a street like that until I was about 7. Had a park opposite tho, which was a bit of a bonus. Otherwise than that it was back to back terraces
 
BlindHelperMonkey said:
lol at young sam considering this a posh estate :D
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Ripe for robbery, I'd say. ;)


My first place? Ah. That's different:

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The Homeless Families' Unit. Communal baths, four to a room, black-eyed women crying everywhere... the works.

We were only there because my mother fucked my dad over (once again) after she spent the rent money on drugs, but some memories are just etched into your mind.

EDIT: Do I win something for this? :D
 
shm - two words; smack habit. i was addicted at 16. only got a couple months into college before it became unfeasible to raise money and attend class. so i dropped out to become a fulltime junkie. psychology teacher was a cool, long haired, ex-plo member and my sociology teacher an ex university philosophy lecturer. biggest mistake of my life


a year later, i was homeless. aged seventeen
woe is me etc
 
i dont really thing im a hardcore drug user, ok i got so stupifiedly stoned every night in my late teens that i had a breakdown, i go on 3 month benzo binges, a 12 month opiate binge before i realised it was a problem, its taken another year to be on the verge oif getting clean, stayed up 3 nights on mdpv, used it all weekend every weekend for 6 months when i couldnt get any decent mephedrone, before that i used mephedrone all weekend every weekend for about 2 years, but i cant fuckin take it. It fucks me up. If i was hardcore Id be able to do all that without getting fucked up ? Actually after re reading that maybe i am a long shot for the categgory. Anybody please feel free to blast holes in my argument. Like Freddy Mercury in bohemian rhapsody im ready to face the truth, im not so sensitive and prone to flying off the handle any more.

Oh, most fiery tempremant: lest not we forget Nights Epiphany/YPDH.
 
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I mean i would have posted that earlier but the bus was fukin ages .

This is a Monday morning where are y'all if your Hardcore you should be up n bout it surely ?
 
Sammy G said:
Yeah this has become a 'get yer sob stories out' thread, hasn't it? :D
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Just a bit. I was almost starting to feel guilty looking at the the horrendous villas some of you have had to live in, but then I remembered you shouldn't have been so lazy in the first place. Such is life, I suppose.
 
brimz said:
Hardcore , today i have already bought off 2 different dealers n spent £95 on H & W

30 was pay back for lay ons
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I do have plenty of drugs now .

1.2gs of B n half a g of W .

That will be gone by tonight i expect although i will share some n hopefully save a boot for the morning .
 
BlindHelperMonkey said:
shm - two words; smack habit. i was addicted at 16. only got a couple months into college before it became unfeasible to raise money and attend class. so i dropped out to become a fulltime junkie. psychology teacher was a cool, long haired, ex-plo member and my sociology teacher an ex university philosophy lecturer. biggest mistake of my life


a year later, i was homeless. aged seventeen
woe is me etc
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At that age...I lost all my schoolmates and both me parents in 12 months (careless eh? Not really, they died) and ended up living with and fucking my English A level lecturer.

We've all got our own hardcore. ;)
 
raas_2012 said:
Well done, BHM. One of the most amusing threads we've had in a long time. BTW who's MSB? Did you mean MDB (MyDrugBuddy) and he's not Christian is he? Don't think he's posted once in the theology thread. I declare myself hands down winner!
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no ive allways avoided that one, doesnt really interest me at the moment, maybe when i get a copy of the bible it will, ive only clicked on it once so far and that was when i was very bored.

BlindHelperMonkey said:
aye, that shady isaraeli blokel
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yeah thats the one.
 
Marmalade said:
I was brought up in a street like that until I was about 7. Had a park opposite tho, which was a bit of a bonus. Otherwise than that it was back to back terraces
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i currently live on a street like that. However it doesnt have any boarded up windows, and the council have planted 15 - 20 foot trees at intervals along the pavement. It really has transformed the place. When my Gran visited she said it was a pretty street, i had never noticed that before, but gradually realised she was right. What a difference a couple of rows of trees can make. Bleak urban desolation gave way to leafy terraces.
 
hey shm, thats well hot. so where are we on the ideal fantasy scale here.... average looking, poor and only slightly older, or a rich, older, hottie? i believe this to be a pertinent aspect of the discussion ;)





but, on topic;

bunny boiler par excellence/most likely to cut your balls off as you sleep


nightsepiphany
 
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