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The EADD Mental Health Support Thread

Nicklazz said:
15 beers loads of mxe and ok amount of AH opiat rc + unknown amount of etizolam powder dangerous eh?
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Dangerous? Yes. Etizolam + 15 beers = blackouts and chaotic behaviour. Booze, benzos and AH7921 = pass out, vomit and choke. MXE is the least of your worries here but it won't exactly help. I hope this isn't a list of things you've already taken? :|


Get in company. You almost certainly need someone to look out for you with all that in your system.
 
knock said:
Dangerous? Yes. Etizolam + 15 beers = blackouts and chaotic behaviour. Booze, benzos and AH7921 = pass out, vomit and choke. MXE is the least of your worries here but it won't exactly help. I hope this isn't a list of things you've already taken? :|


Get in company. You almost certainly need someone to look out for you with all that in your system.
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it is the list
 
im feeling fine dno what is happening but dAMN IM LOook like fuck. waiting for mom calls back
 
Honestly I want to say a relative consolation is if you were gonna OD, you'd probably already have by now. How long ago dyou take all this stuff? Is an ambulance coming?
Seems normal you can't think properly and look off but if you can type that's already a (very) good sign.
Oh yeah and stay on your side.

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Was hoping I might be able to get some guidance...
So I've just recently quit 4 different classes of drugs CT at once - an irregular but massive xanax habit, very regular 4-FA/cocaine, very regular numerous RC psychs, and the occasional heroin relapse. It's been about 20 days with just a couple xanax since but my brain feels like it's just completely melted. I'm sleeping a maximum of about 2 hours a night, getting vivid hallucinations whenever I'm tired (which is pretty much always now), brain zaps, panic attacks, big mood swings, aching and nerve pain everywhere and just general emptiness/depression. Also, what's probably the most annoying thing is it feels like I've just suddenly become stupid. It's like my brain doesn't make connections anymore and I'm just slow. I know this is a perfectly normal reaction to gaba W/Ds and apparently dopamine depletion as well, but it's driving me insane. And obviously huge cravings for basically all of those on top of the physical stuff.
I'm not going to relapse because I really need this break from drugs, and I know these symptoms are normal, but fuck it's really taking a toll on me. I feel better in the sense I know I'm doing the right thing here and it'll pay off in the end but feels like torture in the meantime. I wish I could at least sleep.
Best part about all this is although the main motivation for me to get clean was to be a better person to everyone in my life, I don't have the patience to deal with anyone at all these days and I'm struggling to have nice conversations.
Anyway have no idea what I'm actually asking for but I needed to rant somewhere. Quitting heroin on its own was horrible enough, but with 3 other drugs on top of it it's just...ugh. So I thought this would be a good place to vent at 4:17am when I gotta be up at 8 :(

Much love to everyone on here <3
 
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If you're conscious and ok this long after ingesting the combo then you will almost certainly be absolutely fine. If you are going to od then you will be nodding out in a few seconds if you iv to an hour or so tops with oral (unless methadone is involved) in the case of an od.
 
Did not take with them, I talked a lot with the paramedics, could not get myself to go with em' my anxiety + my ocd + im feeling just need sum sleep. it was my mom called them she is really worried, I did tho blackout few times and can't remember much through this night, why I called so many people etc etc. Sitting home noe they left, they say I looked OK, ofc they cold see suum thing was wrong + not good the mix I have done, but im takin the chance stayin home..

im ok, just feeling weird <3
 
Nicklazz said:
Marmalade u from denmark or what ya sayin? or u coming to denmark in august?
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70% Danske. And yes, I will be.

Seems like you've had a rough night by the sounds of it. I'm sure your Ma will just be relieved to know you're alright, rather than annoyed btw.

What about trying to get some sleep if you can? You sound like you could do with some
 
Nicklazz said:
and very sad. man my mom so worried, im the biggest idiot on the planet ;(
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no youre not, but i can understand you feeling like that. Im sure nearly all of us here have done things we regret and feel like an idiot for doing. You were lucky to survive that one, but as long as you learn by your mistakes that makes you intelligent.
 
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