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badrobot114

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I, personally, use it as a tool to support and improve my relationship with my partner and am quite addicted to the way it enhances music. I must say if that if the drug had only euphoria and forced empathy towards strangers to offer i'd find it quite boring. Luckily, i've come to appreciate it as the amazing therapeutic and life-improving tool it can be.

What about you?
 
Because its illegal & readily accessible & cheap. If mdma was legalised and treated as a medication the world would be a safer, better place.
 
I take it at big rave festivals because I want to make my initial investment of time/effort worth the money and the experience. I have had the best times of my life at rave festivals on MDMA/Molly. However, I don't take it at every big rave that I go to. Moderation is my motto.
 
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The body high of pure orgasm. I've learned the hard way that I will not, and cannot achieve this dosing more than 1x every month. I've now been clean for 2 months and await my next roll with enthusiasm. I have 200mg of MDEA and should be getting 100mg of some MDMA to add in. So stoked! Fuck dancing, I just want to lay in the grass and feel the world while listening to the music.
 
i'm a naturally shy and reserved person so when i take MDMA it completely opens me up and allows me to be myself. i love taking MDMA at shows/raves because it makes me super social. i can go around and meet tons of new people and have intense conversations with strangers. MDMA makes me feel peaceful and content with myself and my surroundings. i get a sense of unity with those around me and i can empathize with others emotions. i absolutely love the way MDMA enhances electronic music. i can completely understand the music and it soothes my soul. i can't help but dance my ass off like it's a fucking mission. the visual distortion that MDMA creates can be so beautiful as well. when my eyes start wiggling out of control and the lights start tracing all the way across the room, i can't help but smile from ear to ear. forever. man i could go on and on about why i love MDMA. it's just so damn amazing. it completes me.
 
I still think the most amazing aspect of md is how it lets me connect and communicate with my girl. Things we discuss and the feeling of closeness we share on the drug remain just as strong even when the roll is over. Last time we both rolled at a massive we went out and sat in an open field while the sun was coming up and we were coming up HARD. Honestly we could've been perfectly content sitting there for the duration of the roll and talking about our relationship/life in general as we view it and be completely content. It was definitely one of the best moments of my life. I feel I am slowly starting to appreciate the therapeutic effects more than using it just as a feel good, party substance.

The best form of couple therapy humanity has invented, bar none :P
 
I normally take MDMA at a rave or festival like environment which is fun. When I take it during these events I find it really breaks down all "boundaries" I would normally have and makes me more social, because of this I have made many friends across the Pacific North West. My most treasured friends right now I met either at Lucky 2013 (A annual massive held in WAMU Theater in Seattle) or at Paradiso 2013 and I've been down to Seattle a handful of times since to visit them. :)

I have also taken MDMA in a much more relaxed environment, once at my friends house during the day, once at my house during a party and once at the beach. All of these times I found it just made me feel great and has really strengthened my friendships with the people who shared the experiences with me. I honestly prefer taking MDMA in a home setting with close friends over a rave or festival just simply because you can do whatever you want, you can play whatever music you want, you are totally in control of the environment and it's so nice sharing those awesome moments with your friends and just you friends. I'm not hating on taking MDMA at rave at all, I still love doing that but I find the home a bit more enjoyable. :)

To answer your question badrobot114, I take MDMA to "let loose" every now and then at raves and to make me more social. I also take it to help strengthen my already strong friendships and I've even found some of the therapeutic properties that it's known for during some of my usage.
 
I take it because I love sitting and having open, honest, deep and uninhibited conversations with my friends and partner. I love the things people bring up (the things they want to say but are usually afraid to and self-conscious about)! Although we're all quite open, sometimes I'm surprised by the things people think about, and moreso what they shy away from saying. We end up bonding so much and it carries on into the rest of the relationship. My partner and I also talk a lot about our relationship, and there are no walls up. We talk about all of the things we love and the challenges we have, and we both know that the other person is being 100% honest partly because of the loss of inhibitions and partly because with all of that empathy and being able to see it from the other person's side, there's no judgement or reason to lie or filter things too much.
 
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i'm a naturally shy and reserved person so when i take MDMA it completely opens me up and allows me to be myself. i love taking MDMA at shows/raves because it makes me super social. i can go around and meet tons of new people and have intense conversations with strangers. MDMA makes me feel peaceful and content with myself and my surroundings. i get a sense of unity with those around me and i can empathize with others emotions. i absolutely love the way MDMA enhances electronic music. i can completely understand the music and it soothes my soul. i can't help but dance my ass off like it's a fucking mission. the visual distortion that MDMA creates can be so beautiful as well. when my eyes start wiggling out of control and the lights start tracing all the way across the room, i can't help but smile from ear to ear. forever. man i could go on and on about why i love MDMA. it's just so damn amazing. it completes me.
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Pretty much this for me too.
 
I like MDMA because it makes me feel fantastic, and it can really help you bond with close friends. I used to love going to clubs and becoming friends with everyone there on it, but after a while that experience started to seem kind of hollow. I really prefer one-on-one communication with it now. I've never taken it with a boyfriend but I would LOVE to one day, though I haven't rolled in a couple years now. Ultimately though I think what I really enjoy about MDMA is that it feels like a psychedelic with an outward focus. Most of the time when I take psychedelics (not always, but usually) they turn me inward and I prefer to trip alone, but MDMA lets me get that same kind of glowing euphoria and energy combined with that incredible openness instead. I also like how it takes me to a place mentally similar psychedelics, but it's still more of a high than trip. It doesn't require the same kind of commitment and it's still pretty easy for me to function normally if I really have to. It's just a really nice drug all around. Oh, and the music of course. <3
 
None of my friends really do MDMA or trip etc. only one really. So i'm usually waiting to take mdma when i go out to a social event like a party and nobody really knows i'm on it, they just think im a really nice person
 
I don't. MDMA has too many side effects for me.

BK-MDMA is amazing though. I can redose for hours and sleep a couple of minutes after the last dose, wake up and feel fine.

I take it because on it everything feels better, I am in a permanent good mood, and it helps me open up to close friends of mine. It also makes me appreciate things in my life more, especially music. Some of the undertones and non-lead instruments in music I feel I can only hear on a good dose of BK-MDMA.
 
Well speaking generally for empathogens:

- It's really fun and I love euphoria (who doesn't...)
- I've found the empathy to be an amazing catalyst for personal relationships, at least sometimes. I've had some of the best talks with friends on this stuff (in those cases mostly methylone) and made a new close friendship just recently (on 5-MAPB). Of course the extreme empathy only lasts during the experience, but at least in the latter case the accomplishments lasted well beyond and definitely brightened my everyday life since the person in question is my flat mate (with whom I had lived together for almost 2 years up to this point without ever really getting to know him).

So for me as a generally socially anxious person the second quality really hits it off.
 
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