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drugs or substances you won't touch again

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Benzos / lyrica / gabapentin - withdrawal that lasts over a year is not worth it no matter what. Fuck gabaergics and lyrica/neurontin.

Opiates I will not touch for 6 months or another year, need a break.

LSD because I had my worst moments ever on it.

Stimulants and MDMA I'm just generally tired of and use like once every other year, then I get the comedown from hell, tell myself I will never use them again but always end up forgetting that the next year anyway.

Nicotine I see no point in continuing to use now that I am off the opiates so I quit smoking over a year ago and will probably not start doing it again unless I get addicted to opiates again.
 
SwampFox56 said:
I feel pretty much the same. I tried Oxy for the first time a couple days ago.....

I took ONE 15MG dose and was craving the stuff for 3 days afterwards. I'm actually really glad I don't have anymore of it :/
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Opioids have a tendency to do that. For me, morphine's combination of intense euphoria and short duration immediately caused a massive compulsion. It was one of the most unsatisfying experiences I have ever had.

There are some drugs I would consider trying if I could be assured of no legal consequences. But that entire class is out.
 
^ short duration? I find morphine to be one of the more longer lasting opiates. Good thing you didn't try hydromorphone or fentanyl :D
 
Toz said:
^ short duration? I find morphine to be one of the more longer lasting opiates. Good thing you didn't try hydromorphone or fentanyl :D
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I mean the initial rush, which lasted about three seconds. What followed was enjoyable (at least before the hives started), but nowhere near as powerful.

I suspect it may have been stronger if I hadn't been in so much pain before I took it.
 
yeah morphine is definately one of the longer acting opiates.

even while hooked pretty deep an IV dose will keep me well for up to 36-48 hours before wds strike and its time to really think about fixing up before much longer.
 
tentram said:
yeah morphine is definately one of the longer acting opiates.

even while hooked pretty deep an IV dose will keep me well for up to 36-48 hours before wds strike and its time to really think about fixing up before much longer.
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Yeah me too. Morphine can be a not so bad gig if you do have the habit already. Morphine didn't give me bothersome hives. Hydroxizine helps immensely. Codeine oh shit scratch,, scratch. I'm using subs so I hope I can keep it in the past. My habit that is.
 
i hear ya. ive been dependent on morph for a year now (pain mgtmnt) and thankfully always have my ir oxy script and codiene fortes should i use up the morph early.

histamine reaction i usually embrace, but not today. i had to take a promethazine just before my last hit not long ago as i had been rubbing my face n nose, which were becoming irritating n a little sore. nipped it in the bud before turning a beetroot.
 
I talk to a lot of people and the pain mgmnt docs seem to be using morphine more and prescribing something else for "breakthrough" pain relief. I don't get it. Prescribe an amount of morphine that holds a person. Still though as for the op I'll keep at arms length the opiates.
 
Seyer said:
Yeah thats because MDMA is something you really shouldnt use more than 4 times a year at most.
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Yeah thats wht i heard haha. I heard either 30,60, or 90 days between doses. I still dont like how i have that brain fried feeling and derealisation after it. Id take good blow over mdma anytime haha. To each his own.
bukweat said:
Yeah me too. Morphine can be a not so bad gig if you do have the habit already. Morphine didn't give me bothersome hives. Hydroxizine helps immensely. Codeine oh shit scratch,, scratch. I'm using subs so I hope I can keep it in the past. My habit that is.
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I find codeine too weak now to be worth it. I have to add in xanax and alcohol to be ''nodding''. Maybe i lack the enzyme thing to metabolize it who knows
 
Seyer said:
If its just a regular night out or just chillin with friends, then oh yeah me too. Ill take the cocaine anyday. MDMA use is something I like to plan a bit, good company, good place to chill, etc.
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Yeah i see what you mean.What sucks with md though is once youve abused it enough to lose the magic it seems to never return...everytime since my ''abuse episode'' i tried to roll,varying from .1 to .3 as one time dose, everytime i t was just depersonalisation fest,weirdness,and caffeine like stimulation. Sometimes i miss the first time rolls those were the best.
 
BlueHues said:
I feel that way without drugs half the time, you only have one brain I guess.:\
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Shit ifeel for you man. I noticed im overstimed too, cant go to sleep whitout a depressant,edgyness. And the beloved Depersonalisation/Derealisation. I hate that shit lol. Did you start to feel that way after a certain abuse of something?
ebola? said:
How long have your breaks been?

ebola
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When i was on the verge of being 17 i ate mdma caps everyday for 2 weeks. Inb4 ''It wasnt MDMA'' yes it was, i tested it. I was ignorant and thought i could get away with doing it everyday like meth or weed. Big mistake. Im almost 20 now and since then i did it maybe around 15 times. Each time was the same bullshit i described in the earlier posts. That bender seemed to change something in me because since then im way more emotionally unstable then before. Last time i took some was in february this year. My dumbass didnt test the pills.

I dont know what kind of msytery chemical mix was in them but i know it was enough to fuck me up to the point more then half a year later im still not back to normal. Cant smoke weed, Cant dot any stims except for Blow and Crack, Im derealised all the time,etc,etc. I doubt i will ever ocme near an X pill again. It was my fault for not testing it but thinking about E or MDMA now invokes very bad memories.
 
Never any high doses of Diphenhydramine ever again. I once combined Klonipin, beer, close to a full bottle of Nyquil and about 28 Benadryls, and I woke up in the hospital, strapped down to a bed with nothing but a diaper on. No recollection of anything, although I was told that I punched two doctors.
 
1) DXM - that stuff is horrible. And I didn't like the high but I was doing it anyway to escape my reality was was in the crapper at the time.

2) whippets (nitrous.) That shit is DANGEROUS. I saw a friend of mine do 2 balloons' worth in quick succession, pass out on the spot and smash his head into the corner of the wooden bed...had to go to the hospital. And I keep thinking about all the brain cells I'm killing with it. Not that other drugs don't also kill brain cells...but...

3) benzos (any benzo.) I keep saying I'll never do it again and I do mean it but if it were presented to me I'm not sure I would be able to abstain. I was addicted to Xanax and Klonopin for years and I know how terrible the WD is but if I just had ONE bar, and I didn't have a clear and easy way to obtain more, I might take it.

4) LSD - it was fun while it lasted but you need to be mentally stable in order to take this drug. I am not stable enough and this has been repeatedly proven by the number of bad trips I have had. However it produced lasting effects in how I look at life and I will never perceive reality the same way again.

5) crack - tried it only a few times, just enough to know that it's too much for me. I'd be addicted now if I didn't have a good friend who warned me off.
 
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