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jethro1000

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Hi everyone this is my first time to post here.
I am really scared right now. IM 26 yrs old male 135pounds.
I tool half a capsule of ecstasy a month ago. I divided that have capsule into 3 parts and decided to take each part 3 consecutive nights. A day after the ecstasy i started to feel really tired and slept the whole night. Next day i had panic attacks that made me visit er they found nothing wrong with my body and told me that i was just having a panic attack. Panic attacks repeated 3x that week and been to the hosp with every attack. I started to feel anxious and really depressed i am so anxious that going to grocery made me have panic attacks. A month after i still feel the same i am really scared right now i still feel anxious about everything.. i am so emotionally sensitive. Depressd that i have fkc up my life. Is there anyway that i will be back to normal? This is taking my life from me.

Anyone who had gone with the same situation and comeback normal?

I have no plans of taking molly forever. The capsule was green in color and have a "fly high" mark on it.

pls im so depressd that its kinda feel i want to die than live like this.

Sorry for my english. Email me pls :
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Dude you are goin to be ok , you are a situation pretty normal here (just take a look to the forum) . how long? nobody knows but for me took months until i started to feel better, so take it mind that is not forever and ALWAYS gets better.

any questions be free to ask.
 
hello derok

derok said:
Dude you are goin to be ok , you are a situation pretty normal here (just take a look to the forum) . how long? nobody knows but for me took months until i started to feel better, so take it mind that is not forever and ALWAYS gets better.

any questions be free to ask.
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So do you think this extreme anxiousness and depression will go/subside? Its already been a month. I was given antidepressant by my gp but i refuse to use it. Oh lord ill do anything to be my normal self again. I cant even go to the groceries. Some times i have a normal day but somedays are bad like right now suicidal sorry. I starting to believe this will be forever..
 
I've noticed after 8 years of regular use, I can get very tempered easily from mdma now, similar to the way i develop forms of anger on mushrooms or alcohol.. Although I've never personally talked to anyone else about having this issue, i feel like certain i may be the type of person susceptible towards anger management lol.
Not to say im an ignorant freak or anything on m, but when people seriously aggravate me or intentionally try to pick a fight with me, eventually i can't keep my cool and i blow up with rage lol...
But i feel this is mostly because of the environment i surrounded myself in... After that as long as i focus on keeping a positive attitude im okay.
I understand your situation is a lot different, but what I am trying to get across is that your surroundings play a huge role on your personality, whether or not your rolling...so try to keep a positive state of mind, remember that it is only a drug, and that your body is just taking its time on your path to full recovery.
You can also try to do things that will help promote healthy living, like exercising at home or wherever is comfortable ( which releases endorphins to help you feel good), hang out with good company ( to help you forget about your anxiety for a while), go play some sport/ hobbies/ activities...keep busy, and keep your mind off the fact that you feel out of tune.
If all else fails, try and smoke some weed, or eat a weed cookie...some of my worst hangover days were made better simply by eating a cpl cookies. It will continue to make you feel tired and spacey, but at least you'll be happy and somewhat regulated...and then you can get a crazy sleep that night, and work off the rest of the hangover while your in a deep coma sleep lol...
Word up, cannabis is my savour, whenever I feel down, hung over, pissed off, sad, whatever the case...alls I need is a couple Bong rips to put me back on my feet.
 
Your panic attacks and anxiety are guaranteed worsened from you worrying about whether they will end.
The thing about them is that there's nothing chemical that has to change for them to go away, you did a minimal amount of mdma or whatever was in that capsule so there would be no physiological changes to your brain.
There's nothing a doctor can do as it's all in your head, you just have to take little steps every day to do something that you're afraid of, but not so much that you get a panic attack, and it will get better.
 
Jethro1000 i dont post that much round here im more of a reader of topics but after reading your problem i had to log on an reply.10 days ago i went on holidays with my friends and something triggered panic attacks and god awful anxiety in me.It got so bad that after 4 days on holiday i had to cut my holiday short and come home.I havent taking any drugs in a long time because they were causing me anxiety panic depression the full works.After roughly 3 years dealing with these feelings i can tell you the only sure way to start feeling normal again is.............EXERCISE AND HEALTHY DIET if you didnt hear that i said EXERCISE AND HEALTHY DIET. There are lots of foods that can help with anxiety levels and there are certain foods and drinks thst should be avoided eg caffine.A few days exercise along with a healthy diet and some good old fashioned fresh air will have you felling right as rain my friend.I got home from my holiday or nightmare last sat morning and i felt like absolute shite but a few days off forcing myself to eat healthy and go to the gym and i feel better with every passing day oh and try to be positive these feeling WILL pass how long it takes is up to you.Good luck
 
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