Came literally inches from being arrested again yesterday. I mean, cuffed and sitting on the side walk, the whole nine yards. Had I not eaten my shit at the last possible moment, my ass would be back at Rikers for the foreseeable future till they sent me upstate somewhere.
Fuck, it was a jarring experience. Scared the shit out of me thinking about going back to jail. My life literally flashed before my eyes for a second.
So, fuck this shit. I'm over it. Been 13 hours since my last dose and I refuse to cop another single bag. I'm done and I don't care how bad the suboxone transition is.