I often get racing thoughts specially on the come up.. i have to consciously try control myself mentally in order to fully relax as if i don't i can be thinking about lots of things at once like a brain storm of small snapshots of thoughts.. feels like i have ADHD in a way... similar to the excessive thinking weed induces but from a different perspective plus its easily controlled and not unpleasant
its like my mind obsesses over having the most eventful, best experience possible if its a big occasion and if i dont control myself id go in thought loops on how to maximize my night like, hence obsessing over small things like should i dance with them now or stay with her, should i go chill outside for a bit now?no! will miss my fav song.. I think its because in the past ive just zoned out dancing to music and bang bang my nights over in a blink of an eye.. so recently my mind has been obsessed with making my night very eventful and interesting rather than just zoning out in one spot and not remembering much
its nothing major that would negatively that affect my night, it's just a small thought loop going on at the back of my head nearly subconsciously
can anyone relate?
its like my mind obsesses over having the most eventful, best experience possible if its a big occasion and if i dont control myself id go in thought loops on how to maximize my night like, hence obsessing over small things like should i dance with them now or stay with her, should i go chill outside for a bit now?no! will miss my fav song.. I think its because in the past ive just zoned out dancing to music and bang bang my nights over in a blink of an eye.. so recently my mind has been obsessed with making my night very eventful and interesting rather than just zoning out in one spot and not remembering much
its nothing major that would negatively that affect my night, it's just a small thought loop going on at the back of my head nearly subconsciously
can anyone relate?
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