The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - 25 posts overdue

[RLP]

 

[gayorstraight]

you're looking at a Star Of The Week badge this week GoS!

I have a smug mug :D

 

[Mailmonkey]

ahhhh. He's waving

 

[matt<3ketamine]

Tryin to ask French people about raves on pochine doesn't work wen u Hav a heavy Belfast accent

 

[hexagram]

Just out of interest has anyone here ever tried DOM?

 

[BlindHelperMonkey]

who authorised the personality swap between knock and mailmonkey? wouldnt it have been more tactful to pm knock and get him to merge it himself, or not leave the patronising reason in the edit box? youve already fucked up someones posts elsewhere on your merging crusade. its the fucked megathread ffs, if its not spam - let it slide



and fwiw, how scarily accurate were raas' predictions... creepy shit

 

[Mailmonkey]

who authorised the personality swap between knock and mailmonkey? wouldnt it have been more tactful to pm knock and get him to merge it himself, or not leave the patronising reason in the edit box? youve already fucked up someones posts elsewhere on your merging crusade. its the fucked megathread ffs, if its not spam - let it slide



and fwiw, how scarily accurate were raas' predictions... creepy shit

lol, i don't think knock will find the reason patronising. :D

 

[BlindHelperMonkey]

the act is patronising in of itself. you should present a united front



....actually, fuck that. i prefer the infighting :D

 

[Mailmonkey]

we're not fighting

it's not patronising. knock knows that.

Glad you're back anyway.

Stay this time?

 

[knock]

Fuck sake :D

Mailmonkey step AWAY from my posts.

 

[Mailmonkey]

in before knocks double post!

 

[BlindHelperMonkey]

we're not fighting

it's not patronising. knock knows that.

Glad you're back anyway.

Stay this time?

surething flatflace ;p



as long as you remain mainly cool as fuck mailmonkey and less so oberleutenant merge-o-monkey, shouldnt be a problem

 

[Mailmonkey]

I'll merge you in a minute pal.

 

[Uncle Robert]

We should stick you two in a room with some typewriters and see what happens

 

[Raasyvibe]

and fwiw, how scarily accurate were raas' predictions... creepy shit

As soon as he revealed he was going to use al-lad to stay up all night, whist already drinking, for a 7:30am meeting, alarm bells rang. There was no way he could drive the car legally, and then there's the issue of dealing with the staff in that state; chances are they would not empathise with his late night usage of Al-lad.

Still - it's not bad. Something incredibly heart warming came out amongst all this:

tail end of mild al-lad dwindling out, wine and etizolam now but I'm thinking I could double drop al-lad and be awake at 7.30 to take car to garage.

Thoughts?

There was no way it was ever going to be a good idea; no way he could justify doing this. So I advised him just to go to bed... but his response:

too late my friend! too late.

Don't you just love those words. It's a stupid idea; it's going to be a huge mistake. I know. He knows it - but he did it anyway, without even discussing it. His love for drugs exceeded sparing any thought to common sense, and his own well-being.

He did it because he loves the drugs. There's something really sacrificial about it. There is great beauty in those few words.

Like a raver who's practically got serotonin syndrome from a weekend away partying... continues to take more pills on the Sunday... risking their mental health... Just because they love the scene so much.

Something really romantic about those druggies who - when they know it's stupid - do it regardless for the love of the drug.

 

[BlindHelperMonkey]

lol youre a poetic soul raas. some would call it greediness, you however strive to see the positive. i like that


hows the boozing going btw, is it just me or have you done so less this past week or so. cd player broke? ;p

 

[Acid4Blood]

Just out of interest has anyone here ever tried DOM?

Had 10mg a few years ago that was laid on 5 hits of getafix blotter. Acquired from a friend. Stash got found & destroyed before I ever got to try it.
It's the "Grandaddy" psych tho apparently! %)

 

[StoneHappyMonday]

we should stick you two in a room with some typewriters and see what happens

lol

 

[knock]

Did I say I was using AL-LAD to stay up? Strange, I took it quite early in the evening, I will need to reread my posts because I don't think that's what happened, raas. Edit: ok you're right I did say I'd double dropped at 2.50, though I'm pretty sure tolerance made the effects minimal as I had eaten one earlier that evening.

I was actually pretty much sober by the time I got locked up, tired but not fucked. The only bad thing the drink and drugs (etiz, not al-lad, as far as I'm aware) did was put me in the wrong place at the wrong time. I don't remember many of my posts on here from about midnight onwards, or locking this thread, but I have a vague memory of trying to get away from the security guard and a clear memory of everything from getting picked up by the police onwards. I had slept for about five hours in the cell before I got caught speeding, at that point I'm sure I was fit to drive, I just made the mistake of speeding past police, it happens all the time to ordinary people.

I do wish I had gone to bed though...

 

[Raasyvibe]

lol youre a poetic soul raas. some would call it greediness, you however strive to see the positive. i like that


hows the boozing going btw, is it just me or have you done so less this past week or so. cd player broke? ;p

No not greed. The drugs were always going to ruin him; it was idiotic sacrificial to pursue the high. it's true to knocks soul to take the drugs

Well, I've quit the red writing coz I'm drawing too much attention to my drunkenness (Though I still think a colour code drug system should be a law on this forum)

I'm going through a transitional phase of life at the moment, where I must choose between my life, my spirituality and religion and my juice and Gin. Combining all 3 is becoming a little too much for me. Not quite sure which part of the triad my heart biasses.