MDB you need one of those massive keyboards for the visually impaired

It definitely affects how you're treated and viewed when it looks like you're typing with your feet. Maybe it shouldn't, but it does.
ShopperCheck RIP threads are the one thing most EADDers dread, and as such you won't find anyone decent wishing someones name appeared in one. That was in almost as bad taste as one of OTWs t-shirts. (almost)
B&w please forgive me pleading the "im so misundestood" line again.,
This one is simple
phenaz fucks up my motor skills and it takes 2 - 14 days for me to recover them (it ties my fingers in knots and i cant find the right buttons on the k/b)
had i continued binging on phenaz i may have lost them permanenetly, thankfuly something has changed inside me that means i dont want to even think of that stuff anymore.
im on about day 7 now sans phenz i think. ive already noiticed a huge difference myself, my natural nimbleness has returned.
i can see where you are coming from. Peoplke that have known me longer know all about my phenaz typing.
Id better not make any more typos again or ill have brimz on my case after i solemenly and sincerely promised him never to touch it again,
all that typed in about a minute with 1 or 2 self corrected typos. Capiche Amigo ?
for those that give a shit, august wasmewant to be my wild binge, taking as much of anything as i could get hold of, before grtting sensible again for my returtn to college in september
that plan went spectactularly wrong. At least the fun side of it did. I dont think im made for big, mad, long binges without recovery periods. Its taken me embarrasinlt too long to learn that. An Occassopnal sessioner would suit me better i think. also i wouldn't be such a burden and a worry to anyone else that way either.
so i wont be needing my SAGA catalogue just yet thanks. That was meant to sound funny rather than sarcy. I wont even be needing the men in white coats with huge vials of largactil. You can all sleep easy. Those of you that care.
in fact at risk of boring you all even more im amazed myself how quickly my typing abilty has reyrned this time. Its like my brain has adapted. DONT WORRY IM NOT GONNA BE TESTING THAT ONE. PHENAZ IS CLEARLY A DISASTER FOR ME. IVE CLALRY LOST MY REP HERE AMONGST PEOPLE THAT ARENT WILLING TO ACCEPT OR UNDERSTAND DIFFERENCES IN OTHERS. THOSE PEOPLE WERE PROBABLY NEVER DESTINED TO BECOME FRIENDS ANYWAY. NO LOSS THERE ON EITHER SIDE.
(befor people starat telling me to hush and keep the peace, why, ? i am rational and speaking the truth as i see it. That cannot be a bad thing, nor can it upset anyone who doesnt already know the truth)
IM GLAD IVE FOUND OUT NOW RATHER THAN LATER DOWN THE LINE. NOW I KNOW FOR SURE WHO THE TOLERANT, DECENT, KIND, PATIENT PEOPLE ARE ON HERE. THEY WERE PRETTY MUCH THE SAME PEOPLE WHO WERE ALREADY ON MY FRIENDS LIST ANYWAY. TRUST IN MY OWN INTINCTS LAD AS FAR S OTHER PEOPLE ARE CONCERNERNED. THEY ARE FUCKIN SOUND. forgive my switching to caps for no apparent reason.
But all is well in camp MDB. Hope the same applies elsewhere.:D
I think the guy kniew what the RIP threads were all about' hence that lot are remaining on ignore for ever. I just dont need those kind of sick people anywhere near my life.
Thank you for any one who took the time to read and understand this. There will be no more dramatics or theatrics, or "attention seekin" (lol) rants,.
Up until this point i had been allowed to dicuss sensitive/personal issues on EADD with no fear of mockery. That era has certainly past. I will be posting anny future threads in the approrpriare sub section, where i am sure i would be met with an appropriate response.
I dont hate BL or EADD at all, just my own sttupid fault for posting the inaporopriate subjects in the wrong sections.
thats it basically. I dont see it is any more of a big deal than that, the subject is closed as far as im coincerned but anyone is welcome to PM or contact me for a chat about anything under the sun.
I was going to start a "what's your favourite new fetish thread" in EADD today. But havent quite regained the 100% confidence required to do that. I'll save it for another day/another sub forum.
Adios Amigos
Twll ty dyn i pawb arall.