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Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
I'm in the process of drinking all the 2-methyl-2-butanol with all my benzos, hydrocodone, seroquel, amitriptyline, and various other pills.
This is suicide and the dose would kill a dozen people.

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Trying not to vomit snd haven't drunk but about 1/3 of the 2m2b. It must be bad on the stomach. That is probably enough to kill. I wont drink more of that or I'll puke. I only took half the HC just in case my mom don't die/ because those were hers and she may need some.

She is in the hospital probably dying so I had to do this. before I pass out I am sending some info to some mods so they can confirm my death and I am offering to give one of them something I think they might like as a gift after my death.

I did take my bottle of blood pressure pills to help ensure death
gonna take a bottle of ondansetron and prochlorperazine in an attempt tp stop from vomiting.
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Come on man... I don't think this is a cry for attention post, but take your blood pressure pills for christs sakes if ur still alive.

So your depression is mostly circumstantial? I'd say ur existentially depressed as well, and that can be cured and often is with just time. Same with your circumstances. Wait shit out like a man, ur obviously intelligent.
 
^ is he ok tho?

Ot: did 2 bags this morning and around 3 I did 1 and a 15. I'm high as a kite between that and the rest of my weed.
 
^There has been no word so far.. I have a bad feeling about this to be honest. Let's hope I'm wrong, and he turns up ok..

OT: Amphetamines, all day long, big doses, i think I used up well over 500mg spread throughout day&evening, of which I gave out like 200mg to be rid of it so I won't be tempted to binge anymore. I'm 36 hours awake atm. I'm feeling surprisingly clearheaded, usually I start feeling a bit foggy by now. Gonna stay up a few more hours but definitely gonna sleep tonight..
 
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Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
I'm in the process of drinking all the 2-methyl-2-butanol with all my benzos, hydrocodone, seroquel, amitriptyline, and various other pills.
This is suicide and the dose would kill a dozen people.

Edit:
Trying not to vomit snd haven't drunk but about 1/3 of the 2m2b. It must be bad on the stomach. That is probably enough to kill. I wont drink more of that or I'll puke. I only took half the HC just in case my mom don't die/ because those were hers and she may need some.

She is in the hospital probably dying so I had to do this. before I pass out I am sending some info to some mods so they can confirm my death and I am offering to give one of them something I think they might like as a gift after my death.

I did take my bottle of blood pressure pills to help ensure death
gonna take a bottle of ondansetron and prochlorperazine in an attempt tp stop from vomiting.
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Much love man. My mom's all I got too and also battling cancer at times I've also felt suicidal thoughts due to the extent of the suffering. Hope you pull through or are in a better place.
 
PillToChill said:
^There has been no word so far.. I have a bad feeling about this to be honest. Let's hope I'm wrong, and he turns up ok..
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I have one too... but at least, usually when someone makes a post like he did.. it's a cry for help. And hopefully if he's passed out somewhere someone finds him soon. Or he's alive and logging on to some website is the least of his worries.

At the same time, he was definitely suffering long term by the sounds of it.
 
i don't think he was crying for help; couldn't help but read some past posts, fucking rough time he's going through. I think he finally had enough and knew exactly what he was doing - still fucking hope his body had a big enough tolerance to fight it all off and wake up again. I'm pretty sure he knew his limits and exactly what was needed, that last post just haunts me as i was completely fucked up when i first read it. I hope at least he got to experience that brief moment of clarity where that adrenaline hits and you prepare for the end and see everything as it is, like your head dipping up from underneath a wave.

40mg dextroamphetamine, 4.5mg of etizolam

feel like absolute shit after a week long binge on stims and psychs - fuck i hate drugs. My nose is still bleeding. Bordering on psychosis, hopefully everything goes back to normal soon.
 
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
I'm in the process of drinking all the 2-methyl-2-butanol with all my benzos, hydrocodone, seroquel, amitriptyline, and various other pills.
This is suicide and the dose would kill a dozen people.

Edit:
Trying not to vomit snd haven't drunk but about 1/3 of the 2m2b. It must be bad on the stomach. That is probably enough to kill. I wont drink more of that or I'll puke. I only took half the HC just in case my mom don't die/ because those were hers and she may need some.

She is in the hospital probably dying so I had to do this. before I pass out I am sending some info to some mods so they can confirm my death and I am offering to give one of them something I think they might like as a gift after my death.

I did take my bottle of blood pressure pills to help ensure death
gonna take a bottle of ondansetron and prochlorperazine in an attempt tp stop from vomiting.
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Oh, man...

I can't really say anything except I hope you'll be okay, sending lotsa love your way, brother
 
I couldn't help but wonder, this guy is on heavy heavy doses of drugs every damn day. And usually doesn't seem sad, but i guess his last post answered my question.
Hope he's still alive, I can almost feel his pain.
 
F1n1shed said:
I couldn't help but wonder, this guy is on heavy heavy doses of drugs every damn day. And usually doesn't seem sad, but i guess his last post answered my question.
Hope he's still alive, I can almost feel his pain.
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Well at least we can say his overall drug tolerance is/was high... so less chance of an OD.

edit: RobotRipping basically said this. ^

And I agree, whatever he did, he knew what he was doing. In some circumstances suicide is a rational decision, and he sounded very rational... but I know he doesn't/didn't have it as bad as a lot of people who rationally 'suicide' themselves. But with his mom dying, that will clog ur reasoning, and u'll make emotion based decisions.
 
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Christ. So, I recently acquired some 30 mg codeine tablets. Using an opiate converter I calculated the equivalent dose to my typical hydrocodone dose (22.5 mg) - which is 150 mg of codeine...so I took five tablets.

The pain relief, the warm feeling, the euphoria...it's all there in full. The problem is that unlike hydrocodone, I'm EXTREMELY ITCHY. Also, my fingers on my right hand are totally numb for some reason.

What can do I do for the itchiness?

Also my eyes are pin point and my vision has that "everything is brighter and has blank spots" thing going on. I don't get that with hydro anymore. What the fuck, I know they're different drugs but I presumed my tolerance to both hydro and oxy would give me tolerance to codeine as well...

Maybe it is and codeine just has more side effects? Maybe that's why they modified it to make other opiates.
 
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1.5mg alprazolam

Got .5 left... might save it for work tomorrow or take it in an hour or so. If I'm smart I'll save it.
 
DIPA, small amount of bupe maybe like .75mg and of course the spliffs. wondrous evening if i do say so myself...
 
Did dope almost 12 hours ago n still feel blasted. Wow I'm not used to that

Had a habit where I was lucky when I simply felt normal

But I did 3 bags this afternoon between 12-4 and here it is 3 am n my pupils are still pinned I'm seriously still extremely high

Goodnight BL. Wow it was worth quitting for a few months to feel this again
 
RodJonse said:
Christ. So, I recently acquired some 30 mg codeine tablets. Using an opiate converter I calculated the equivalent dose to my typical hydrocodone dose (22.5 mg) - which is 150 mg of codeine...so I took five tablets.

The pain relief, the warm feeling, the euphoria...it's all there in full. The problem is that unlike hydrocodone, I'm EXTREMELY ITCHY. Also, my fingers on my right hand are totally numb for some reason.

What can do I do for the itchiness?

Also my eyes are pin point and my vision has that "everything is brighter and has blank spots" thing going on. I don't get that with hydro anymore. What the fuck, I know they're different drugs but I presumed my tolerance to both hydro and oxy would give me tolerance to codeine as well...

Maybe it is and codeine just has more side effects? Maybe that's why they modified it to make other opiates.
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you sir need some benadryl (diphenhydramine), dramamine will do as well as ceterizine (reactine) or any anti histamine for that matter. I'm surprised you feel so much from that amount of codeine, lucky bastard. Codeine produces probably the most histamine of all the opiates i know, it's completely normal and just the side effects of codeine.

perhaps you are one of those people who convert codeine really well into morphine, if you often find opiates don't last long for you (oxy/hydromorphone/codone) then that's probably why you got so much out of codeine. Codeine is cross tolerant with other opiates.

todays drugs as usual: dextroamphetamine 60mg, etizolam finger dipped cause i need to make a new batch. No more getting high for a while, kind of fucked up everything over the last week, oopsies.
 
Fuck all anti-histamines except for Hydroxyzine. It is the god of potentiation, along with getting rid of itches. It doesnt get rid of them 100%, ime, but it does lessen them.
 
cyclizine? promethazine? fuck them too?

update: 80mg d-amp, more etizolam... fuck it's hard to get my doses of either one down when they both counter each other! not even 11am here yet.
 
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