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First time posting here, and I really hope talking to everyone can help me get some answers here. Long story short I had my first roll almost a year ago and it was amazing it was with my long term boyfriend, still currently together, and we peaked at the same second. No joke this was unreal, especially since this was my first time. After that we would roll about every 2 weeks just to have a good recovery, eventually it went down to once a month. In between all this I was put in the hospital for sepsis**, I was admitted exactly a week after we rolled and that threw me, I didnt know what to do. However in time I gave in and we rolled again. Which brings us to now my opinion on this has changed and although its amazing during the roll I feel like its tearing me apart. The past few times the stuff we've had was beyond awful I fell asleep last time! So now Im sitting here and I dont know if its worth it anymore, it is such a big deal to my boyfriend but everything thats happened, is it time to say no? Like isnt it better to go out while youre on top? I just want to clear my head anything and everything will be considered. I really do hope to find my answer here.

**Sepsis is a blood infection, all your organs and everything starts to shut down to stop it from circulating and infecting more parts of the body.
 
While idk if the sepsis is caused by the MDMA, although its really up to you.
If you feel like it could do more harm then good then it is definitely time to stop.
Your boyfriend SHOULD be understanding about your desire to quit drugs.
I say should because obviously not everyone is so understanding.
Your usage was definitely average, and once a month is probably the most you should roll if you want to keep the magic as well as stave off any negative side effects
 
The real answer is that you should never have to ask this question.

you don't need to stop...you need to learn how to use MDMA in a responsible manor. If you do that you can use for the rest of your days if you want without developing all the bad things that come with MDMA abuse. you need to find a reliable source. you need to test every batch to make sure you have mdma. you need to only use a few times a year. you need to use at a moderate level each time....if you can do these things then you can continue to use mdma for a long long time...if you can't commit to them tne you need to accept that mdma is not for you...or you can keep using and accept that the hardships you develope were brought on by yourself and now you have to live with them.

please do not choose the later.
 
Rolling every two weeks I can't say that your body would have been thanking you for that, certainly better than every week but even monthly is just considered acceptable.

MDxx isn't like any other drug, in my own experience MD must be treated with much more respect than any other due to having to adjust diets, roll rarely and several other factors just to effect that 5-6 hours of bliss. You need to give your body a break from this for at least a moth; your serotonin levels will build allowing your mood/sleep cycles to really benefit from having te extra serotonin.

Take the break especially if you have sepsis, it may be a struggle at the start but your body WILL thank you for this!
 
Sepsis is life threatening and I'm not surprised you shut down when you roll.
You are physically tired and your body needs to recover.
If you are not enjoying rolling just give it a miss.
Seems to Me BF would benefit from slowing down too.
 
You can turn your back on a person, but never on a drug.
Your boyfriend will understand, he has no choice. Just say no I dont want to do the drug anymore, It's just drugs just let it go for a good while.
Being sober is quite good as well you know
 
Why are you even asking this question? Your health always comes first and sepsis is no joke. Take a deep breath and take a look at yourself, seriously. If you want to take a break (quite rightly) then please do.
 
The time to stop is when you go on a message board asking the same question.
 
Sounds like you may be suffering the comedown. Maybe your boyfriend is as well, but you're reacting to the negative feelings in a different way. Speaking as someone who has an unhealthy fondness of drugs if I feel bad I want to take drugs more, it seems like you've had a more rational reaction and that is a good thing.

Just because you stop doesn't mean your boyfriend has to.
 
StrutterGear said:
Why are you even asking this question? Your health always comes first and sepsis is no joke. Take a deep breath and take a look at yourself, seriously. If you want to take a break (quite rightly) then please do.
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^This - you should always listen to your body and if you are already suffering from a condition its best to stop taking the drug. Don't wait until you experience more symptoms that you will surely regret later on.
 
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