RecklessWOT
Bluelight Crew
Damn Recky, that's pretty hardcore.
I spent most of last week blacked out so I could quit a 6g a day phenibut habit and it worked. Drinking and taking 10mg of etizolam a day was fun, but dangerous as fuck. I'm glad I didn't do anything like you though man.
Yeah man you lucked out. Be careful with that combo for sure. Bitch part is you feel so in-control until you put yourself in a situation where you realize that you are in fact nowhere near the controls.
Shit, the thing that scares me the most is that I ended up on my streetbike one night and barely remember it. I don't have much of a headlight either but I went out riding with a couple friends that have normal bikes. They basically told me I was nuts and needed to go home.
So I guess I did exactly what I told myself I would not do. I'm taking it easy now, I didn't do any benzos at all last night and I haven't done much tonight. Not gonna do more tonight either. One chef's knife through the hand and I think that's the wake up call I needed. Fuck
Kind of depressed me all day yesterday to think of how stupid it really is.