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Gibberings: CXXXVI: Boss Abuse

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It is =D! wa'gwan Dan?

I'd never MXE'd out with a pet before. Weird thing is my cat totally understands me. He is now chilling in my lap.
Only downside is my wife doesn't enjoy MXE so when she sees me go insane for a while on it things get ugly and (for me) confusing. The one drug she arbitrarily says is "bad". We all have one I guess. Mine's crack. Ugh. (No disrespect to my stone-smoking bredren, I just don't like being around when it happens). Fucking shame she doesn't "get it" because we could have a lot of weird, confused, alien sex together. (I dont think its actually possible to be sexually aroused while on MXE, this was for illustrative purposes only).

Well, good news is tolerance has gone right back down to Z-E-R-O, back in the day I could've taken a MXE dildo, solid, and not even coughed. Whoops.
Star Trek? Yes, immediately.
But how's you lot?

Pretty good thanks mate hows everything? not much happening, chilling and being a lazy shite. yeah seeing somebody else on mxe must be weird, taken it to house partys before, very weird times, wonky at various angles, felt like id turned into a budda and objects had personalities, wicked euphoric stuff. comfortably nuts. felt like it mimiced other drugs, brought back the feelings, every experience on that stuff is different

bit random but ive noticed as ive gotten older ive stopped giving a shit about little things that dont really matter, its quite liberating, although im starting to give too less of a shit and things are sliding, couldnt give a fuck about my future and havent done for a long time
 
Good to see you around, pontifex. :)

it's amazing, ive spent about a month off BL, or two, i dont know, but there are far more sane people on this board than in my particular "out there". I now understand what makes this board run. I can't properly articulate my feeling but we've all been there I'm sure. I'm thinking of Druids, telepathic cats, and the meaning of the Universe.
Eh, I much prefer EADDers to real life people. If I could swap my real life acquaintances for you guys, I'd do it in an instant. Which is quite a bad thing for me to think, I know.

bit random but ive noticed as ive gotten older ive stopped giving a shit about little things that dont really matter, its quite liberating, although im starting to give too less of a shit and things are sliding, couldnt give a fuck about my future and havent done for a long time
I Don't Give A Fuck seems to be the motto for my 30s. It's pretty liberating.
 
Its funny, ive only started realising my mortality and caring about my future since i turned 40. Kind of mixed up, given my current life style, if you can call it that.

The deaths of the 5 BLers earlier this year that I had chatted to, and felt some connection with, has driven that point home.
 
Safe Ponti My Breadbin hope your sweet nuff time no see much luv <3

I spend the afternoon working , i know saturday in this weather what a liberty eh ? Only to find my little buddy wigrid has been exed , brimz is sad .
But not that sad cos it was only a matter of time .

Peace peoples partying in the place

brimz is out %)
 
The people on here talk so much sense, some of the most interesting stuff ive read has been by people on here

pontifex01 get more wonky, your typing is too good. you ever had proper ego loss on it before? felt like a balls deep dmt trip or something, got the same message from MXE as from DMT, messages of love. reborn love
 
Only to find my little buddy wigrid has been exed , brimz is sad .
But not that sad cos it was only a matter of time .

Tis the closed shop of admin and (ex-) mods we suffer. Wigrid had more to contribute to this board than about 80% of posters here. Widely read, great knowledge of a diversity of music, suffered more in his life than some of the privileged elite we suffer here.

Yeah, let's pettliy ban him for basically fuck-all. Expanding our knowledge base. Truly a cunt. Another great job from admin. Any BL current mod attached to this decision should hang their heads themselves in shame,
 
Tis the closed shop of admin and (ex-) mods we suffer. Wigrid had more to contribute to this board than about 80% of posters here. Widely read, great knowledge of a diversity of music, suffered more in his life than some of the privileged elite we suffer here.

Yeah, let's pettliy ban him for basically fuck-all. Expanding our knowledge base. Truly a cunt. Another great job from admin. Any BL current mod attached to this decision should hang their heads themselves in shame,

You know i know which staff or ex staff are responsible . I thought they were harder than that tbh .
 
Hah, mate, if you see me writing its only because I've just come back and can understand how a keyboard works again...

Seriously though I do prefer slow, gradual administration. More opiatey that way.

[edit] *sighs, ties his hair up in a ponytail, and then throws his face at brimz' cock*

wa'gwan bredren ;) you been taking care of yourself?

What a nice bit of luv but then you know i like it dirty ;)

Ups N Downs mate . See the sticky about some outrageously strong Heroin . It's off the shelf now thank fuk .

I do my best init .
 
As someone who got a life ban from another never to be named forum and went back around 6 times and banned each time again. i would have to say the lifetime ban rule is the most fucking ludicrous of all.

Even people convicted of first degree murder get a chance to reintegrate back into society, but oh no lets keep banning people who ONCE had a "lifetime" ban

Kill someone in real life= chance to give something back to society

Wind up a power hungry mod on forum? - no chance to ever make a contribution again on a HR forum
 
As someone who got a life ban from another never to be named forum and went back around 6 times and banned each time again. i would have to say the lifetime ban rule is the most fucking ludicrous of all.

Even people convicted of first degree murder get a chance to reintegrate back into society, but oh no lets keep banning people who ONCE had a "lifetime" ban


Kill someone in real life= chance to give something back to society

Wind up a power hungry mod on forum? - no chance to ever make a contribution again on a HR forum

Bloody well said my friend .
 
Hah, mate, if you see me writing its only because I've just come back and can understand how a keyboard works again...

Seriously though I do prefer slow, gradual administration. More opiatey that way.

[edit] *sighs, ties his hair up in a ponytail, and then throws his face at brimz' cock*

wa'gwan bredren ;) you been taking care of yourself?

ahh right, yeah same gradual, i used to do little spaced out lines, so good, never felt so connected to music and everything. im feeling the urge to get the mxe out for a well over due visit, although supposed to be going to this little terrace rave thing, altho oxy earlier and vallie making me feel proper peaceful content. wish i had saved the ching from last night or got some more meph id be flying off my tits. yeah i love the opiatey-ness of it. infact i like it more than oxy, which is weird

brimz lets get the hip hop sharing
 
Good to see you around, pontifex. :)


Eh, I much prefer EADDers to real life people. If I could swap my real life acquaintances for you guys, I'd do it in an instant. Which is quite a bad thing for me to think, I know.


I Don't Give A Fuck seems to be the motto for my 30s. It's pretty liberating.

What a lovely sentiment .

Yeah been my motto for teens 20's & 30's it's a good un :)
 
get a vallie down you mate beaut of a combo. know the voice thing, id have voices of random people as internal dialogue in my head as i thought about stuff, taps talking and really weird shit. i remember wonky walking home with my shoe making a noise thats sounded like somebody saying "ohh" every time i took a step and rain drops changing color. yeah it needs respect, i used to kinda abuse it, doing lines ontop of booze and meph and stupid stuff, bad combo, dunno why i did that. until i got the glow then realized how good it is. lost myself in this state of love, melted into everything, it was magical. every time i do it now i keep properly hydrated, avoid mixing it with anything apart from vallies. tis some weird magical shit
 
and the opi thing, it seems warmer and less noddy, nods piss me off. i gather the aim for opiates is to nod but i prefer the stage before. earlier after doing some ox i just monged out didnt even wanna stick any tunes on, just kinda gouch. think im more of an euphoric stim person, the nods from decent md and meph seem a lot more nice
 
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