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forgoodnesssakes
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Ni hao ma? Wo hen hao.
Yes, unfortunately this thread was only the start of a series of posts by myself, honestly created for shits and giggles along with a deeper message throughout the chain of posts with an attempt of not getting this thread here closed, honestly now it doesn't matter
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closed for being off-topic (I finally admit, teehee after the mod let it stay open, but I did carry a true message about psychedelic's in this thread and the one right around it about snake skin...) either a true Jung psychology synchronicity experience somehow brought about by my current life circumstances combined with absurd phenibut & 'nootropic' or health and cognitive enhancer company doses or just too real borderline not right delusions from absurd amounts of phenibut (I live in a messed up house where a good 9 people dose this stuff like animals and got me to do it, going to be moving out into my own place in a couple weeks, wasn't a choice really to live here in this madhouse.)
{they were real synchronicities, provable by explanation, that will in the end reveal to me don't do phenibut again AND you have learned enough already from psychedelics, to the point of multiple ego deaths, please child give up the sensual pleasure and come back to your blessed path, save your money and get back to meditation, martial arts, and your Buddhist practice and family asap, which is an incredibly personal thing for me to reveal (phenibut at this dosage seems to have the same opening up qualities in my mind as mdma does) but typing this is helping me through a difficult time in my life} a blessing disguised as an affliction caused by all my prior drug abuse which ultimately will be pulling me out of an evil path once this experience of way too much phenibut ends...sorry for being so cracked out these past couple nights Bluelight.
Yes, unfortunately this thread was only the start of a series of posts by myself, honestly created for shits and giggles along with a deeper message throughout the chain of posts with an attempt of not getting this thread here closed, honestly now it doesn't matter
, closed for being off-topic (I finally admit, teehee after the mod let it stay open, but I did carry a true message about psychedelic's in this thread and the one right around it about snake skin...) either a true Jung psychology synchronicity experience somehow brought about by my current life circumstances combined with absurd phenibut & 'nootropic' or health and cognitive enhancer company doses or just too real borderline not right delusions from absurd amounts of phenibut (I live in a messed up house where a good 9 people dose this stuff like animals and got me to do it, going to be moving out into my own place in a couple weeks, wasn't a choice really to live here in this madhouse.)
{they were real synchronicities, provable by explanation, that will in the end reveal to me don't do phenibut again AND you have learned enough already from psychedelics, to the point of multiple ego deaths, please child give up the sensual pleasure and come back to your blessed path, save your money and get back to meditation, martial arts, and your Buddhist practice and family asap, which is an incredibly personal thing for me to reveal (phenibut at this dosage seems to have the same opening up qualities in my mind as mdma does) but typing this is helping me through a difficult time in my life} a blessing disguised as an affliction caused by all my prior drug abuse which ultimately will be pulling me out of an evil path once this experience of way too much phenibut ends...sorry for being so cracked out these past couple nights Bluelight.
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webbykevin
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Totally understand, no worries here.
infantannihilator
Bluelighter
its okay bro, i dont even know you but i love you
forgoodnesssakes
Greenlighter
Wo hen hao. Ni ne?
I really was acting silly, and did not mean to offend anyone, and perhaps I can offer one last interesting tidbit on the 4-ho-mipt, possible phenibut {the only thing resembling a drug I have taken recently, 4-ho-mipt was taken about a month ago, but a certain something I heard someone experience on 4-ho-mipt is exactly what I started experiencing a couple days into the phenibut binge...the 4-ho-mipt experiences in which I redosed mutiple times naively both insufflated and orally while on maoi's which can be very dangerous or fatal I guess, it was a very bad mistake, but all is well now...those miprocin trips were harder than any trips I ever had and I fell into a certain abyss even but am now processing it...but back to the certain something that I experienced as described by the miprocin report was that every song playing on a playlist he, AYED, setup felt like}:
"like the music is playing directly on elements of my emotional landscape. I'm listening to a 120 song random play (in itunes) that I made up for tonight. I feel as though each song is like throwing an I Ching, really -- the way certain songs from my past, or certain stories they tell, reflect on different aspects of my life and present conditions. The music is playing on my emotional landscape, as if each song was plucking a different string on my mental harp. I am reminded of friends, issues in my life, goals -- and each song reflects a different aspect of my inner lanscapes, implants or reminds me of different thoughts. I do not feel out of control at all, although the music affects me profoundly. A particularly sad song ('if you know time' by robyn hitchcock -- a meditation on the decay of the body, despite the continued vitality of the spirit) has me close to weeping, so I skip it!
T+1:15: i've continued listening to music, feeling ecstatic, body feelings greatly enhanced. It's an erotic-like experience, very sensual all over my body. The visuals are obvious but not overwhelming. Objects take on a 4-D feel, as if breathing or moving through time in a way that is visually apparent. CEV not much to speak of, which surprises me given what i've read of others' experiences. I feel a bit clammy and sweaty, but this feeling passes in 10 minutes or so. By this time, the experience is definitely hitting peak, but it is not overwhelming. I feel leveled out on a plateau, which ends up lasting about two hours."
Anyways I completely underestimated the potential of phenibut to produce an experience so eerily similar to the effects of mdma the way I took it and with what I took it with, listening to music was the same as rolling basically which I use to prefer dancing much more on a 'spiritual' level while on mdma or mda than while tripping on hallucinogens which was not my cup of T although I use to be a massive Goahead and had my fair share of end of the cosmos raves while bonked out of my skull...neways idk what the hell my 4-ho-mipt experience is still lingering around for but everything happens for a reason and I will end this post with some lyrics from another death metal band ironically that a random song of their's popped up on the playlist to string another note on my mental harp as the author of that Erowid 4-ho-mipt experience report would say.
Gojira From Mars
I just looked myself
Straight in the eyes and saw
That I had to move
To higher places
So I took my courage
In both hands and
I pushed off the ground
With all my might
Took off from the red place
In the sky I fly
I have lost my reason
And I’ve made my sense
From up there I will see
Where I’m from
And where the force of love
Will tell me now to go
But why do you say
That you are lost
If you don’t even try
To find yourself
My words are a stairs
I put my feet on
And I climb through
A starless night to my place
Okay that is the last of my random synchronic posts, thank you infantannihilator and webbykevin, and sorry again if I offended anyone. The structure and grammar is too much I know, time to sleep off this amphetamine like tweaked state.
I really was acting silly, and did not mean to offend anyone, and perhaps I can offer one last interesting tidbit on the 4-ho-mipt, possible phenibut {the only thing resembling a drug I have taken recently, 4-ho-mipt was taken about a month ago, but a certain something I heard someone experience on 4-ho-mipt is exactly what I started experiencing a couple days into the phenibut binge...the 4-ho-mipt experiences in which I redosed mutiple times naively both insufflated and orally while on maoi's which can be very dangerous or fatal I guess, it was a very bad mistake, but all is well now...those miprocin trips were harder than any trips I ever had and I fell into a certain abyss even but am now processing it...but back to the certain something that I experienced as described by the miprocin report was that every song playing on a playlist he, AYED, setup felt like}:
"like the music is playing directly on elements of my emotional landscape. I'm listening to a 120 song random play (in itunes) that I made up for tonight. I feel as though each song is like throwing an I Ching, really -- the way certain songs from my past, or certain stories they tell, reflect on different aspects of my life and present conditions. The music is playing on my emotional landscape, as if each song was plucking a different string on my mental harp. I am reminded of friends, issues in my life, goals -- and each song reflects a different aspect of my inner lanscapes, implants or reminds me of different thoughts. I do not feel out of control at all, although the music affects me profoundly. A particularly sad song ('if you know time' by robyn hitchcock -- a meditation on the decay of the body, despite the continued vitality of the spirit) has me close to weeping, so I skip it!
T+1:15: i've continued listening to music, feeling ecstatic, body feelings greatly enhanced. It's an erotic-like experience, very sensual all over my body. The visuals are obvious but not overwhelming. Objects take on a 4-D feel, as if breathing or moving through time in a way that is visually apparent. CEV not much to speak of, which surprises me given what i've read of others' experiences. I feel a bit clammy and sweaty, but this feeling passes in 10 minutes or so. By this time, the experience is definitely hitting peak, but it is not overwhelming. I feel leveled out on a plateau, which ends up lasting about two hours."
Anyways I completely underestimated the potential of phenibut to produce an experience so eerily similar to the effects of mdma the way I took it and with what I took it with, listening to music was the same as rolling basically which I use to prefer dancing much more on a 'spiritual' level while on mdma or mda than while tripping on hallucinogens which was not my cup of T although I use to be a massive Goahead and had my fair share of end of the cosmos raves while bonked out of my skull...neways idk what the hell my 4-ho-mipt experience is still lingering around for but everything happens for a reason and I will end this post with some lyrics from another death metal band ironically that a random song of their's popped up on the playlist to string another note on my mental harp as the author of that Erowid 4-ho-mipt experience report would say.
Gojira From Mars
I just looked myself
Straight in the eyes and saw
That I had to move
To higher places
So I took my courage
In both hands and
I pushed off the ground
With all my might
Took off from the red place
In the sky I fly
I have lost my reason
And I’ve made my sense
From up there I will see
Where I’m from
And where the force of love
Will tell me now to go
But why do you say
That you are lost
If you don’t even try
To find yourself
My words are a stairs
I put my feet on
And I climb through
A starless night to my place
Okay that is the last of my random synchronic posts, thank you infantannihilator and webbykevin, and sorry again if I offended anyone. The structure and grammar is too much I know, time to sleep off this amphetamine like tweaked state.
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infantannihilator
Bluelighter
What do you mean I can't take my sweater off?!
Magickduck
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Check out Eyedea. Maybe ""the dive" by idea or some of his other darker songs.
GreenMachine
Bluelighter
i find metal a little too one dimensional when im tripping, but i know some people that love to blast meshuggah on a headful. lets meet in the middle and jam some prog rock eh?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1DRBFqmQCEQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1DRBFqmQCEQ
Grinders Kiefers
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Music, lyrics, really any form of artistic expression can be interpreted in a different way whether under the influence of drugs or not. I'm glad that you have found solace, insight, awareness, or whatever it is you experienced or are experiencing through this music, but beyond the common effect of psychedelics making the profound seem "that much more profound", I don't really see what this has to do with psychedelic drugs.
Toast to the Spirits
Bluelighter
Listen to Incubus while on Psychedelics!!
infantannihilator
Bluelighter
^^ that would probably send me into a bad trip lol
RhythmSpring
Bluelighter
^ Not so. Their album S.C.I.E.N.C.E. (1997) is *perfect* for mushrooms. You'd be surprised. They have changed a LOT over the years.
psykedenlitenment
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Morninggloryseed - you seem to have quite similar tastes in music and movies as i. Chump don't want no help, chump don't get no help..... I also like your Beatles references liberally sprinkled in where they fit seamlessly. As for the psychedelic spiking that you referenced in that other thread - Dr Robert is the song referring to that occurrence. But my favorite track off revolver is tomorrow never knows. That, my fellow psychonauts, is extremely trippy.
I've TRIED listening to music (all kinds, from Beethoven and Tchaikovsky to pink Floyd and jimi), and personally, it sounds extremely foreign and really throws me off. Though I'm now recalling a sub-breakthrough experience on DMT whilst listening to Tool that was pretty good, but overall, can't seem to find s combo that jives. Kinda stunks...
I've TRIED listening to music (all kinds, from Beethoven and Tchaikovsky to pink Floyd and jimi), and personally, it sounds extremely foreign and really throws me off. Though I'm now recalling a sub-breakthrough experience on DMT whilst listening to Tool that was pretty good, but overall, can't seem to find s combo that jives. Kinda stunks...
indelibleface
Bluelight Crew
I'm pretty sure ebola? almost exclusively listens to Meshuggah while tripping, so he may have some degree of insight into your warning of impending doom. 
Salute my shorts
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"They figured I was kin to chester the way I chase cheddar"
"my python venomous, dennis the menace dimensions, eatin on lima bean the size of time machines"
"Me and harmony Korine in a hologram benz, I can steal cookies out your daughters lunch, red rubies on my chain look like Hawaiian punch" lol wtf? riff raff is the goat
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webbykevin
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I dunno, you young people with your spandex and your inkpods or whatever they are called, back in my day we banged two bin lids together, and these were acoustic bins, not these new fangled electric shredder bins, all you get when you bang 2 of those together is an angry buzz and a zillion paper cuts.
Figured no better thread to talk about the meshuggah/animals as leaders concert I went to on a fairly large dose of 4-aco-dmt, ketamine, heineken and marijuana.
Was amazing, kept eyes closed 80% of the time because of the lightshow...have to say though, 95% of people would probably have completely lost their shit there and if it wasn't for the alcohol+k I probably would have too.
Now on to riff raff, I've probably listened to 150-200 of his songs while tripping lmfao.
Was amazing, kept eyes closed 80% of the time because of the lightshow...have to say though, 95% of people would probably have completely lost their shit there and if it wasn't for the alcohol+k I probably would have too.
Now on to riff raff, I've probably listened to 150-200 of his songs while tripping lmfao.